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another fight exploding between gdad and gbro

gdad mostly just breaking past his limit but its a whole lot of fantastical nonsense

worth mentioning tho because of the hilarity of gbro threatening to call the police on gmom & gmoms partner lol

like dude they can easily charge you for violent criminal harassment with all the deacriptive death threats hes been sending

settling down and probably back to the point gdad reverts back to forgetting everything happened again

the main part thats underlining my absolute need to get out is that gdad is in an absolutely total delusion right now over gbro, grasping at other people to blame so he can avoid the real problem he's fully surrendered to. gdad will sit through whatever hell gbro drags him through and I can't stay for it.

for fucks sake gdads still living in a happy family fantasy that i just need to come out and watch tv with them and all will be good - gdad doesnt like me protecting my own safety in my room, and after the one time I tried last week (which ended in him truly tuning out the last few hours focusing on his phone, then when I left switching over to garbage ant-trans youtubes) gdad just keeps saying "wasnt that such a nice time?? we should do that again."

at least the music stopped now

please for the love of god let the rest of this night and morning pass by without more of this shit. surely he has to sleep at SOME point ffs

I think I'm pretty decided though that if gbro isnt out of here tomorrow I absolutely cannot stay. this isnt a livable environment, Ive had a stress headache all day and night times and morning are completely fucking disrupted with this shit

HE LITERALLY DOES NOT EVEN SLEEP its just 24 hour terror with him

*edit* tried talking to gdad abiut it and yeah hes just in purely defeated denial, one second agreeing with me that this is a problem but then downplaying it when I say this isnt a livable situation. suggested i go to gmoms if I dont like it, to which I say yeah Im gonna have to if this keeps up. only for gdad to then mock me running off to gmoms and her partner. context: gdad has ALWAYS done this jealous baby shit trying to say we love gmoms partner as a better father when the reality is no we've always had a bad relationship with him too, since hes always tried to drive a wedge between us and our mom, including the biggest financial mistake in our lives, selling our house because he didnt want enough space to potentially accommodate us

sigh, unfortunately either decision isnt exactly safe

the way things are right now, gmom and her partner are a couple of the strongest targets of his violent fantasies rn because they had the "audacity" to say they'll call the police if he keeps threatening to murder them

so yeah its not completely safe there, he understands theres no threat here because we've submit, but gmoms he wants to destroy. me leaving would also further me on the list of "traitors" he claims and with all the possessions of my life here he could very well take his anger out on - see: my description of how he destroyed his own apartment

talking to gsis relaying everything and it sounds like gmoms gonna talk to the family psychologist tomorrow to figure out wtf to do, but I dont really have any hopes of it doing anything because a) gmom is still hiding the full truth of gbro's behaviiur from the psychologist and b) she feels personal safety at her apartment away from this - although admittedly hes been sending her violent threats through a text app today as she has his cell blocked

anyways right now 11pm and gbros blasting his stupid ass fucking music with no consideration of gdad being able to sleep, or the trouble we could get into from apartment neighbors. who knows maybe the solution is us getting evicted so theres no place left to house gbro.

me and gsis are completely on the same page that gbro is stuck in a violent cycle where he chooses to spite any rules from applying to him. he literally has a criminal harassment charge and instead of toning it down he just becomes more violent and does more harassment. now he's doing that to gmom, gmom tries appeal to the law but again that just makes him angrier and more violent. rught now hes blasting his music and me and gdad are fully aware that if we so much as request he turn it down please he would just scream and turn it up more

there is no outcome except for a longterm prison sentence, after which quite frankly the family would need to relocate so he could never track us down or else he would very well plot out a revenge on us for his actions

okay 11am gbro has a court scheduled so i got use this opportunity to open my door and check on gdad to confirm that he is indeed alive still

this shit is really harrowing, I dont want to leave gdad alone with this but I'm very well considering the basic fact that I cannot live in this environment and I may just go to gmoms and take my computer & switch. I know that I can handle it better than gdad which is why I stick around, but even I cant stay in this

being trapped afraid for your life in your own home is just a beyond horrifying experience. I'm literally a hostage here and I'm not safe to do anything

waking up after 4 hiurs because gbros blasting music

heard gdad trying to plead to him that gdad needs to sleep but gbro just screeched at him like a ghoul

honestly terrified to unlock my door

actually my headcanon is that the inside of the plate is just fitted cups to grip onto the chesticles to hold it up

well gbros arrested, again again

police wont share much details but they know he was supposed to be staying hhereaccording to his release conditions so they've called gmom and gdad asking about that, much stress

which also means goodbye to the bail so he should be there for an extended while this time and now gmoms talking about letting go his apartment

Aeris 8
Hope 1

oh I should note this is an alt because you have my other mains split as well (Grimlyn & GuessMy... - if I were to pick one to put it under it'd be the Grim but w/e)

she-ra s2 beated

definitely a mini-season with not much central plot but I've been dying laughing especially this finale lmao

aww yeah bows dads are amazing, touching to fit in a storyline of bow hiding who he is from them (a hero) and ofc they are completely supportive

feels a bit a waste tho this season that Catra seems to be burning her rep with Hordak in a miniseason light on plot

WAIT WHAT THE DAMN 2 SECOND LONG MAJOR CLIFFHANGER ENDING

todays progress snapshot
https://gamefaqs.gamespot.com/a/user_image/2/7/2/AARPAeAAE5Dg.jpg

i kinda wanna learn how to make pauldrons but I dunno if I can make it work,but it would be better than the cuffs in the original version

princess prom just got much more hype when Scorpia revealed she's a princess and Catra encourages her to go and join has her +1

*edit*

CATRA TUX A+

woke up to finish bearers movie rewatch aw ya this should be my smfffc tradition

2nd resurrection & the ending still get me in the feels

MariaTaylor posted...

regarding the Live2D; Looks good! have you thought about developing your general skills at rigging? because there are probably (definitely) people who would pay you to rig models for them, and it feels like a skill that you could develop to a professional level pretty quickly. over the years I've seen you master a lot of skills through self study that a lot of people might not even be able to do even with guided instruction.

