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Seriously thank to my health getting in my way, I find life so boring. Even when I was on holiday, I couldn't stop thinking how my health got in my way of my exam. Even since I done my exam I have been very annoyed, I can't even bare to look at myself in the mirror.

I know soon I get treatment for my allergies, but it is so annoying all these wait. Seeing everyone so successful, while my body keeps letting me down really pisses me of.
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supermichael11 posted...

Seeing everyone so successful, while my body keeps letting me down really pisses me of.

You'll always be miserable if you focus on the progress of others, no matter how successful you are in life there will ALWAYS be some people doing even better - find joy from your own journey.

Future_Trunks posted...

What? Allergies are usually manageable and not debilitating stop being a fucking baby

Do you have any idea what allergies does? It weakens the immune system. I got sick literally every single month, on September I had to stay in hospital because of the fever, diarrhia, throwing up and pain in my stomach. I had to stay in hospital for 1 week and a few days and a scan. I had to give up eating spicy food.

Every month I had to use antibiotic, since I got infection every month. A simple cold turns into a virus or flu, a simple sore throat into chest infection, etc. I never got a simple illness and stay like that no.

Not long ago I had a fever and coughing, I didn't think it was that bad. When I went to the doctors, they said it was worse than I thought. My chest was full of phlem and I was whizzy, one week later I was coughing up green phlem so I went back and it was infection it turned into.

No medication was working, so now I have to try a injection every month for three years.

Edit I tried many allergy tablets, steroid tablet and CBD Oil (used to work, but not anymore) but nothing worked so far.
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Seriously thanks to my body, my plans has been getting delayed and delayed too much. The longer it takes for me to get my qualifications, the less time I have to enjoy life since my body keeps getting older.
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Whatever you say, Adachi
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tremain07 posted...

Whatever you say, Adachi

Who is Adachi? I am not familiar with that member.
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Sorry everyone, I just really hate life how it works. I work so hard just so my health interfere.
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