Board 8 > I kinda want to give an update on my situation

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also, me helping my bro is why I was able to visit another gamestop
http://www.gamefaqs.com/boards/8-gamefaqs-contests/62107613

you jerks

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Yeah, I get it.

Good to know things are getting better. Time's really the main healder for this kind of thing.

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My dad has left a colossal mess at the house (I think he became a hoarder, may he rest in peace) but we finally made it livable, sans like, two rooms

in the past week, I helped my mother move in. She no longer has to rent a house

and these past two or three days, I helped my older brother move in.

I'm probably gonna move into the house myself at the end of THIS month.

so I want to thank you guys once again for everything you've helped me with, with not only money, but with support. and not even immediate support, just simply posting here has helped me. So thank you everybody




and I just kinda want to get something off of my chest or whatever

I've finally made peace with my father passing. well, its been a month or two since I have

I mean, sure, I miss him of course. and if I think about it too much, I start getting sad or even begin crying, which I know I'm not supposed to do (that is, I know I shouldn't think about how he died instead of how he lived) and I think I only get really sad because its the emotions that are accompanied with those memories of 4 months ago. not necessarily because I am immediately sad right now.

but I've come to a realization

this is kinda weird, and I'm not sure how to explain it, but like

I think I'm more sad because I feel SORRY for him. I wouldn't say pity, but like....ughh
how to say
I feel bad for my father because his life had to end.
He can't do anything he enjoyed anymore. He can't laugh, he can't draw, he can't play music anymore.
He can't do anything
and that makes ME sad. I'm not sure if theres an after life, I'd like to believe there is, but the fact that his life wilted away before he knew it, before his time, makes me feel its tragic.

I'm fine, I'm okay with everything thats happened. and you guys helped me so much
but like I said, its just something I wanted to share. cause I kinda find it odd. I miss him, hes no longer here, but most of my sadness is from me feeling sorry for him that he no longer has this life anymore


do you guys know what I'm trying to say?

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I'm glad to hear things are going well.

From: BIGPUN9999 | #001
I feel bad for my father because his life had to end.

I haven't lost a parent yet (came close in '97 when my dad had an aneurism o_O), but when I lost my first grandparent last year I had some similar emotions... I had a hard time feeling sad on behalf of myself. I knew that I was sad, but my sadness for myself was hard to find in myself than my sadness for my grandma and for everyone else effected by it. I hope that makes sense.

I got most sad thinking about my grandpa, my dad and all my aunts and uncles and how hard it was. And even though I knew she'd lived a reasonably long life I can't help but feel sad for the things she didn't get to experience before her time was up. I'm going to have kids some day and they are never going to meet the sweetest woman in the world.


For me I just have to realize that she doesn't want me to be sad, not even for her and so I acknowledge that a sad thing happened, but I wont let it be debilitating anymore.

Anyways, keep it up Punny!

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<3 you Punny. Glad to hear you and your family are doing better.

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From: Forceful_Dragon | #005
I knew that I was sad, but my sadness for myself was hard to find in myself than my sadness for my grandma and for everyone else effected by it. I hope that makes sense.

yea, thats it. put it better than I did

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Aw, Punny Bunny

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Daw, thank you guys <3

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uh oh my bro's cat ran away

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Better find it before Saro does.


Anyway much love brotha.

Glad to hear youre turning it around.

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I know what you're trying to say, and we're all here for you <3

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From: BIGPUN9999 | #017
uh oh my bro's cat ran away

I'm sorry, but I found this post unintentionally hilarious. The topic was nothing but positivity and love, then all of a sudden "the cat ran away".

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