Current Events > My life has really turned around in the past week

(+) Yeah! (+)

My dog is still dead, I'm still a mess in many respects, still battling mental illness etc etc, but things are really looking up


music is going great

started getting closer with a friend I really liked, found out we share feelings/crushes/whatever

friends are good



now I just have to get to the doctor next week and hope I don't have cancer lol
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lol
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That's great news!
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yeah it's really sweet and cute and awesome
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I don't mean to be mean but I kinda hope this is temporary. I'm miserable and I want the world to be just as miserable as I am. Just like fuck everything, you know.
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tremain07 posted...

I don't mean to be mean but I kinda hope this is temporary. I'm miserable and I want the world to be just as miserable as I am. Just like fuck everything, you know.

or you could, ya know, work on bettering your life, but what do I know.
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That's good to hear TC

Hope it keeps going up and up
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orcus_snake posted...

tremain07 posted...

I don't mean to be mean but I kinda hope this is temporary. I'm miserable and I want the world to be just as miserable as I am. Just like fuck everything, you know.

or you could, ya know, work on bettering your life, but what do I know.

Can't 28 now, everything's hopeless I just want the world and everything in it to vanish into a void of nothingness, no feelings, or senses or even a consciousness.
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tremain07 posted...

I don't mean to be mean but I kinda hope this is temporary. I'm miserable and I want the world to be just as miserable as I am. Just like fuck everything, you know.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lMrDUOe2uuk
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tremain07 posted...

orcus_snake posted...

tremain07 posted...

I don't mean to be mean but I kinda hope this is temporary. I'm miserable and I want the world to be just as miserable as I am. Just like fuck everything, you know.

or you could, ya know, work on bettering your life, but what do I know.

Can't 28 now, everything's hopeless I just want the world and everything in it to vanish into a void of nothingness, no feelings, or senses or even a consciousness.

You talk like 28 is one foot in the grave.
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For me, it might as well be, I'm not living to see 40, I never felt like I'd live that long.
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28 is young g
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im gonna stop replying to the guy but there was a time I felt like that, then I kicked myself in the ass for thinking like a little bitch and turned it around, if TC and myself + even people in worse conditions than us can, then everyone can.
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I'm still terribly depressed but there's light now, the fews things that can bring me happiness are surrounding me. All day every day, my mind tells me I'm a worthless, horrible person; it's easier to push through that when I'm being hit with a constant stream of hard evidence to the contrary. It's still there, but I can actually feel something other than that.
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Conflict posted...

orcus_snake posted...

then I kicked myself in the ass for thinking like a little bitch and turned it around

Doesn't work like that.

You probably weren't even really depressed if that's supposedly all it took. Dude needs guidance.

Its not black and white, depression is a spectrum just like most stuff psychological.


I'm still terribly depressed but there's light now, the fews things that can bring me happiness are surrounding me. All day every day, my mind tells me I'm a worthless, horrible person; it's easier to push through that when I'm being hit with a constant stream of hard evidence to the contrary. It's still there, but I can actually feel something other than that.

I would be lying if I said that life feels like shit sometimes, and Im sure thats true for everyone but I have been worse, so it can always be better.
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