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I was straight. Another topic reminded me of this and now I feel like sharing.

So for the longest time I was under the assumption that I was Bi. I felt attracted to both sexes, and though I didnt find myself getting excited for a male all too often, I had some experiences where it was clear I could depending on the person.

So 2 years ago when I became homeless it was in part due to breaking up with my abusive ex. And because of that and the realization a month later that life became incredibly easier in a lot of respects, I went through a period of mania for the rest of that year. It was basically just drinking and fuckin whenever possible. Helped i had a job at Five Guys so it was easy to just live like that at the time.

But anyway, because of this manic period I was finally induced to start exploring that part of myself. I dont remember exactly why, but there you go. And eventually, I got introduced to Grindr. And then I learned all about how easy it is to get blown at a moments notice if you dont care whose mouth it is.

Now, with me, I didnt just want that (because frankly I had that covered on the girls side). If i was going to explore this part then I wanted something real. Course, I did end up going for it anyway. One dry week and honestly the second best Ive gotten to date. And that was my first experience, and I didnt reciprocate.

My second was with someone I did connect with. We talked for quite a while and hit it off. Never did date properly, but had we dated it wouldnt have been bad despite what Id come to find out.

So eventually, as were dudes, the thing happened, and I reciprocated.

And heres what I learned:

1. Appreciating the male form =/= sexual attraction.
2. Connecting with another male emotionally =/= emotional attraction
3. I did not treat blowjobs near as special as I should have been.

And Im sure theres some line in there where im probably still Bi, but even so. With that particular experience, the physical aspect of being with another man (which was more than fine, believe me) was not matching up with the emotional aspect for me like it would with a female at that point in the relationship. May be its because he just wasnt right, but my gut says its because Im straight.
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What was da D like
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Vegy posted...

What was da D like

Stop bumping your alt's topic vegy we know this was you
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Vegy posted...

What was da D like

We all know you want to try Vegy so just sign up for grindr already.
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I don't want to try eww
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CommonJoe posted...

So 2 years ago when I became homeless

All the best sexual stories start like this.
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DrizztLink posted...

CommonJoe posted...

So 2 years ago when I became homeless

All the best sexual stories start like this.

Lmao
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