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3 weeks ago to this day, I had to put down my cat who rapidly deteriorated from what is believed to have been lung cancer that he hid from me for an unknown amount of time. I thought I would have been improving by now and starting to cope with him being gone, but I feel like i'm actually getting worse. I still glance at all the places he used to sit, dream about him, and shed tears every day at various points. I have so many upcoming deadlines and I need to pull myself together and focus to get work done, but it's incredibly difficult and I am not thinking healthy thoughts.

If anyone remembers my topic that I first made after he passed away, I repeat again that I am not posting this for sympathy, I desperately need to vent somewhere in a place that I feel comfortable doing so. I fucking need therapy or something, i'm not doing good at all.