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Tezlok 09/19/17 3:36:05 PM #1:	I found out recently I probably only have 30 years left to live due to various health issues. I also have depression that prevents me from acting on this. and then I have the drama on CE cementing that depression into place firmly. nobody likes me so i thought at least I can bring happiness another way by letting you all know I will die before you most likely. then you can say you won and laugh about it. maybe I will try to find a way to have someone from my family let CE when the exciting day comes. assuming CE stays around long enough, I will probably still be posting here on the day before I die. <cite>Tezlok posted [p:886900658] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote>I found out recently I probably only have 30 years left to live due to various health issues. I also have depression that prevents me from acting on this. and then I have the drama on CE cementing that depression into place firmly. nobody likes me so i thought at least I can bring happiness another way by letting you all know I will die before you most likely. then you can say you won and laugh about it. maybe I will try to find a way to have someone from my family let CE when the exciting day comes. assuming CE stays around long enough, I will probably still be posting here on the day before I die.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DarkPink 09/19/17 3:37:01 PM #2:	umm thats rather morbid. --- Do the best you can in every task, no matter how unimportant it may seem at the time. No one learns more about a problem than the person at the bottom. <cite>DarkPink posted [p:886900725] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote>umm thats rather morbid.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
NewMernardi 09/19/17 3:37:35 PM #3:	Damn that taint ruining everything <cite>NewMernardi posted [p:886900764] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote>Damn that taint ruining everything</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Tezlok 09/19/17 3:37:40 PM #4:	DarkPink posted... umm thats rather morbid. well it's easy to be morbid when your in my position. I don't have much to be happy about in life <cite>Tezlok posted [p:886900768] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote><cite>DarkPink posted...</cite> <quote>umm thats rather morbid.</quote> well it's easy to be morbid when your in my position. I don't have much to be happy about in life</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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ZCheveyo 09/19/17 3:38:33 PM #6:	Tezlok posted... well it's easy to be morbid when your in my position. Bullshit. --- "There's nothing gay about liking a nice feminine penis." crazygamer21 <cite>ZCheveyo posted [p:886900834] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote><cite>Tezlok posted...</cite> <quote>well it's easy to be morbid when your in my position.</quote> Bullshit.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Dustin1280 09/19/17 3:39:47 PM #7:	Tezlok posted... I found out recently I probably only have 30 years left to live due to various health issues. I also have depression that prevents me from acting on this. and then I have the drama on CE cementing that depression into place firmly. nobody likes me so i thought at least I can bring happiness another way by letting you all know I will die before you most likely. then you can say you won and laugh about it. maybe I will try to find a way to have someone from my family let CE when the exciting day comes. assuming CE stays around long enough, I will probably still be posting here on the day before I die. Tezlok dude, CE is NOT a nice place. If it's making your depression worse CE is not unfortunately the place to go. I know you want a social aspect of some kind, but I really don't think CE is the proper avenue... --- RIP: Canuklehead, Karma: 1369 --he delivered! RIP: Orlando of the Axe, Karma: 1642 --he delivered! <cite>Dustin1280 posted [p:886900914] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote><cite>Tezlok posted...</cite> <quote>I found out recently I probably only have 30 years left to live due to various health issues. I also have depression that prevents me from acting on this. and then I have the drama on CE cementing that depression into place firmly. nobody likes me so i thought at least I can bring happiness another way by letting you all know I will die before you most likely. then you can say you won and laugh about it. maybe I will try to find a way to have someone from my family let CE when the exciting day comes. assuming CE stays around long enough, I will probably still be posting here on the day before I die.</quote> Tezlok dude, CE is NOT a nice place. If it's making your depression worse CE is not unfortunately the place to go. I know you want a social aspect of some kind, but I really don't think CE is the proper avenue...</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Tezlok 09/19/17 3:41:58 PM #8:	ZCheveyo posted... Tezlok posted... well it's easy to be morbid when your in my position. Bullshit. no. it's true. dude, i'm 36 and i only ever had one girlfriend, when I was 17. I lost every friend I ever had from moving around as a military brat, and then when I finally settled in one place for like 20 years, all my friends then moved away instead. and after I got out of school I couldn't make new friends because it's harder to make friends after the school setting, and especially hard when you are me. I live on welfare. I have to rely on food stamps. I rarely go out cause I have nowhere to go. all I do most of my days is sit alone with my cat in my apartment and pass the time with comics and tv and games. My life is pretty bleak <cite>Tezlok posted [p:886901062] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote><cite>ZCheveyo posted...