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LinkPizza posted...

Sounds like a feisty one...

He really is. If you give him food he doesn't like he throws it back out into the floor. lol

Apparently the reason the previous owner wanted to re-home him is because he killed their other Hamster.


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Hamsters are awesome. I've been working with mine, Scooter, trying to make him friendly. I have to distract him with food before I can pet him, otherwise he bites. I think he's getting used to it now though.

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Me too. I wonder about the person I would've been.

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He risked all those arrows to crush the frog himself.

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I started watching that today too. It's weird, but it kind of hooked me in. Gonna finish the last couple of episodes tomorrow.

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MuayThai85 posted...

Just checked into an isolation hotel. All comped by the Alberta government. Here until at least the 2nd if I stay asymptomatic. If my wife's test comes back positive tomorrow, she will join me here.

They're also giving me a $65/day (about 350rmb) food allowance. Pretty decent selection on the menu as well.

Dude...

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First instinct felt like a 3. That might be a bit high though.

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Prismsblade posted...

You're not worthless becuase the opposite sex thinks you are, nor are you not a man becuase a woman wont give you the greenlight via her pussy.

It's the other way around, they have no interest because I'm worthless.
Prismsblade posted...

If you ever want to move ahead in life you're need self validation and acceptance that things like long term relationships just arent for you.

You saying I shouldn't try for those? Those are pretty much my biggest life goals...

Prismsblade posted...

Unfortunately you're probabaly still have sexual needs though which is why prostitution would help alot of man such as yourself if it were legal. Not just to have their base needs met but also give them much needed exposure to the opposite sex without fear of being judged.

I have no interest in prostitution. If someone doesn't want to be with me, they shouldn't have to be. Besides, people will judge for hiring one too.

Unloved_Virgin posted...

Now see, here's the difference. You've done that. You know what it's like to have a girl like you, kiss you, put her tongue in your mouth, climb on top of you naked, say that she loves you, etc. I'm 36 years old, and I've never experienced none of that. All I can do is dream and fantasize about what it's like. I feel more alone and unwanted than I can adequately describe. I'm so lonely, that sometimes I go to youtube and look at videos of couples kissing, and imagine that it's me. So sure, it's easy for you to say that being single isn't so bad, cause you've experienced having someone. But if you were in my shoes, a relationship would be all you desired. Realizing that no one of the opposite sex has ever loved you. It's not a good feeling.

That's how I feel too, and it seems all the older virgins here come to the same conclusion and develop the same outlook. People who've had normal experiences won't be able to understand.

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JBaLLEN66 posted...

Well, you can always start improving yourself now.

Whatever the issue is, I don't think it's something that can be improved. I'm just inherently worthless as a person. There's something missing from me that others apparently need to see...

Anyway, I wasn't prepared to deal with feeling this way again tonight. I'm going to sleep.

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Ruvan22 posted...

I vaguely remember a girl knitting you a hat? Tell me if I've confused you with someone else

I'm surprised anyone remembers that. You're right, met her OkCupid. We decided to talk and become friends and see if it goes to anything. She showed my picture to everyone she knew until I was identified, and she got my address and workplace. She started just showing up while I was working.

She also told me that she would never ever sleep with someone like me(she figured out I was a virgin). That she needs a real man that knows what he's doing, etc. Anyway, she kept showing up,band yeah she knitted me a hat as a gift.

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Rypt posted...

trust me, there are girls out there who are not worth it either.

are you at least 18?

I am more than double that age...

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JBaLLEN66 posted...

Why not?

A million and a half reasons. I'm poor, boring, socially stunted, live with my parents, not exactly emotionally stable, and just generally a worthless person in general. Why would someone ever choose me, over anyone else?

I'd always imagined someone would be willing to give me a shot, but no. That speaks for itself I think.

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JBaLLEN66 posted...

then it's time to be honest with yourself. Why are girls rejecting you? What are your finances? What is your living situation? Would you date yourself willingly?

I already know I'm not worth being with. I just don't understand how *everyone* knows, even before getting to know me.

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JBaLLEN66 posted...

idk what you look like, but if you are just an average normal dude, don't let a woman's validation base your value.

I tend to get compliments on how I look. I personally don't agree, but I've accepted that my opinion isn't the important one in this particular matter so I've tried to stop stressing over it.

I do have issues though, ones that reach beyond this discussion. They're rooted in being physically and mentally abused my whole life. I've never felt like I was good enough. This has just become one huge sore spot for me over the years as everyone says I shouldn't have any issues attracting someone... Yet here I am, 37 years old, alone and dateless, year after year. It's extremely frustrating.

Rypt posted...

don't build it up too much man. crack heads and people at bars fuck each other all the time after just meeting. there are a lot of low lifes, some of which are women. they aren't worth stressing over.

Eh, I wouldn't be interested in anything like that. I just want to be wanted.

