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OctilIery
08/14/17 8:14:06 PM
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I'm OK with that after this week.

Set up a date with a girl, got a call back for an interview, and got a call about therapy.

Had my good mood smashed because I had to talk to my ex, but then the girl texted me out of the blue and revived it.
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TheDarkCircle
08/14/17 8:14:52 PM
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It's a TRAP!
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Simon_Petrikov
08/14/17 8:15:21 PM
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Want to know why you were bothering with your ex, but let's not talk about that right now.

Let the good feelings keep on rolling.
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armandro
08/14/17 8:15:36 PM
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You're flying now but you'll come back down
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OctilIery
08/14/17 8:15:52 PM
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Still absolutely no appetite though. Slightly concerning.
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OctilIery
08/14/17 8:17:22 PM
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Simon_Petrikov posted...
Want to know why you were bothering with your ex, but let's not talk about that right now.

Let the good feelings keep on rolling.

I had to arrange a meet up because we have to exchange our stuff. Not looking forward to it, but it needs to be done.
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OctilIery
08/14/17 11:24:33 PM
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Well it didn't completely last but at least I'm warring between happy and sad.

Progress?
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Tauros
08/14/17 11:25:39 PM
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armandro posted...
You're flying now but you'll come back down

This.

Think you can out manauever life? Think again! It'll find a way to crash land your insignificant ass.
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Supra574
08/14/17 11:28:20 PM
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don't try to be depressed. it comes naturally
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I4NRulez
08/14/17 11:30:11 PM
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Hey man enjoy it

The weirdest thing for me when dealing with anxiety and depression is how weird it is to feel normal every so often
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The night brims with defiled scum,and is permeated by their rotten stench.
Just think. Now you're all set to hunt and kill to your heart's content.
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Simon_Petrikov
08/14/17 11:39:21 PM
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OctilIery posted...
Well it didn't completely last but at least I'm warring between happy and sad.

Progress?

It'll be fine....is what I always tell myself.

But for real, tho, it'll be fine....



.....is what I always tell myself.
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ShotOJameson
08/14/17 11:40:59 PM
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I4NRulez posted...
Hey man enjoy it

The weirdest thing for me when dealing with anxiety and depression is how weird it is to feel normal every so often

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OctilIery
08/15/17 12:32:33 AM
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Yeah I wouldn't call this normal, but certainly closer.
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Albel-Nox
08/15/17 1:23:13 AM
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Congrats!
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OctilIery
08/15/17 1:55:51 AM
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Nope, fuck it, depressed and drinking.
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ToonLinkWithGun
08/15/17 1:57:02 AM
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Wishing nothing but the best for you Octillery.
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OctilIery
08/15/17 2:03:05 AM
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I want to do all the unhealthy things

I really want to just start messaging and yelling at her

Which is a bad idea but still
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ToonLinkWithGun
08/15/17 2:04:34 AM
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Don't do it. I am drunk too. Don't do it
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OctilIery
08/15/17 2:05:04 AM
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ToonLinkWithGun posted...
Don't do it. I am drunk too. Don't do it

I won't. I know better. It's just really fucking tempting.
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ToonLinkWithGun
08/15/17 2:07:31 AM
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Understandable. Been there too many times. Always seems like a good idea when you're drunk but in the end it never is.
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OctilIery
08/15/17 2:13:40 AM
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ok, no more drinking, going to bed. This isn't healthy x.x
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ToonLinkWithGun
08/15/17 2:15:48 AM
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Have a good sleep
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OctilIery
08/15/17 8:18:07 AM
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Texted her. Argued, fought, yelled at each other.

Now I wake up at 5am and can't even begin to get back down.

*Sigh*
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OctilIery
08/16/17 10:45:54 AM
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And better again. Got a very small appetite back, though barely enough to eat even a slice of pizza. Heading to therapy now.
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