Current Events > I feel like I am really self aware of how alone nd pointless I am rn

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DEKMStephens
06/22/20 5:09:56 PM
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Like I was just thumbing through some fb pages of some friends and girls I liked once upon a time from high school and university. They all like have relationships and careers and shit now (I'm 25 ftr) and I'm just sitting here like "damn, I have none of that"

Like I have never had any relationship at all really, and by longest work was six months on a temp government contract that got axed due to covid leaving me unemployed again for 2 months, but I don't really consider that much of a career step of any kind either.

I think the real thing that gets me is it occurs to me I have basically no "support network" or whatever you wanna call it so here I am posting it to CE instead which is kinda yikes.

Like I'm not even depressed about it right this second, I'm sure that will hit me in a couple of days when I think about it critically I'm just sitting in a state of "huh, how did I end up like this"

/blogfaqs

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