Board 8 > So this just continues to be one of the worst years of my life.

(+) Yeah! (+)

It started out with my daughter having been diagnosed with what would later turn out to not be leukemia(that was scary as fuck.)

My brother died shortly after the holidays.

I almost lost my job because my depression was ruining my life(they put me on a 6 month probation because I couldn't keep my shit together.)

My best friend said he didn't want me or my kids in his first born child's life after me constantly trying to see him, because the guy is basically family to me and this kid would be like a nephew to me(literally non explanation he just ghosted me after telling me.)

One of my dogs passed away in early July.

I attempted suicide in early August because of all this shit on top of my depression. Once my work found out the put me on modified duties because they didn't want me driving because I was mentally unstable.

On top of that my wife had been on EI because she only works during the school year and a huge mountain of debt has pilied up and we are struggling.

Now we have to surrender our other two dogs because over the last month someone has been letting the out of our yard and it has cost us close to $1000 to keep getting them out and now we just can't afford to get them out now.

/Blogfaqs
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I think you need to get off gamefaqs and go see a therapist
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Done that. I'm in a good place mentally now, better than I have been in the last 15 years to be honest. It's just this year has really piled on the shit.
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and on top of all that, they put the fucking Piranha Plant in Smash Ultimate.
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ExThaNemesis posted...

and on top of all that, they put the fucking Piranha Plant in Smash Ultimate.

I died
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ExThaNemesis posted...

and on top of all that, they put the fucking Piranha Plant in Smash Ultimate.

Ha ha ha. It was a lame reveal but I'm not against Piranha Plant in theory. The character does look kind of cool and will definitely be a character I give an opportunity to.
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Thanks for taking that so well, kind of an ill-timed joke but I couldn't pass it up.

I hope things get better for you and that yes, Piranha Plant is a decent character.
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*Hugs the fuck out of you*

Theres more where that came from asshole!
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ExThaNemesis posted...

Thanks for taking that so well, kind of an ill-timed joke but I couldn't pass it up.

I hope things get better for you and that yes, Piranha Plant is a decent character.

My dad in the same month had to have surgery for what turned out to be cancer and had a pace maker put in, but I still let everyone know the worst thing I found out that month was that he was going to root for the Browns
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It's how I cope with any bad situation in my life is to laugh at it, honestly.
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IfGodCouldDie posted...

It started out with my daughter having been diagnosed with what would later turn out to not be leukemia(that was scary as fuck.)

My brother died shortly after the holidays.

I almost lost my job because my depression was ruining my life(they put me on a 6 month probation because I couldn't keep my shit together.)

My best friend said he didn't want me or my kids in his first born child's life after me constantly trying to see him, because the guy is basically family to me and this kid would be like a nephew to me(literally non explanation he just ghosted me after telling me.)

One of my dogs passed away in early July.

I attempted suicide in early August because of all this shit on top of my depression. Once my work found out the put me on modified duties because they didn't want me driving because I was mentally unstable.

On top of that my wife had been on EI because she only works during the school year and a huge mountain of debt has pilied up and we are struggling.

Now we have to surrender our other two dogs because over the last month someone has been letting the out of our yard and it has cost us close to $1000 to keep getting them out and now we just can't afford to get them out now.

/Blogfaqs

Talk to someone if you are down. Don't do something stupid.
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I am so sorry all of this has happened to you. I am glad you are seeing a therapist (trust me it can work wonders, as it seems you have already found out) but I cant imagine going through all that in such a short timespan.

Out of curiosity, who are you? I only recently started seeing this account but you speak like you've been here for years.
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He is from ce I think but he plays mafia, mercs, and I think some other games too . Hes a good guy
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ExThaNemesis posted...

Thanks for taking that so well, kind of an ill-timed joke but I couldn't pass it up.

I hope things get better for you and that yes, Piranha Plant is a decent character.

Well I'm a pretty laid back guy, and there is no way I could take that maliciously at all lol. I'm the type of guy that will try and cheer someone up with an I'll timed joke as well.
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ScareChan posted...

*Hugs the fuck out of you*

Theres more where that came from asshole!

ScareChan posted...

