Current Events > My name is ManSpread and I'm finally getting the mental help I need

Topic List
Page List: 1
I_Stay_Noided
02/02/18 1:41:47 PM
#1:


Yes, I was having suicidal thoughts the other day but I didn't go through with it. It has taken me a lot of strength to finally admit that I need mental help. For years I have really, really hated myself and have wanted to just give up so many times. After getting into a huge fight with my ex this morning it made me realize that I've been depending on other people for my own happiness and well being for so long and that is not healthy for me at all. I have been codependent on her and other people for me to feel some sense of self worth and happiness and getting into a screaming contest with her has made me realize that I have to stop looking for fulfillment in other people. I have to be happy with myself and love myself to get any real sense of satisfaction and self worth. I'm starting my first therapy appointment on Monday to help me figure out just what is wrong with me and why I've been so self loathing and destructive for so long. I hit rock bottom with her today and I really need to fix myself and find joy in life from within, not other people.
... Copied to Clipboard!
glitteringfairy
02/02/18 1:43:01 PM
#2:


Amen brother. Hail Satan
---
"How come you can believe in God but not Bigfoot?" V-E-G-Y http://i.imgur.com/AqR3aeX.jpg http://i.imgur.com/vvuUXpp.jpg https://imgur.com/r9xK2NR
... Copied to Clipboard!
boxington
02/02/18 1:49:38 PM
#3:


that's good to hear, man.

all the best.
---
b-bb-box
... Copied to Clipboard!
DeanAuryn
02/02/18 1:50:12 PM
#4:


Theres plenty of happiness and joy to be found in womens beautiful feet I can assure you.
---
I love beautiful White, Asian, Arab, and Hispanic women.
... Copied to Clipboard!
orangefire25
02/02/18 1:51:17 PM
#5:


Can't wait to hit rock bottom myself.
---
I love my wife <3
In Google I trust. Proud Chromebook and Nexus owner.
... Copied to Clipboard!
KingCrabCake
02/02/18 1:52:50 PM
#6:


Takes great strength to admit a weakness and even more strength to overcome it. Good shit TC...you got this
---
[Your sig sucks]
Waaaaah
... Copied to Clipboard!
Ushiromiya
02/02/18 2:24:35 PM
#7:


Get better, feel better, be better.

boxington posted...
all the best.

---
... Copied to Clipboard!
DrizztLink
02/02/18 2:26:01 PM
#8:


... Copied to Clipboard!
DragonGirlYuki
02/02/18 2:28:01 PM
#9:


What happened to your Manspread account?
---
~Yuki~
... Copied to Clipboard!
#10
Post #10 was unavailable or deleted.
Kitt
02/02/18 5:10:43 PM
#11:


... Copied to Clipboard!
mcpwnia
02/02/18 5:11:01 PM
#12:


... Copied to Clipboard!
#13
Post #13 was unavailable or deleted.
I_Stay_Noided
02/03/18 12:22:13 AM
#14:


DeanAuryn posted...
Theres plenty of happiness and joy to be found in womens beautiful feet I can assure you.

No
... Copied to Clipboard!
#15
Post #15 was unavailable or deleted.
hyperpsycho
02/03/18 12:41:12 AM
#16:


I wish you the best TC.
---
https://i.imgur.com/ZrnUI3A.jpg ~ drawn by United_World
... Copied to Clipboard!
hyperpsycho
02/03/18 12:42:26 AM
#17:


Kitt posted...
I've seen footage.

Punk Weight >
---
https://i.imgur.com/ZrnUI3A.jpg ~ drawn by United_World
... Copied to Clipboard!
Blue_Inigo
02/03/18 12:45:43 AM
#18:


Ushiromiya posted...
Get better, feel better, be better.

boxington posted...
all the best.

This. You can do it dude
---
"This is your last dance."
... Copied to Clipboard!
Kitt
02/03/18 8:09:04 AM
#19:


hyperpsycho posted...
Kitt posted...
I've seen footage.
Punk Weight >

Take that back.
---
... Copied to Clipboard!
HydraSlayer82
02/03/18 8:31:51 AM
#20:


I_Stay_Noided posted...
Yes, I was having suicidal thoughts the other day but I didn't go through with it. It has taken me a lot of strength to finally admit that I need mental help. For years I have really, really hated myself and have wanted to just give up so many times. After getting into a huge fight with my ex this morning it made me realize that I've been depending on other people for my own happiness and well being for so long and that is not healthy for me at all. I have been codependent on her and other people for me to feel some sense of self worth and happiness and getting into a screaming contest with her has made me realize that I have to stop looking for fulfillment in other people. I have to be happy with myself and love myself to get any real sense of satisfaction and self worth. I'm starting my first therapy appointment on Monday to help me figure out just what is wrong with me and why I've been so self loathing and destructive for so long. I hit rock bottom with her today and I really need to fix myself and find joy in life from within, not other people.

