Poll of the Day > I'm so fucking depressed

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I feel like it�s impossible to save money

i only want to be able to afford to be a legally allowed person

but no

VampireCoyote posted...

i only want to be able to afford to be a legally allowed person

what do you mean?

I thought you said you'd prefer being homeless at this point?

Jen0125 posted...

I thought you said you'd prefer being homeless at this point?

in a lot of ways I do

but I feel like its a matter of time before some cop is having a bad day and arrests me for something dumb or I just get freaking attacked by one of these other homeless people

last night the cops were setting off fireworks all night long and just driving around shouting at people to leave

no real rest now I gotta get through the heat then work tonight. I might just lie down on the outside floor for a while

Yeah, people hate homeless people because they're fucking terrible. The people hating... Not the homeless people lol

Oh some of the homeless people are despicable assholes, I dont like them either

i think a couple of the smart people at dollar tree are starting to put two and two together

and so many of them are hateful alt right bigots

i always know exactly where my knife is

The homeless people I mean. Not the dollar tree people theyre all cool as fuck

VampireCoyote posted...

Oh some of the homeless people are despicable assholes, I dont like them either

i think a couple of the smart people at dollar tree are starting to put two and two together

Well yeah. People in general can be despicable assholes.

Im feeling better

i forgot how strong in the force I am, and that Im gonna be ok even if every beetle on earth unites against me I will fight courageously

are there two types of depression? one is when you dont feel any pleasure on anything then the other is because of your circumstances?

accord posted...

are there two types of depression? one is when you dont feel any pleasure on anything then the other is because of your circumstances?

something like that yeah
some people are incapable of feeling happiness almost EVER and need meds to make them feel normal; sometimes the meds work great and you can get weened off and still feel like you should

fuck all depression meds

never again, worse than the illness

VampireCoyote posted...

fuck all depression meds

never again, worse than the illness

I consider myself very lucky that mine worked and my body seemed to adjust to the correct levels after I weened off.
I stayed on them for far too long though and definitely fucked up some parts of my life because of me being zombie mode and unable to care.

prozac works well enough for me >_<

Where does your money go?

Yellow posted...

Where does your money go?

paying bills and staying alive

Hope you make it through this if you need any Gift Card codes, lemme know. It's not much but maybe it could get you a few things.

Idk, I was just curious since you're living out of your car, I didn't mean to be insensitive.

It's too bad Cali's cost of living is so high. At least you got that decent minimum wage.

my birthday is next week its bumming me out

ive never had to spend one just alone

I feel like me and you are going through a very similar experience, we just have to find a new life that makes us laugh about the old one. But it's going to take time.

Don't know if it's your thing, but this artist for some reason made me feel a lot better.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d_HlPboLRL8