</cite> <quote><cite>Tezlok posted...</cite> <quote>well it's easy to be morbid when your in my position.</quote> Bullshit.</quote> no. it's true. dude, i'm 36 and i only ever had one girlfriend, when I was 17. I lost every friend I ever had from moving around as a military brat, and then when I finally settled in one place for like 20 years, all my friends then moved away instead. and after I got out of school I couldn't make new friends because it's harder to make friends after the school setting, and especially hard when you are me. I live on welfare. I have to rely on food stamps. I rarely go out cause I have nowhere to go. all I do most of my days is sit alone with my cat in my apartment and pass the time with comics and tv and games. My life is pretty bleak</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Tezlok 09/19/17 3:43:05 PM #9:	Dustin1280 posted... I know you want a social aspect of some kind, but I really don't think CE is the proper avenue... I don't know what other places to go to. tried reddit. I don't like how that place works. with the stupid upvotes and down votes. maybe I should just not go anywhere and just not talk to anyone <cite>Tezlok posted [p:886901134] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote><cite>Dustin1280 posted...</cite> <quote>I know you want a social aspect of some kind, but I really don't think CE is the proper avenue...</quote> I don't know what other places to go to. tried reddit. I don't like how that place works. with the stupid upvotes and down votes. maybe I should just not go anywhere and just not talk to anyone</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Zeeak4444 09/19/17 3:45:42 PM #11:	Not to take away from what you're saying but if I live another 30 years I'll count that as a blessing. I'll be lucky to get 10. If you have 30 years to live you should probably try living them. --- Typical gameFAQers are "Complainers that always complain about those who complain about real legitimate complaints."-Joker_X <cite>Zeeak4444 posted [p:886901296] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote>Not to take away from what you're saying but if I live another 30 years I'll count that as a blessing. I'll be lucky to get 10. If you have 30 years to live you should probably try living them.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
TheJBD 09/19/17 3:46:43 PM #12:	That sucks, but 30 years is a long time. What's the diagnosis that so specifically says you're going to die in 30 years? --- Hay que tomar la muerte como si fuera aspirina. "i don't get recreational boners" -Philoktetes <cite>TheJBD posted [p:886901350] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote>That sucks, but 30 years is a long time. What's the diagnosis that so specifically says you're going to die in 30 years?</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Kaiganeer 09/19/17 3:46:50 PM #13:	Tezlok posted... i'm 36 Tezlok posted... only have 30 years left to live eh, that's plenty world'll probably end before you die naturally anyway <cite>Kaiganeer posted [p:886901359] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote><cite>Tezlok posted...</cite> <quote>i'm 36</quote> <cite>Tezlok posted...</cite> <quote>only have 30 years left to live</quote> eh, that's plenty world'll probably end before you die naturally anyway</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
OrtegaTron 09/19/17 3:46:51 PM #14:	30 years is a long time to feel that way. See a therapist or something. We could all go at any moment, anyway. Not worth dwelling on it. --- OrtegaTron knelt before his fallen enemy and said a prayer. "Forgive me. May you find in the next world what you couldn't find here."- AlisLandale <cite>OrtegaTron posted [p:886901360] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote>30 years is a long time to feel that way. See a therapist or something. We could all go at any moment, anyway. Not worth dwelling on it.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
ZCheveyo 09/19/17 3:48:49 PM #15:	Tezlok posted... no. it's true. Trust me, you don't want to play the "my life has given me shit" game with me....that isn't what I called you out on. You rolled over and just accepted that you have to be like that. "It's easy to be morbid blah blah blah". Fuck yeah it's easy, but when you take that way then you don't get to bitch. I'm 29. I have CF. I just found out, literally yesterday at 4:47 p.m. that my CF has destroyed my pancreas so now I have diabetes. I was already looking at a life expectancy of no more than 5-6 more years without a double lung transplant. Medical bills have destroyed my credit and finances, and that is just the tip of the iceberg. You get to choose how you accept things and how they impact you. You have 30 fucking years to do something, so do it. --- "There's nothing gay about liking a nice feminine penis." crazygamer21 <cite>ZCheveyo posted [p:886901486] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote><cite>Tezlok posted...</cite> <quote>no. it's true.