My dad in the same month had to have surgery for what turned out to be cancer and had a pace maker put in, but I still let everyone know the worst thing I found out that month was that he was going to root for the Browns

That's bad, and so is the surgeries. I hope he is doing well now and hey even the Browns need fans lol.
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I have been cheering the browns. sad to see they let hyde go though. But you would be surprised how many people had more reaction to the browns statement than anything else hahaha
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Corrik posted...

IfGodCouldDie posted...

It started out with my daughter having been diagnosed with what would later turn out to not be leukemia(that was scary as fuck.)

My brother died shortly after the holidays.

I almost lost my job because my depression was ruining my life(they put me on a 6 month probation because I couldn't keep my shit together.)

My best friend said he didn't want me or my kids in his first born child's life after me constantly trying to see him, because the guy is basically family to me and this kid would be like a nephew to me(literally non explanation he just ghosted me after telling me.)

One of my dogs passed away in early July.

I attempted suicide in early August because of all this shit on top of my depression. Once my work found out the put me on modified duties because they didn't want me driving because I was mentally unstable.

On top of that my wife had been on EI because she only works during the school year and a huge mountain of debt has pilied up and we are struggling.

Now we have to surrender our other two dogs because over the last month someone has been letting the out of our yard and it has cost us close to $1000 to keep getting them out and now we just can't afford to get them out now.

/Blogfaqs

Talk to someone if you are down. Don't do something stupid.

I tried something stupid once already, I won't try it again. I've since smartened the fuck up. And thanks, Corrik I know you're a guy I could vent to if needed. This was just more of a spilling how I've been feeling to anyone that would listen.
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Underleveled posted...

I am so sorry all of this has happened to you. I am glad you are seeing a therapist (trust me it can work wonders, as it seems you have already found out) but I cant imagine going through all that in such a short timespan.

Out of curiosity, who are you? I only recently started seeing this account but you speak like you've been here for years.

I am IGCD for short, I have been playing mafia with the maf vets here for a while, tried the Draft Mercs, psyched for the upcoming Mercs and have been lurking for quite a while. Topics here just seem much more chill than the even more of a shit hole CE has become.

Yea it's been rough but it's like I plan to teach my kids, how you handle adversity says more about who you are than how you handle life when it's easy.
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ScareChan posted...

He is from ce I think but he plays mafia, mercs, and I think some other games too . Hes a good guy

I'm alright, which is better than being all left, hey oh!
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ScareChan posted...

I have been cheering the browns. sad to see they let hyde go though. But you would be surprised how many people had more reaction to the browns statement than anything else hahaha

I'm a packers fan personally but the CFL is my jam.
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I really thought Rodgers was going to be MVP last year before the injury. He is clearly beat up this year and doing it on his own, he needs help but damn hard to bet against him
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Are you in the madden league? Tange has packers but we have a lot of spots left

Kcf put up a topic b8 best board project or something like that
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Honestly, it's like all my favourite teams are being carried by one player lol. The Oilers have McDavid, the Packers have Rogers, and the (Edmonton)Eskimos have their QB.
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ScareChan posted...

Are you in the madden league? Tange has packers but we have a lot of spots left

Kcf put up a topic b8 best board project or something like that

I opted out this year. I sent Nana in my place lol.
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IfGodCouldDie posted...

ScareChan posted...

I have been cheering the browns. sad to see they let hyde go though. But you would be surprised how many people had more reaction to the browns statement than anything else hahaha

I'm a packers fan personally but the CFL is my jam.

Yikes. Canadas football is... something. I mean I live in canada and I assume you do to but it's still all hockey & NFL up here.

Sorry about your recent struggles. My youngest daughter has her 5th birthday coming up soon. Her entire life has been plagued thus far with hospital trips and illnesses. It can take a big toll on your mental state.

Its cliche and sounds silly but try and stay positive even only in front of them. We see now as adults how shitty life can be, and while I also suffer from depression I know that if I ever gave up it wouldn't be me that would suffer the most.

I see you like the Oilers so I'm guessing your an Alberta man? My in laws live in Edmonton and run a little Korean restaurant. Hope to visit there someday.

Take it easy brother. No matter what happens, as long as you're still breathing you're doing better than a lot of people.

Cheers
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Sorry youre having a rough time, IGCD.

Life is such bullshit sometimes, the...unfairness of it all, is just so hard to cope with sometimes.
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Stu why are you up?
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Wreath posted...

IfGodCouldDie posted...

ScareChan posted...