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Rypt posted...

Eh, you're taking it too seriously. I will tell you this, sex isn't like in the porn movies. I can go into detail if someone wants to know.

I don't expect it to be. I fully expect it to be underwhelming and one of those "this is what the fuss was about?" type moment.

The issue is all the stuff leading up to that. The emotional turmoil of continually being unwanted. Knowing you don't have a chance, and that it means you're not good enough and feeling like less of a man. When you just want to know that someone might want to be with you... yet there's no one.

I think there's a difference between 'single' and 'alone'. I think we may be discussing different but similar points.

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Rypt posted...

Yeah, I hear ya. I think most guys just are curious to know what it's like.

Yes, absolutely. We want to know what it's like to be able to find a partner, be loved, and have some intimacy.

Rypt posted...

But once you get it out of your system, it's really not that big of a deal.

This implies that it is a big deal until you get it out of the system. Which is exactly what it feels like. Like a massive and important part of life is not accessable by you.

Rypt posted...

Honestly, just get all the pussy you can.

Uh huh, such an easy task for someone who can't attract someone...

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Granny, 1st class.

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That's how my dad, uncle, and brother talk too. So annoying. I tend to mumble though.

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Either of those is better than my current situation. So, idk, I can flip a coin or something.

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How do I stop being jealous and super depressed when seeing others living their lives?

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Yes, Ma'am.

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Imo, it looks like Aerith may be more on the evil side this time around. She's the one meddling with the timeline, we see her alter the minds of her friends at least 3 times, and straight up lie to everyone else up until the end when she gets what she was after.

I'd also expect the next chapter to focus entirely on Zack, and what he was up to during his new mystery period.

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Jx1010 posted...

Why havent u guys had sex yet?

You say that like it's a choice.

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I got you beat.

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Confirm.

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Evening_Dragon posted...

@KogaSteelfang
There's this dating app for introverts now. You can talk with potential interests anonymously before revealing any contact information. It's called Anomo, and even if you don't plan on revealing any info ever, it's there to try.

Neat, thanks. I recently attempted to start dating, I know, wrong time for that. Things went well, and then kind of stalled out.

Currently sick and gotta get back to work, but I'll definitely check that one out.

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It sucks no matter what you call it.

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Yes. Recovering from it now. Today was supposed to be my first day back to work, but I'm still sick and coughing, so I took more time off.

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Once in high school I was told to leave class because my teacher didn't recognize me. He realized his mistake after everyone laughed at me and checked the roll sheet.

Another time our church was volunteering to set something up. I stopped by to help for a bit, and our pastor gave me a slice of pizza. Then someone else came by and threw it away, telling me the pizza is only for volunteers and that I shouldn't be there. So, I left.

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V-E-G-Y- posted...

Love exists everywhere tbh

Not in my life.

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Same as every year. 0.

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I'm male and got female brain. *Shrug*

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Mine too.

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The problem is finding someone who wants me.

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Normal.

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Not surprised. I got normal.


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It's no secret that I'm a complete failure with women.

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Close. I was born in the next county, but only because my parents were out that day and were surprised by the labor.

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Tested positive earlier in the week. I had been worried about catching it and not having any symptoms, but that's definitely not the case.

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SaltyWet posted...

Blue x Brown = Brown unless the brown eyed parent has a recessive allele for blue eyes

Mutations occur randomly. They are not triggered by two alleles of the same gene being mixed.

Eye color is more complicated than just dominant/recessive. There's several genetic factors that affect it.
https://hudsonalpha.org/the-genetics-of-eye-color/

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My mom has brown eyes, and my dad has blue. I lucked out and got green. Mom says both my brother and me had blue when little, then they turned green. My brothers ended up going brown eventually, and she said that when mine started to darken that it made her cry thinking mine would end up brown too.

From what I've read, it seems that blue x brown can cause a mutation which "confuses" light and dark eyes which results in green. Then that mutation can just be passed along like any other as well.

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Me.

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Wow, you just can't catch a break with this. Get well soon.

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Most people here seem to be educated and we'll put together. So, less.

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Stay safe, and enjoy the holidays.

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modena posted...

I was close to calling someone to take me to the ER the other week.I ate a Carolina Reaper with my first bite of food on an empty stomach.

I crawled onto my front porch in the rain and moaned for 20min before I could walk.I was getting such an endorphin rush that I couldn't use my arms or hands to use my phone.

Scared the hell out of me, but about 45min later it stopped feeling like a bear was eating my stomach.

My brother convinced me to eat one. Lied about what it was. I hadn't eaten anything before then either. My stomach hurt bad for about 15-20 minutes then it was over.

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Jen0125 posted...

Ugh I seriously hope you recover quickly.

You first.

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Dang, you're still sick? I just got sick with it this weekend. I hope you feel better soon.

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