</quote> Trust me, you don't want to play the "my life has given me shit" game with me....that isn't what I called you out on. You rolled over and just accepted that you have to be like that. "It's easy to be morbid blah blah blah". Fuck yeah it's easy, but when you take that way then you don't get to bitch. I'm 29. I have CF. I just found out, literally yesterday at 4:47 p.m. that my CF has destroyed my pancreas so now I have diabetes. I was already looking at a life expectancy of no more than 5-6 more years without a double lung transplant. Medical bills have destroyed my credit and finances, and that is just the tip of the iceberg. You get to choose how you accept things and how they impact you. You have 30 fucking years to do something, so do it.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Zeeak4444 09/19/17 3:49:13 PM #16:	Tezlok posted... Dustin1280 posted... I know you want a social aspect of some kind, but I really don't think CE is the proper avenue... I don't know what other places to go to. tried reddit. I don't like how that place works. with the stupid upvotes and down votes. maybe I should just not go anywhere and just not talk to anyone You only get negative responses when you say things like Nazis are sympathetic or blacks have Neanderthal Taint... just stay away from political topics like I said last night and you'll be fine... or at least don't post inflammatory statements which are guaranteed to get negative responses... --- Typical gameFAQers are "Complainers that always complain about those who complain about real legitimate complaints."-Joker_X <cite>Zeeak4444 posted [p:886901511] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote><cite>Tezlok posted...</cite> <quote><cite>Dustin1280 posted...</cite> <quote>I know you want a social aspect of some kind, but I really don't think CE is the proper avenue...</quote> I don't know what other places to go to. tried reddit. I don't like how that place works. with the stupid upvotes and down votes. maybe I should just not go anywhere and just not talk to anyone</quote> You only get negative responses when you say things like Nazis are sympathetic or blacks have Neanderthal Taint... just stay away from political topics like I said last night and you'll be fine... or at least don't post inflammatory statements which are guaranteed to get negative responses...</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Tezlok 09/19/17 3:49:16 PM #17:	TheJBD posted... That sucks, but 30 years is a long time. What's the diagnosis that so specifically says you're going to die in 30 years? it was just a warning from my dad. he thinks I won't survive to make it to age he and my mom are currently at. he thinks I will die young. because of my health and he was trying to make me exercise more, lose weight, eat better etc. but my depression makes me think none of it really matters in the long run <cite>Tezlok posted [p:886901514] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote><cite>TheJBD posted...</cite> <quote>That sucks, but 30 years is a long time. What's the diagnosis that so specifically says you're going to die in 30 years?</quote> it was just a warning from my dad. he thinks I won't survive to make it to age he and my mom are currently at. he thinks I will die young. because of my health and he was trying to make me exercise more, lose weight, eat better etc. but my depression makes me think none of it really matters in the long run</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Tezlok 09/19/17 3:50:01 PM #18:	ZCheveyo posted... Tezlok posted... no. it's true. Trust me, you don't want to play the "my life has given me shit" game with me....that isn't what I called you out on. You rolled over and just accepted that you have to be like that. "It's easy to be morbid blah blah blah". Fuck yeah it's easy, but when you take that way then you don't get to bitch. I'm 29. I have CF. I just found out, literally yesterday at 4:47 p.m. that my CF has destroyed my pancreas so now I have diabetes. I was already looking at a life expectancy of no more than 5-6 more years without a double lung transplant. Medical bills have destroyed my credit and finances, and that is just the tip of the iceberg. You get to choose how you accept things and how they impact you. You have 30 fucking years to do something, so do it. sorry <cite>Tezlok posted [p:886901555] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote><cite>ZCheveyo posted...</cite> <quote><cite>Tezlok posted...</cite> <quote>no. it's true.</quote> Trust me, you don't want to play the "my life has given me shit" game with me....that isn't what I called you out on. You rolled over and just accepted that you have to be like that. "It's easy to be morbid blah blah blah". Fuck yeah it's easy, but when you take that way then you don't get to bitch. I'm 29. I have CF. I just found out, literally yesterday at 4:47 p.m. that my CF has destroyed my pancreas so now I have diabetes. I was already looking at a life expectancy of no more than 5-6 more years without a double lung transplant. Medical bills have destroyed my credit and finances, and that is just the tip of the iceberg. You get to choose how you accept things and how they impact you. You have 30 fucking years to do something, so do it.</quote> sorry</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Zeeak4444 09/19/17 3:50:34 PM #19:	ZCheveyo posted... Tezlok posted... no. it's true. Trust me, you don't want to play the "my life has given me shit" game with me....that isn't what I called you out on. You rolled over and just accepted that you have to be like that. "It's easy to be morbid blah blah blah". Fuck yeah it's easy, but when you take that way then you don't get to bitch. I'm 29. I have CF. I just found out, literally yesterday at 4:47 p.m. that my CF has destroyed my pancreas so now I have diabetes. I was already looking at a life expectancy of no more than 5-6 more years without a double lung transplant. Medical bills have destroyed my credit and finances, and that is just the tip of the iceberg. You get to choose how you accept things and how they impact you. You have 30 fucking years to do something, so do it. Sorry to hear that mate. Can't say anything else tbh. --- Typical gameFAQers are "Complainers that always complain about those who complain about real legitimate complaints."