I have been cheering the browns. sad to see they let hyde go though. But you would be surprised how many people had more reaction to the browns statement than anything else hahaha

I'm a packers fan personally but the CFL is my jam.

Yikes. Canadas football is... something. I mean I live in canada and I assume you do to but it's still all hockey & NFL up here.

Sorry about your recent struggles. My youngest daughter has her 5th birthday coming up soon. Her entire life has been plagued thus far with hospital trips and illnesses. It can take a big toll on your mental state.

Its cliche and sounds silly but try and stay positive even only in front of them. We see now as adults how shitty life can be, and while I also suffer from depression I know that if I ever gave up it wouldn't be me that would suffer the most.

I see you like the Oilers so I'm guessing your an Alberta man? My in laws live in Edmonton and run a little Korean restaurant. Hope to visit there someday.

Take it easy brother. No matter what happens, as long as you're still breathing you're doing better than a lot of people.

Cheers

I grew up with the CFL and playing football in highschool, so I am partial to the CFL. Hell the only reason why the Packers became my team was because when I was younger I thought they were the Eskimos.

That's unfortunate, I hate how sometimes children suffer so much. Luckily our daughter turned out good and whatever was affecting her went away. It mimicked leukemia almost to a T.

I was Edmonton born and BC raised, but have been living in Edmonton now for more than half my life. What's the name of the restaurant, maybe the wife and I can check it out sometime.

And thanks we'll work through it, we always do.
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ChaosTonyV4 posted...

Sorry youre having a rough time, IGCD.

Life is such bullshit sometimes, the...unfairness of it all, is just so hard to cope with sometimes.

True, true.

Thanks man.
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In all seriousness, hope you are ok. You seem to be friendly to me and I like you
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IfGodCouldDie posted...

Wreath posted...

IfGodCouldDie posted...

ScareChan posted...

I have been cheering the browns. sad to see they let hyde go though. But you would be surprised how many people had more reaction to the browns statement than anything else hahaha

I'm a packers fan personally but the CFL is my jam.

Yikes. Canadas football is... something. I mean I live in canada and I assume you do to but it's still all hockey & NFL up here.

Sorry about your recent struggles. My youngest daughter has her 5th birthday coming up soon. Her entire life has been plagued thus far with hospital trips and illnesses. It can take a big toll on your mental state.

Its cliche and sounds silly but try and stay positive even only in front of them. We see now as adults how shitty life can be, and while I also suffer from depression I know that if I ever gave up it wouldn't be me that would suffer the most.

I see you like the Oilers so I'm guessing your an Alberta man? My in laws live in Edmonton and run a little Korean restaurant. Hope to visit there someday.

Take it easy brother. No matter what happens, as long as you're still breathing you're doing better than a lot of people.

Cheers

I grew up with the CFL and playing football in highschool, so I am partial to the CFL. Hell the only reason why the Packers became my team was because when I was younger I thought they were the Eskimos.

That's unfortunate, I hate how sometimes children suffer so much. Luckily our daughter turned out good and whatever was affecting her went away. It mimicked leukemia almost to a T.

I was Edmonton born and BC raised, but have been living in Edmonton now for more than half my life. What's the name of the restaurant, maybe the wife and I can check it out sometime.

And thanks we'll work through it, we always do.

https://www.wingchicxkbq.com

Edmonton is huge right... like Toronto huge? So they are in Edmonton but that still could be way away from you lol
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Things will get better. Hang in there. When you are down the most thing about your daughter and the future you want her to have. I'm sure that involves you being a big part of it. You will get through this. We are all here for you and rooting for you.
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Oh right you are in Edmonton. Maybe if you can take a weekend getaway to Jasper or Banff. You love so close to arguably the most beautiful place on Earth. Even just driving through the mountains for a day may be something that will benefit you.
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Theres still almost two months left.

Make it the best two months this year.

I believe in you.

Wreath posted...

IfGodCouldDie posted...

Wreath posted...

IfGodCouldDie posted...

ScareChan posted...

I have been cheering the browns. sad to see they let hyde go though. But you would be surprised how many people had more reaction to the browns statement than anything else hahaha

I'm a packers fan personally but the CFL is my jam.

Yikes. Canadas football is... something. I mean I live in canada and I assume you do to but it's still all hockey & NFL up here.

