Current Events > I've had a strange number of dreams related to my 1st crush lately.

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along with my HS friends. The ones related to my friends, I have a much peachier friendship with them despite me sorta just being the tag-along in reality.

My 1st crush started in 7th grade and ended during the summer before 9th grade started. It's been over 10 years since that happened, but lately, I have had dreams related to me being in HS and connecting with her. These aren't things I'm thinking about in the daytime all too much, maybe once in a blue moon I reflect back on those years. I'm also not the type of person to believe there are visions/hidden meanings in dreams beyond them being random sparks shooting off in the brain during sleep.

At the same time, why do I have these dreams so often? They always give me this weird feeling.

Yeah I dream of really random people a lot. Like guys from HS that I wasn't particularly friendly with, just some guys I knew, will randomly be hanging out with me in my childhood home or whatever.

I'd rather have your dreams. All my dreams always have that god damn clown in them.

Well, glad Im not the only one. >_>

Ill have the dreams with random classmates that I wasnt necessarily close to and we are all back at school or at my (parents) house, etc.

But also a handful of times a year Ill have a dream that my first crush is in. And like you, TC, its really something I basically never think about (except after the dream
i guess). I mean, I had other crushes, and girlfriends, and have been married for over 15 years, but she randomly pops up from time to time. It was my first real crush and thus a really big deal to me *at the time* but logically now I know it wasnt a big deal but my brain doesnt want to purge that archive. Typically in those dreams, more often than not, Ill also be back in school again with people I wouldve been around at the time, and I have no memory of being married. >_>