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-Living with my mean, abusive dad.

-Being the only real financial support my family relies on.

-Money being tight and trying to keep my business afloat while my parents make stupid decisions about it.

-Being overworked and used at my real job.

-Crippling social anxiety, and depression.

-Crushing loneliness,band lack of self worth.

KogaSteelfang posted...

-Living with my mean, abusive dad.

-Being the only real financial support my family relies on.

-Money being tight and trying to keep my business afloat while my parents make stupid decisions about it.

-Being overworked and used at my real job.

-Crippling social anxiety, and depression.

-Crushing loneliness,band lack of self worth.

Wtf I wish you could get away from that scum bag dna donor of yours

Kanaya413 posted...

Wtf I wish you could get away from that scum bag dna donor of yours

Thanks, me too.

I think about it too frequently to type it out.

Mostly paranoia.

Im trans

-working out of town 2 weeks at a time to support my wife/son as the sole provider
-living with a dead daughter
-going no-contact with my parents

Worried I'm going to die alone. 36, never had a gf or anything even close.

My dad has ADHD, like noticeably the emotional aspect of it, really bad and his idea the last 5 years is smoking weed about it. You know the thing that makes you paranoid and have panic attacks and shit and he smokes weed and gets high like half the day with a Dynavap vape pen.

I'm so glad I started taking Lexapro because I was so goddamn frayed at the edges because of how he can't handle himself. It's almost like Intermittent Explosive Disorder sometimes but there is always something that sets him off instead of basically nothing.

Although recently my Dad was stressed out from batteries of tests because they want to give him a knee replacement, but they had to check his heart because he has some kind of blood thing and he can't run because of his knee so they did the "nuclear" stress test where they give you something called Dobutamine. This appointment was about him talking to a doctor about panic attacks and him being dizzy after that, and I guess he had overheard some shit at the office related to politics and he EXPLODED into a fury at this random person and they almost called the Cops on him.

My mom keeps suggesting he has Alzheimers and I keep saying he needs to stop smoking weed and take Zoloft or Lexapro or something. But for some reason he hates the idea of Psychiatric medicine. This is a guy who would tell me about doing LSD blotter squares with 'Mr. Natural' on them in the 70s.

Everything

I made public my struggle.

2 close friends I was caretakers for. There was nothing I could do. One I tried to hold it together. It was just too much. The other was terminal.

I had to fight over was already my property. There could have been discussion over how to handle the business after my friends passing. Got sued then 6 months later got sued again over something a call would have fixed. This was during helping my other friend. Stress I did not need then

Friend passed, I took it hard. So hard it effected me physically. So from getting shingles, then bells palsy, I then have immense back pain. It goes away then comes back and just when things are looking like I'll get it all back on track. I stupidly was working on my knees tucked underneath me. Something I've done all my life. It cut off my circulation. Legs swelled went to the doctor. Something I cant really afford. I take the meds, do as much excercise as my back can take and many months later its got worse not better.

I'm so tired of this. I want to get things right again. It's such a struggle.

when I think about the future. My day to day life is stress free.

Pick out any/everything associated with MDD & a negative self-esteem/image/loathing level and basically that.

I've been a hypochondriac ever since my 2nd bout with cancer.