-Joker_X <cite>Zeeak4444 posted [p:886901585] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote><cite>ZCheveyo posted...</cite> <quote><cite>Tezlok posted...</cite> <quote>no. it's true.</quote> Trust me, you don't want to play the "my life has given me shit" game with me....that isn't what I called you out on. You rolled over and just accepted that you have to be like that. "It's easy to be morbid blah blah blah". Fuck yeah it's easy, but when you take that way then you don't get to bitch. I'm 29. I have CF. I just found out, literally yesterday at 4:47 p.m. that my CF has destroyed my pancreas so now I have diabetes. I was already looking at a life expectancy of no more than 5-6 more years without a double lung transplant. Medical bills have destroyed my credit and finances, and that is just the tip of the iceberg. You get to choose how you accept things and how they impact you. You have 30 fucking years to do something, so do it.</quote> Sorry to hear that mate. Can't say anything else tbh.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Balrog0 09/19/17 3:51:00 PM #20:	Tezlok posted... it was just a warning from my dad lol alright --- He would make his mark, if not on this tree, then on that wall; if not with teeth and claws, then with penknife and razor. <cite>Balrog0 posted [p:886901614] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote><cite>Tezlok posted...</cite> <quote>it was just a warning from my dad</quote> lol alright</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
StrikeGently 09/19/17 3:51:24 PM #21:	Your options are to have this "woe is me" attitude for the next 30 or so years, or realize that that is literally 3 decades, and longer than some people even live. Get yourself together, stop taking what people say on a dying message board so seriously, and figure out what you want to do in the incredibly vast amount of time you stated that you have left. --- The World Is An Ocean, Make A Splash. http://i.imgur.com/vrAh76k.jpg <cite>StrikeGently posted [p:886901642] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote>Your options are to have this "woe is me" attitude for the next 30 or so years, or realize that that is literally 3 decades, and longer than some people even live. Get yourself together, stop taking what people say on a dying message board so seriously, and figure out what you want to do in the incredibly vast amount of time you stated that you have left.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
ZCheveyo 09/19/17 3:52:23 PM #22:	Zeeak4444 posted... Sorry to hear that mate. Can't say anything else tbh It's fine. My life isn't that bad....I'm pretty happy with how things are going. --- "There's nothing gay about liking a nice feminine penis." crazygamer21 <cite>ZCheveyo posted [p:886901715] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote><cite>Zeeak4444 posted...</cite> <quote>Sorry to hear that mate. Can't say anything else tbh</quote> It's fine. My life isn't that bad....I'm pretty happy with how things are going.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Tezlok 09/19/17 3:53:17 PM #23:	Balrog0 posted... Tezlok posted... it was just a warning from my dad lol alright I believe it however. he's right. I live like shit. I used to be so skinny my mom said I looked like a holocaust survivor. now I have a beer belly and I don't even drink beer very often. my teeth are shit. probably will fall out. I never go on walks. my knees got fucked up when I was in my 20's so I have that going for me too. and I eat trash. I usually eat the cheapest food I can find. alot of bolongna and frozen breakfast burritoes and shit like that. <cite>Tezlok posted [p:886901773] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote><cite>Balrog0 posted...</cite> <quote><cite>Tezlok posted...</cite> <quote>it was just a warning from my dad</quote> lol alright</quote> I believe it however. he's right. I live like shit. I used to be so skinny my mom said I looked like a holocaust survivor. now I have a beer belly and I don't even drink beer very often. my teeth are shit. probably will fall out. I never go on walks. my knees got fucked up when I was in my 20's so I have that going for me too. and I eat trash. I usually eat the cheapest food I can find. alot of bolongna and frozen breakfast burritoes and shit like that.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
TheJBD 09/19/17 3:54:07 PM #24:	Tezlok posted... TheJBD posted... That sucks, but 30 years is a long time. What's the diagnosis that so specifically says you're going to die in 30 years? it was just a warning from my dad. he thinks I won't survive to make it to age he and my mom are currently at. he thinks I will die young. because of my health and he was trying to make me exercise more, lose weight, eat better etc. but my depression makes me think none of it really matters in the long run Oh. So a doctor didn't say you have 30 years, your dad's just trying to light a fire under you? --- Hay que tomar la muerte como si fuera aspirina. "i don't get recreational boners" -Philoktetes <cite>TheJBD posted [p:886901820] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote><cite>Tezlok posted...</cite> <quote><cite>TheJBD posted...</cite> <quote>That sucks, but 30 years is a long time. What's the diagnosis that so specifically says you're going to die in 30 years?