I've definitely considered it! Theres certainly a looooot to rigging but yeah I've definitely developed my understanding over all the models of practice. Sure theres like monster crazy good rigging thats way out of my league but then theres also so many models that just leave it to basic movements, even less than I already do, and yeah I would be confident in that as skills continue to improve and who knows

gbro essentially terrorizes a toronto apartment out of gmom. he is just such a monster that nobody can put up living with him and with his entitlement it's expected that he could violently retaliate if kicked out of our homes, possibly even fuck shit up at gdads apartment complex to the point gdad may get in trouble. so the options are jail or get him the place he wants, and gmom has the means so just goes with it. he can't TA at the uni anymore so income relies solely from ODSP (diagnosed ASD since HS, at the time known aspergers) this year which isnt enough to live alone on

and yup that therapy.... honestly the picture I get is that there's more hope among the therapy sessions than warranted. they go, he's an ass for a while until gmom and gmumsband call out his shit, he cries and relents and nods along with agreement, acknowledges he's being an ass so everybody thinks okay we got some progress lets do better

but then like I said he just immediately becomes the same person again. she's been our family psychologist for over a decade but hasnt had regular appointments, back when he did it would basically be just to brag about good things going on in his life and when he's a mess he has always avoided it. now though he's mandated to attend weekly so hopefully no denying reality anymore.

one big step down from 80s he-man to 80s she-ra is that hordak is a pathetic ass baddie

not that skeletor was ever threatening or anything but he was always a laugh while hordak is relatively just a loser

and i mean skeletor still comes on now and again and every time he's still top dog. not to mention hordak has Horde Prime above him even

its weird that the show has on overall conceptual plotline that she-ra stays in Etheria to help them in their war and yet theres so many episodes of her saving hordak's ass

this one hordak's minions are fed up with him and they team up with skeletor, curse him to start fading away. she-ra brings him to a wizard who can cure him but he and skeletor are just like nah fuck that guy and she-ra starts crying with this speech about how could you watch a helpless life fading away?? then it turns out tears were the cure

then she just brings him back to his home base like wtf war is this, surely you could at least imprison your main antagonist leading the charge for the entire conflict you're in this world to solve

wh-

HUH??

[she-ra 1985]

she-ra just transformed her sword into a blanket so she could wrap the enemy up in it and toss them off a cliff

like its not like the enemy was down or anything and she-ra took advantage of a situation that a blanket would be a good idea or anything

that was her Plan A, just toss a blanket onto Hunga, pick her up, and throw her off a cliff

Laguna & Red were both bot contest champs

right in the mean number of werewolf nipples

i wanted to joke about red wearing nipple tassels so i googled how many nipples do wolves have but the top results are all about werewolves and i should probably just stop and delete my search history

oh i thought it was a game map but actually i think i can make out the bits of red

but yeah gamefaqs always does that to gifs

Locke

notoriously not a seph fan but

https://na.store.square-enix-games.com/final-fantasy-vii-remake-adorable-arts---sephiroth

he pretty dang cute here

i really hate being sick and this is my 3rd time in a 5-month period goddamn

Aeris

ugh 2nd birthday call but now with gbro here and I cant leave as he spews the most repugnant horseshit because the calls on my phone

hes so fucking obsessed with being a shitlord

soon as the call ends I gotta go to my room because he's so fucking revolting

season 1 beated

phew I'm glad it ended with yue ded because that ship was awful

otherwise its pretty fine, Aang & Katara are cool, tho Aang has his low moments. Sokka is meh but has his points.

Sokka tagging along feels so pointless so far, like the show wanted a party of 3 but didnt actually have anything for him to do. he cant really fight, he sometimes gets the role as the party's thinker, but then his intellect is routinely mocked so you don't take him seriously in that role

-hotdogturtle-- posted...

That's what I was referring to =/ I didn't even know that you could do that instantaneously.

actually yeah that part totally caught me by surprise

CelesMyUserName posted...

X1 gets points for filming Liberty Island in my hometown, a point I am always over-eager to mention

speaking of, I just got back from the filming location because thats where we host our annual ribfest

https://gamefaqs.gamespot.com/a/user_image/0/8/7/AARPAeAAEzo3.jpg

X1 gets points for filming Liberty Island in my hometown, a point I am always over-eager to mention

oh right heading to the movies now but fair no announce now that theres definitely nothing starting tomorrow

maybe a week break then GSC evo/babies

zoroark

Chaeix posted...

ursa

@Chaeix that isnt the save key! I warned you about this with wyrdeer that bot can't use keys that aren't registered!

given the previous warning and now 3am timing, I've already moved to bed and can't cover this!

o7

when i get to pc

im still waking up

wew

i stayed up with omnia

growl
deye

power flickered off grrrrrr

kleavor
sneasel

rapid

fire alarm wakeup call... am i thankful?

moogle royalty

kept a line of 3 further than the birds

its been like 7 whole contests since vivi won, I think it's time

vivi #3 can work as a troll champ

oh wow

LinkMarioSamus posted...

Not so much this as if it didnt work that time why now?

why what now

rime

on time