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i havent smoked in two weeks and will take a pat on the back or any form of attention

the first days were not as bad as i expected and thats probably because im an achiever. the first three days are milestones etc so that was very motivating and i posted all that in my lost topic.

i stopped updating. it got worse. 6 days in i had a sleepover at my brother with my sister which we hadnt done since we were young teens. i was super cranky and couldnt find myself to enjoy it. at one point i barely talked with them because their reaction would annoy me. i should have just canceled and stayed home.

few days after it i felt really depressed. i never say i feel depressed about anything because i take it very seriously and never really think i experienced a feeling like that. there were times i was so down. and not because i couldnt have muh cigarette its just a chemical reaction in the brain. thursday i called in sick so i could just breathe for a second. the sun started shining since the first time in ages and i went for a walk. never felt as euphoric as then.

now about to do the same thing. two weeke ago i also started eating keto and im finally seeing results, so we still have a long way to go. but at least im feeling it and healthy life does me good

tldr: quit smoking, didnt have hard time at first; but later felt depressed, now im over it and optimistic for the rest, the sun shines

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try having one cigarette to test your willpower

do that like 4-5 times a day

All that bullshit could have been avoided if you just sparked one up smh.

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FuneralFroth posted...

All that bullshit could have been avoided if you just sparked one up smh.

my sister actually suggested the same thing lol

Kaiganeer posted...

try having one cigarette to test your willpower

do that like 4-5 times a day

6?

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Youre doing good though bro

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