</quote> it was just a warning from my dad. he thinks I won't survive to make it to age he and my mom are currently at. he thinks I will die young. because of my health and he was trying to make me exercise more, lose weight, eat better etc. but my depression makes me think none of it really matters in the long run</quote> Oh. So a doctor didn't say you have 30 years, your dad's just trying to light a fire under you?</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Tezlok 09/19/17 3:56:37 PM #25:	TheJBD posted... Oh. So a doctor didn't say you have 30 years, your dad's just trying to light a fire under you? yea. but my dad doesn't realize the depths of my depresson and it's effects on me <cite>Tezlok posted [p:886901984] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote><cite>TheJBD posted...</cite> <quote>Oh. So a doctor didn't say you have 30 years, your dad's just trying to light a fire under you?</quote> yea. but my dad doesn't realize the depths of my depresson and it's effects on me</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Kaname_Madoka 09/19/17 3:59:40 PM #26:	Close your account. Make a new one. Never discuss politics on it or reveal who you were. That's my best advice I got for you. --- Drawn for me by \| Popcorn_Fairy: https://i.imgtc.com/cvSNxRT.jpg \| Volkswagen_Bros: http://i.imgur.com/86XOVXb.jpg \| ShinobiNinjaX: https://imgur.com/bPb5vEV <cite>Kaname_Madoka posted [p:886902168] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote>Close your account. Make a new one. Never discuss politics on it or reveal who you were. That's my best advice I got for you.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
TheJBD 09/19/17 4:00:00 PM #27:	Tezlok posted... TheJBD posted... Oh. So a doctor didn't say you have 30 years, your dad's just trying to light a fire under you? yea. but my dad doesn't realize the depths of my depresson and it's effects on me I get that. I'm 32. I've dealt with clinical depression since I was 16. Honestly though, I've found that a little bit of effort goes a long way. I used to be 495lbs. Now I'm a svelte 285. Sure, 285 is still morbidly obese, but it's not 495. There are days I can't make it out of bed. There are nights I consider ending it all. Wallowing feels like the thing to do when you're in a heavily depressive cycle, but forcing yourself to do something, anything, will be a huge boon to you. One simple thing that helps me is caffeine. I try not to overuse it, but it's hard for me to feel depressed when I'm super caffeinated. It's like an artificial manic episode. But everybody's different. Keep your chin up. --- Hay que tomar la muerte como si fuera aspirina. "i don't get recreational boners" -Philoktetes <cite>TheJBD posted [p:886902192] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote><cite>Tezlok posted...</cite> <quote><cite>TheJBD posted...</cite> <quote>Oh. So a doctor didn't say you have 30 years, your dad's just trying to light a fire under you?</quote> yea. but my dad doesn't realize the depths of my depresson and it's effects on me</quote> I get that. I'm 32. I've dealt with clinical depression since I was 16. Honestly though, I've found that a little bit of effort goes a long way. I used to be 495lbs. Now I'm a svelte 285. Sure, 285 is still morbidly obese, but it's not 495. There are days I can't make it out of bed. There are nights I consider ending it all. Wallowing feels like the thing to do when you're in a heavily depressive cycle, but forcing yourself to do something, anything, will be a huge boon to you. One simple thing that helps me is caffeine. I try not to overuse it, but it's hard for me to feel depressed when I'm super caffeinated. It's like an artificial manic episode. But everybody's different. Keep your chin up.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Dustin1280 09/19/17 4:00:10 PM #28:	Let me clarify something... You don't ACTUALLY have a life threatening disease of any sort, you simply are a "unhealthy person." Is this correct? --- RIP: Canuklehead, Karma: 1369 --he delivered! RIP: Orlando of the Axe, Karma: 1642 --he delivered! <cite>Dustin1280 posted [p:886902200] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote>Let me clarify something... You don't ACTUALLY have a life threatening disease of any sort, you simply are a "unhealthy person." Is this correct?</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Tezlok 09/19/17 4:03:30 PM #29:	Dustin1280 posted... Let me clarify something... You don't ACTUALLY have a life threatening disease of any sort, you simply are a "unhealthy person." Is this correct? yes. i'm slowly killing myself through inaction or proper care <cite>Tezlok posted [p:886902410] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote><cite>Dustin1280 posted...</cite> <quote>Let me clarify something... You don't ACTUALLY have a life threatening disease of any sort, you simply are a "unhealthy person." Is this correct?