The hardest part for most people is recognizing the problem and doing something about it. You got this.
---
Sigless user
... Copied to Clipboard!
apolloooo
02/03/18 8:38:05 AM
#21:


boxington posted...
that's good to hear, man.

all the best.

This. I
---
http://i.imgtc.com/iJyp6bF.png http://i.imgtc.com/ZBw36Qh.png
Thanks for the peeps that made the pics <3 if i make typos it means i am on phone
... Copied to Clipboard!
#22
Post #22 was unavailable or deleted.
weapon_d00d816
02/03/18 9:10:57 AM
#23:


Hey man, I'm sorry for all the tension between us on here. I didn't know you were really going through some stuff.

Hope things turn out bright for you.
---
SIG SIG SIG SIG SIG SIG SIG SIG SIG SIG SIG SIG SIG SIG SIG SIG SIG SIG SIG SlG SIG SIG SIG SIG SIG SIG SIG SIG SIG SIG SIG SIG SIG SIG SlG
... Copied to Clipboard!
I_Stay_Noided
02/03/18 1:24:01 PM
#24:


hyperpsycho posted...
Kitt posted...
I've seen footage.

Punk Weight >

Punk Weight is like the worst track on TMS imo
... Copied to Clipboard!
DeanAuryn
02/03/18 4:08:05 PM
#25:


I_Stay_Noided posted...
DeanAuryn posted...
Theres plenty of happiness and joy to be found in womens beautiful feet I can assure you.

No


Absolutely there is.
---
I love beautiful White, Asian, Arab, and Hispanic women.
... Copied to Clipboard!
DragonGirlYuki
02/03/18 7:01:15 PM
#26:


So are you going to get your main unblocked?
---
~Yuki~
... Copied to Clipboard!
I_Stay_Noided
02/04/18 1:54:47 AM
#27:


DragonGirlYuki posted...
So are you going to get your main unblocked?

Is that even possible
... Copied to Clipboard!
flussence
02/04/18 2:00:15 AM
#28:


yeah you just have to prostrate yourself before royalty and if they're entertained enough they'll give you a stay of execution

it's been this way ever since those mass account hijacks in 2003 that the site administration did nothing about except make fun of the victims
---
u
... Copied to Clipboard!
DragonGirlYuki
02/04/18 3:37:59 AM
#29:


I_Stay_Noided posted...
DragonGirlYuki posted...
So are you going to get your main unblocked?

Is that even possible

Should be possible. You need to send in a feedback ticket.
---
~Yuki~
... Copied to Clipboard!
Cookie Bag
02/04/18 3:45:22 AM
#30:


I hope everything goes well, you know ill be always there for you :<
---
... Copied to Clipboard!
DragonGirlYuki
02/04/18 3:47:01 AM
#31:


I should add that you should do it ASAP. If you don't do anything the account will be lost for good.
---
~Yuki~
... Copied to Clipboard!
sylverlolol
02/04/18 3:56:50 AM
#32:


KingCrabCake posted...
Takes great strength to admit a weakness and even more strength to overcome it. Good shit TC...you got this

This. Good luck, man. Take care of yourself!
---
This is my signature. There are many like it, but this one is mine.
... Copied to Clipboard!
metralo
02/04/18 4:32:21 AM
#33:


Good luck dude. You can do this. We're rooting for ya.
---
... Copied to Clipboard!
#34
Post #34 was unavailable or deleted.
I_Stay_Noided
02/04/18 2:57:09 PM
#35:


@Cookie Bag posted...
I hope everything goes well, you know ill be always there for you :<

vert lewds pls
... Copied to Clipboard!
DeathVelvien
02/04/18 3:05:18 PM
#36:


You got this, man.
---
Under Night: Phonon/Orie/Enkidu/Wagner | Don't support Arc System Works.
Arizona Diamondbacks: 93-69 | Arizona Cardinals: 8-8
... Copied to Clipboard!
Topic List
Page List: 1