Current Events > Another emotional breakdown at work, yay

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Also he never gave me back my copy of Shining Force II on Sega Genesis and this is the least he could do to make up for it.

DarkRoast posted...

And Sayoria I always called myself a tomboy but it was only in the past few years have I ever come to understand transgenderism. So its a subject Im a bit uncomfortable with because I 100% would have transitioned as a teenager had I known.

In that case, it's likely never going to go away. You might be 'okay' with it, but you'll never get those feeling to subside. If you've been a tomboy for that long and still find joy of being called he and him, it's never really going to change. You know this. If things would change, you know they would have over 20 years ago.

I just hate seeing people not-happy, or heading down a path where they won't find their 'true' happiness.

Again, you can totally be a father after the birth. I am sure you'd be a great one too. Just, don't regret anything. :(

I'm happy to be my child's mother after birth for a while. There's a deeper bond between the child and the mother that carried the child and I want the child to feel loved and nutured in that way. Then after I'm done breastfeeding I'll consider gender stuff.

DarkRoast posted...

I'm happy to be my child's mother after birth for a while. There's a deeper bond between the child and the mother that carried the child and I want the child to feel loved and nutured in that way. Then after I'm done breastfeeding I'll consider gender stuff.

I hope so. You deserve happiness too.

Who knows... maybe I will enjoy being a girl for once? The fact that I can carry a child and be a mother is oddly warming to me, so I can find things I like.

DarkRoast posted...

Who knows... maybe I will enjoy being a girl for once? The fact that I can carry a child and be a mother is oddly warming to me, so I can find things I like.

Mkay. Feel free to obviously try. As long as you don't force it.Just remember, nothing wrong with being transgender.

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Tonight I unleash my Chinese heritage

Fei chang hao chi

Oh it's so fucking good

Done!
Amazing!

Also HOLY SHIT THERE'S A PERSON INSIDE MY UTERUS. Existential moment there.

I somehow already love this baby more than anything I've ever loved. Fuck hormones lol

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It's the hormones talking but I'll take this over crying anytime

Little one inside me, you are loved.

And now back to Doom 2016

...I don't really know what to say. I don't deserve all you guys after all the mistakes I've made and the lessons I've had to learn. The arrogance and foolishness I had.

You may think you're just a bunch of message board posters, but you're the only people who treated me like another guy instead of how guys IRL won't hang with me. It means a whole lot.

I still can't believe I'm married to another girl. I can't believe I'm pregnant. I can't believe all these things but I'm happy about it, even if it's been a struggle.

This child inside me... I can't explain it. I owe it everything. Like it's a part of my soul. It's frustrating and awful and I love it so much that I can't even quantify it. It's like the air I breathe.

Fuck these emotions are intense

I promise I'm not normally this dumb and sappy you guys.

Also my wife is laying next to me and she's the most beautiful person I've ever met.

Her Ethiopian skin is so gorgeous omg