</quote> yes. i'm slowly killing myself through inaction or proper care</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Tezlok 09/19/17 4:04:39 PM #30:	and about the closing my account thing and starting over I actually originally planned to do that with this one. this account was supposed to be kept secret but at some point I decided I didn't care and revealed my identity. but maybe that was a mistake. I don't have any other open accounts cause I had a bunch of alts closed for suicide threats <cite>Tezlok posted [p:886902486] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote>and about the closing my account thing and starting over I actually originally planned to do that with this one. this account was supposed to be kept secret but at some point I decided I didn't care and revealed my identity. but maybe that was a mistake. I don't have any other open accounts cause I had a bunch of alts closed for suicide threats</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Dustin1280 09/19/17 4:06:34 PM #31:	Tezlok posted... Dustin1280 posted... Let me clarify something... You don't ACTUALLY have a life threatening disease of any sort, you simply are a "unhealthy person." Is this correct? yes. i'm slowly killing myself through inaction or proper care ...You do realize there are people that have been diagnosed with medical diseases on CE that will ACTUALLY kill them at an early age right? Some of them have made an appearance in this very topic. Sorry but it sounds like you have a woe is me attitude and you have given up ever trying to change that. You are your own worst enemy. See a psychiatrist and actually try to do something with your life. I have no pity for people like you. --- RIP: Canuklehead, Karma: 1369 --he delivered! RIP: Orlando of the Axe, Karma: 1642 --he delivered! <cite>Dustin1280 posted [p:886902561] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote><cite>Tezlok posted...</cite> <quote><cite>Dustin1280 posted...</cite> <quote>Let me clarify something... You don't ACTUALLY have a life threatening disease of any sort, you simply are a "unhealthy person." Is this correct?</quote> yes. i'm slowly killing myself through inaction or proper care</quote> ...You do realize there are people that have been diagnosed with medical diseases on CE that will ACTUALLY kill them at an early age right? Some of them have made an appearance in this very topic. Sorry but it sounds like you have a woe is me attitude and you have given up ever trying to change that. You are your own worst enemy. See a psychiatrist and actually try to do something with your life. I have no pity for people like you.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Anteaterking 09/19/17 4:08:00 PM #32:	You know that there's a difference between this Tezlok posted... I found out recently I probably only have 30 years left to live due to various health issues. and this, right? Tezlok posted... it was just a warning from my dad. --- http://i18.photobucket.com/albums/b136/Anteaterking/scan00021.jpg http://i18.photobucket.com/albums/b136/Anteaterking/scan00021.jpg <cite>Anteaterking posted [p:886902644] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote>You know that there's a difference between this <cite>Tezlok posted...</cite> <quote>I found out recently I probably only have 30 years left to live due to various health issues.</quote> and this, right? <cite>Tezlok posted...</cite> <quote>it was just a warning from my dad.</quote></quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Slaya4 09/19/17 4:42:34 PM #33:	I hate to be that guy, but I'm going to be because it's such a dick move on your part. This board has plenty of people with actually shit lives that are actually dying and will die in the next couple of years. Many of which have actually passed away. You bitching about dying in 30 years is bullshit and I find you disgraceful for the simple fact that you are attention whoring. I get it you're depressed, but attention whoring on the bases that I'm going to die in the next 30 years is pathetic when half of us will be lucky to live within the next 30 years. Find something else to cry about not something that you can fix. --- Am I going too hard? <cite>Slaya4 posted [p:886904626] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote>I hate to be that guy, but I'm going to be because it's such a dick move on your part. This board has plenty of people with actually shit lives that are actually dying and will die in the next couple of years. Many of which have actually passed away. You bitching about dying in 30 years is bullshit and I find you disgraceful for the simple fact that you are attention whoring. I get it you're depressed, but attention whoring on the bases that I'm going to die in the next 30 years is pathetic when half of us will be lucky to live within the next 30 years. Find something else to cry about not something that you can fix.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
darkjedilink 09/19/17 4:48:23 PM #34:	Asherlee10 posted... I mean this sincerely, you should probably bail out on CE if it is affecting your depression like that. This isn't exactly a healthy place to be. --- 'It's okay that those gangbangers stole all my personal belongings and cash at gunpoint, cuz they're building a rec center!' - OneTimeBen <cite>darkjedilink posted [p:886905000] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote><cite>Asherlee10 posted...</cite> <quote>I mean this sincerely, you should probably bail out on CE if it is affecting your depression like that. This isn't exactly a healthy place to be.</quote></quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Axiom 09/19/17 4:49:24 PM #35:	Slaya4 posted... I hate to be that guy, but I'm going to be because it's such a dick move on your part. This board has plenty of people with actually shit lives that are actually dying and will die in the next couple of years. Many of which have actually passed away. You bitching about dying in 30 years is bullshit and I find you disgraceful for the simple fact that you are attention whoring. I get it your depressed, but attention whoring on the bases that I'm going to die in the next 30 years is pathetic when half of us will be luck to live within the next 30 years. Find something else to cry about not something that you can fix. All of this. Stop freaking out and get the fuck off CE if it affects you this much <cite>Axiom posted [p:886905057] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote><cite>Slaya4 posted...