Sorry about your recent struggles. My youngest daughter has her 5th birthday coming up soon. Her entire life has been plagued thus far with hospital trips and illnesses. It can take a big toll on your mental state.

Its cliche and sounds silly but try and stay positive even only in front of them. We see now as adults how shitty life can be, and while I also suffer from depression I know that if I ever gave up it wouldn't be me that would suffer the most.

I see you like the Oilers so I'm guessing your an Alberta man? My in laws live in Edmonton and run a little Korean restaurant. Hope to visit there someday.

Take it easy brother. No matter what happens, as long as you're still breathing you're doing better than a lot of people.

Cheers

I grew up with the CFL and playing football in highschool, so I am partial to the CFL. Hell the only reason why the Packers became my team was because when I was younger I thought they were the Eskimos.

That's unfortunate, I hate how sometimes children suffer so much. Luckily our daughter turned out good and whatever was affecting her went away. It mimicked leukemia almost to a T.

I was Edmonton born and BC raised, but have been living in Edmonton now for more than half my life. What's the name of the restaurant, maybe the wife and I can check it out sometime.

And thanks we'll work through it, we always do.

https://www.wingchicxkbq.com

Edmonton is huge right... like Toronto huge? So they are in Edmonton but that still could be way away from you lol

That's actually not that far from me, definitely going to check it out sometime.
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OliviaTremor posted...

Things will get better. Hang in there. When you are down the most thing about your daughter and the future you want her to have. I'm sure that involves you being a big part of it. You will get through this. We are all here for you and rooting for you.

OliviaTremor posted...

Oh right you are in Edmonton. Maybe if you can take a weekend getaway to Jasper or Banff. You love so close to arguably the most beautiful place on Earth. Even just driving through the mountains for a day may be something that will benefit you.

Thanks, her, my son, and my work actually we're the biggest reasons I went and got the help I so desperately needed.

We do a summer trip through BC every year to see my wife's grandma and get away. Jasper is our way back.
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ColZach posted...

Theres still almost two months left.

Make it the best two months this year.

I believe in you.

Ha ha ha, I'm working on it.

And thanks.
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Wreath posted...

IfGodCouldDie posted...

Wreath posted...

IfGodCouldDie posted...

ScareChan posted...

I have been cheering the browns. sad to see they let hyde go though. But you would be surprised how many people had more reaction to the browns statement than anything else hahaha

I'm a packers fan personally but the CFL is my jam.

Yikes. Canadas football is... something. I mean I live in canada and I assume you do to but it's still all hockey & NFL up here.

Sorry about your recent struggles. My youngest daughter has her 5th birthday coming up soon. Her entire life has been plagued thus far with hospital trips and illnesses. It can take a big toll on your mental state.

Its cliche and sounds silly but try and stay positive even only in front of them. We see now as adults how shitty life can be, and while I also suffer from depression I know that if I ever gave up it wouldn't be me that would suffer the most.

I see you like the Oilers so I'm guessing your an Alberta man? My in laws live in Edmonton and run a little Korean restaurant. Hope to visit there someday.

Take it easy brother. No matter what happens, as long as you're still breathing you're doing better than a lot of people.

Cheers

I grew up with the CFL and playing football in highschool, so I am partial to the CFL. Hell the only reason why the Packers became my team was because when I was younger I thought they were the Eskimos.

That's unfortunate, I hate how sometimes children suffer so much. Luckily our daughter turned out good and whatever was affecting her went away. It mimicked leukemia almost to a T.

I was Edmonton born and BC raised, but have been living in Edmonton now for more than half my life. What's the name of the restaurant, maybe the wife and I can check it out sometime.

And thanks we'll work through it, we always do.

https://www.wingchicxkbq.com

Edmonton is huge right... like Toronto huge? So they are in Edmonton but that still could be way away from you lol

This is the worst post I have ever seen.
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Corrik posted...

Wreath posted...

IfGodCouldDie posted...

Wreath posted...

IfGodCouldDie posted...

ScareChan posted...

I have been cheering the browns. sad to see they let hyde go though. But you would be surprised how many people had more reaction to the browns statement than anything else hahaha

I'm a packers fan personally but the CFL is my jam.

Yikes. Canadas football is... something. I mean I live in canada and I assume you do to but it's still all hockey & NFL up here.

