Poll of the Day > Had my worst seizure yet

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Im messed up now

at the ER gonna use this as an opportunity to get treatment

might wanna lay off the drugs you post about on Reddit

DirtBasedSoap posted...

might wanna lay off the drugs you post about on Reddit

the fuck do you think Im going into treatment for??!

dont be a dick Im messed up and in the emergency room fucking hell. This wasnt related I have fucking epilepsy why people gotta be so fucking judgemental

I wasnt trying to be an ass. Amphetamines greatly increase your risk of seizures. Good luck getting clean

DirtBasedSoap posted...

I wasnt trying to be an ass. Amphetamines greatly increase your risk of seizures. Good luck getting clean

Some things arent worth complicating your life over.

DirtBasedSoap posted...

I wasnt trying to be an ass. Amphetamines greatly increase your risk of seizures. Good luck getting clean

sorry for my reaction thank you

Cacciato posted...

Some things arent worth complicating your life over.

someone told me a lie, never meant to start going down this path at all but then there I was. Was just one month.

nah, its cool. I could see how that read as an antagonistic.

Im in freaking agony my head is splitting so badly terrible nausea and chills feels like I need to puke and poop and I cant do either

everyone in this waiting room is looking at me and judging me just another junkie

Sorry to hear about that. I hope they can help you and that you can get better. That is wrong of the people to judge you. They should know that there are many different types of illnesses and disorders, especially when they are at the hospital.

Withdrawels are always something you're proud of in hindsight. Nothing's more satisfying than getting through one.

ItIsSoOver posted...

Do not just jump right back into that shit when you get out. You are being forced to make a good decision now. Don't be so bitter about it that you make a bad one.

You've been on it for a month. It is not too late to stop, and you're being given a golden opportunity to do so before it gets even more difficult. That shit will absolutely ruin your life if you keep it up, so don't.

stop trying to tell me, you think I dont know

thats exactly what Im doing I didnt make the choice to start and Im ending it because I do not want it

and I am in no way being forced to do anything

Fell asleep for an hour in the waiting room and feel much better

they are just sending me away though not letting me go to treatment or the psych hospital

this really sucks its late and cold I cant afford a ride, the buses are done for the day, Im miles away from where I know is safe I have this heavy ass bag and my feet already have painful af blisters

gonna try throwing a fit

ItIsSoOver posted...

Good. Thats a long distance from your previous stance of "I'm the last person who needs help and I'm right where I should be"

By the way, the offer to get Schmen to pay for your rehab stands. I'm not here to shit on you and kick you while you're down. Meth has fucked up more than a few people that I once cared about, and I'm glad you're getting clean, regardless of why you're doing it.

If true, really cool to offer. Hope TC takes the offer to get clean.

VampireCoyote posted...

they are just sending me away though not letting me go to treatment or the psych hospital

That's not fair! First they make you wait forever, then they are not going to examine and treat you. Your seizure sounds serious. They need to at least make sure you are all right. What is their excuse?

deny/defend and what not