</cite> <quote>I hate to be that guy, but I'm going to be because it's such a dick move on your part. This board has plenty of people with actually shit lives that are actually dying and will die in the next couple of years. Many of which have actually passed away. You bitching about dying in 30 years is bullshit and I find you disgraceful for the simple fact that you are attention whoring. I get it your depressed, but attention whoring on the bases that I'm going to die in the next 30 years is pathetic when half of us will be luck to live within the next 30 years. Find something else to cry about not something that you can fix.</quote> All of this. Stop freaking out and get the fuck off CE if it affects you this much</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Tezlok 09/19/17 4:49:39 PM #36:	Slaya4 posted... I hate to be that guy, but I'm going to be because it's such a dick move on your part. This board has plenty of people with actually shit lives that are actually dying and will die in the next couple of years. Many of which have actually passed away. You bitching about dying in 30 years is bullshit and I find you disgraceful for the simple fact that you are attention whoring. I get it your depressed, but attention whoring on the bases that I'm going to die in the next 30 years is pathetic when half of us will be luck to live within the next 30 years. Find something else to cry about not something that you can fix. the thing is though that your average person has lived their life. I haven't. I am sorry about the people who are dying. but odds are they have done more in their life than I have. my entire life has been a waste. I've done less in my 36 years, than most teenagers have. yea fine. maybe to you 30 years is a long time, but this means I'm halfway through my life and still haven't accomplished anything. and probably never will. look you don't get it. you can't. you don't know about my life. I understand that. I am not really attention whoring. more like trying to seek some kind of positive in any kind of fucked up way. in my mind, right now at this current state today, after the crap I went through about an hour ago in another topic, I feel like I would rather spread some kind of happy feelings about my death than to have my legacy be nothing. I thoubht maybe it would cheer some people to know I will be dead. honestly, this isn't about attention whoring. just nevermind. maybe I don't even know wtf I am saying <cite>Tezlok posted [p:886905070] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote><cite>Slaya4 posted...</cite> <quote>I hate to be that guy, but I'm going to be because it's such a dick move on your part. This board has plenty of people with actually shit lives that are actually dying and will die in the next couple of years. Many of which have actually passed away. You bitching about dying in 30 years is bullshit and I find you disgraceful for the simple fact that you are attention whoring. I get it your depressed, but attention whoring on the bases that I'm going to die in the next 30 years is pathetic when half of us will be luck to live within the next 30 years. Find something else to cry about not something that you can fix.</quote> the thing is though that your average person has lived their life. I haven't. I am sorry about the people who are dying. but odds are they have done more in their life than I have. my entire life has been a waste. I've done less in my 36 years, than most teenagers have. yea fine. maybe to you 30 years is a long time, but this means I'm halfway through my life and still haven't accomplished anything. and probably never will. look you don't get it. you can't. you don't know about my life. I understand that. I am not really attention whoring. more like trying to seek some kind of positive in any kind of fucked up way. in my mind, right now at this current state today, after the crap I went through about an hour ago in another topic, I feel like I would rather spread some kind of happy feelings about my death than to have my legacy be nothing. I thoubht maybe it would cheer some people to know I will be dead. honestly, this isn't about attention whoring. just nevermind. maybe I don't even know wtf I am saying</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Dustin1280 09/19/17 5:25:03 PM #37:	You are just making yourself look more despicable now... --- RIP: Canuklehead, Karma: 1369 --he delivered! RIP: Orlando of the Axe, Karma: 1642 --he delivered! <cite>Dustin1280 posted [p:886907159] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote>You are just making yourself look more despicable now...</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
SGT_Conti 09/19/17 5:31:08 PM #38:	Zikten, dude, seriously seek help. A therapist and medication can work wonders. You don't need to mislead people on a message board into believing you have some kind of terminal illness because God knows ows why. Depression is something that explicitly takes away your ability to self-actualize but it's not going to be overcome by feeling bad about it. As difficult as it is, you need to actually do something about it. I really, really, really suggest just leaving CE and finding actual productive connections in real life, not on the internet. --- Posted with GameRaven 3.2.2 <cite>SGT_Conti posted [p:886907488] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote>Zikten, dude, seriously seek help. A therapist and medication can work wonders. You don't need to mislead people on a message board into believing you have some kind of terminal illness because God knows ows why. Depression is something that explicitly takes away your ability to self-actualize but it's not going to be overcome by feeling bad about it. As difficult as it is, you need to actually do something about it. I really, really, really suggest just leaving CE and finding actual productive connections in real life, not on the internet.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