Sorry about your recent struggles. My youngest daughter has her 5th birthday coming up soon. Her entire life has been plagued thus far with hospital trips and illnesses. It can take a big toll on your mental state.

Its cliche and sounds silly but try and stay positive even only in front of them. We see now as adults how shitty life can be, and while I also suffer from depression I know that if I ever gave up it wouldn't be me that would suffer the most.

I see you like the Oilers so I'm guessing your an Alberta man? My in laws live in Edmonton and run a little Korean restaurant. Hope to visit there someday.

Take it easy brother. No matter what happens, as long as you're still breathing you're doing better than a lot of people.

Cheers

I grew up with the CFL and playing football in highschool, so I am partial to the CFL. Hell the only reason why the Packers became my team was because when I was younger I thought they were the Eskimos.

That's unfortunate, I hate how sometimes children suffer so much. Luckily our daughter turned out good and whatever was affecting her went away. It mimicked leukemia almost to a T.

I was Edmonton born and BC raised, but have been living in Edmonton now for more than half my life. What's the name of the restaurant, maybe the wife and I can check it out sometime.

And thanks we'll work through it, we always do.

https://www.wingchicxkbq.com

Edmonton is huge right... like Toronto huge? So they are in Edmonton but that still could be way away from you lol

This is the worst post I have ever seen.

Why, like I mean Edmonton is nowhere near as big as Toronto, but what makes this post so bad?

Edit: Edmonton is actually physically bigger than Toronto.
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IfGodCouldDie posted...

Corrik posted...

Wreath posted...

IfGodCouldDie posted...

Wreath posted...

IfGodCouldDie posted...

ScareChan posted...

I have been cheering the browns. sad to see they let hyde go though. But you would be surprised how many people had more reaction to the browns statement than anything else hahaha

I'm a packers fan personally but the CFL is my jam.

Yikes. Canadas football is... something. I mean I live in canada and I assume you do to but it's still all hockey & NFL up here.

Sorry about your recent struggles. My youngest daughter has her 5th birthday coming up soon. Her entire life has been plagued thus far with hospital trips and illnesses. It can take a big toll on your mental state.

Its cliche and sounds silly but try and stay positive even only in front of them. We see now as adults how shitty life can be, and while I also suffer from depression I know that if I ever gave up it wouldn't be me that would suffer the most.

I see you like the Oilers so I'm guessing your an Alberta man? My in laws live in Edmonton and run a little Korean restaurant. Hope to visit there someday.

Take it easy brother. No matter what happens, as long as you're still breathing you're doing better than a lot of people.

Cheers

I grew up with the CFL and playing football in highschool, so I am partial to the CFL. Hell the only reason why the Packers became my team was because when I was younger I thought they were the Eskimos.

That's unfortunate, I hate how sometimes children suffer so much. Luckily our daughter turned out good and whatever was affecting her went away. It mimicked leukemia almost to a T.

I was Edmonton born and BC raised, but have been living in Edmonton now for more than half my life. What's the name of the restaurant, maybe the wife and I can check it out sometime.

And thanks we'll work through it, we always do.

https://www.wingchicxkbq.com

Edmonton is huge right... like Toronto huge? So they are in Edmonton but that still could be way away from you lol

This is the worst post I have ever seen.

Why, like I mean Edmonton is nowhere near as big as Toronto, but what makes this post so bad?

Because I thought he linked a kick-ass wing joint and it ended up being some Korean place.
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Sad to hear this, my friend.

It will pass. Life has ups and downs, the up is coming soon.

Meanwhile best luck for you and your family.

If you took the time to read the posts you quoted Corrik I specifically said my in laws are Korean and run a Korean restaurant which happens to feature Korean BBQ.

I also guarantee it's amazing I ate the food my mother in law made for years.
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Corrik posted...

Because I thought he linked a kick-ass wing joint and it ended up being some Korean place.

Fair enough, hey at least it's good to know that mafia isn't the only time you're not paying attention. Ha ha ha.
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Corrik posted...

Because I thought he linked a kick-ass wing joint and it ended up being some Korean place.

This is the worst post I'VE ever seen.
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Wreath posted...

If you took the time to read the posts you quoted Corrik I specifically said my in laws are Korean and run a Korean restaurant which happens to feature Korean BBQ.

I also guarantee it's amazing I ate the food my mother in law made for years.

My eyes live for wings and nothing else.
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