unpleasant_milk 09/19/17 5:32:31 PM #39:	Take it easy bro, and look for the positives around you. Focusing on negativity breeds more negativity. Start small, a step at a time. If you feel in a bad place, don't despair. Think of something to enjoy, whatever it is that you found uplifting or joyful in any way. Once you have gotten used to training your mind in such a way, it get easier. --- GT unpleasant milk #I want a poacher skin rug ~ http://imgur.com/a/V10yv <cite>unpleasant_milk posted [p:886907569] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote>Take it easy bro, and look for the positives around you. Focusing on negativity breeds more negativity. Start small, a step at a time. If you feel in a bad place, don't despair. Think of something to enjoy, whatever it is that you found uplifting or joyful in any way. Once you have gotten used to training your mind in such a way, it get easier.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Looked gf 09/19/17 5:33:53 PM #40:	Big if true --- http://i.imgur.com/otLaOxa.gifv <cite>Looked gf posted [p:886907628] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote>Big if true</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
LittleRoyal 09/19/17 5:34:37 PM #41:	Take some medsss~ feelbettr and go out and explore and have adventure! --- I-I really needed this~~ Time to stomp some faces!!! <cite>LittleRoyal posted [p:886907669] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote>Take some medsss~ feelbettr and go out and explore and have adventure!</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Tezlok 09/19/17 5:53:09 PM #42:	we'll see how it goes. but I used to think I would better myself 10 years ago and it never happened. I AM thinking about ignoring people who call me racist though. this morning proved to me that i will never be able to get through to certain people on here. whether they are just thickheaded, or they are are trolling me and just want to fuck with me, I can't tell. but I am tired of such toxic arguments. I just wish the damn mods would do their jobs and shut them up. you get entire topics filled with people doing nothing but harassing me. and nobody gets in trouble. <cite>Tezlok posted [p:886908700] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote>we'll see how it goes. but I used to think I would better myself 10 years ago and it never happened. I AM thinking about ignoring people who call me racist though. this morning proved to me that i will never be able to get through to certain people on here. whether they are just thickheaded, or they are are trolling me and just want to fuck with me, I can't tell. but I am tired of such toxic arguments. I just wish the damn mods would do their jobs and shut them up. you get entire topics filled with people doing nothing but harassing me. and nobody gets in trouble.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
itachi15243 09/19/17 5:56:49 PM #43:	30 years is a long ass time, and it sounds you can get so help still. Say fuck it to CE, and just stay away until you're a bit better man, at least psychologically. That way at least you can make a decision on your life and maybe your treatment, not bogged down by this place. --- I do drawings and stuff https://www.fiverr.com/blueblitz <cite>itachi15243 posted [p:886908914] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote>30 years is a long ass time, and it sounds you can get so help still. Say fuck it to CE, and just stay away until you're a bit better man, at least psychologically. That way at least you can make a decision on your life and maybe your treatment, not bogged down by this place.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
ZCheveyo 09/19/17 5:58:06 PM #44:	Tezlok posted... I AM thinking about ignoring people who call me racist though. this morning proved to me that i will never be able to get through to certain people on here. Man, don't let that get to you....I've been called racist on CE before. This is literally my son and my wife's dad hugging. If I'm racist then some shit has gone sideways in the world.... --- "There's nothing gay about liking a nice feminine penis." crazygamer21 <cite>ZCheveyo posted [p:886908979] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote><cite>Tezlok posted...</cite> <quote>I AM thinking about ignoring people who call me racist though. this morning proved to me that i will never be able to get through to certain people on here.</quote> Man, don't let that get to you....I've been called racist on CE before. This is literally my son and my wife's dad hugging. If I'm racist then some shit has gone sideways in the world.... </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Tezlok 09/19/17 7:22:29 PM #45:	well I just walked 3 miles to the UPS store to pick up something. so there was some exercise for my body <cite>Tezlok posted [p:886913736] in in case yo... [t:75792303]...</cite> <quote>well I just walked 3 miles to the UPS store to pick up something. so there was some exercise for my body</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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