Board 8 > I love you, Board 8.

(+) Yeah! (+)

Don't resist. Just let it happen.

--
~Halo Rolling around at the speed of sound.
http://img593.imageshack.us/img593/2417/sonicspeed.jpg

Drunk again?

--
Aww, I lost to SuperNiceDog, Winner of the Rivalry Rumble Guru Contest

From: Pram_the_Oracle | #002
Drunk again?

Uh duh. I'm drunk every night. I even threw up a little while ago but what the f*** ever, that didn't stop me. If there's one thing you can count on, it's that Halo is drunk pretty much every night.

I f***ing hate life.

Being drunk is the only way I can actually fall asleep.

Anyway, I love you B8!

--
~Halo There is no Crane, only Scarecrow!
http://img195.imageshack.us/img195/3739/scarecrowq.jpg

seriously dude, get help. either for your drinking or for the depression causing it. I myself recently quit drinking because it only makes things worse.

--
I'm "kind of a big deal".
http://img.imgcake.com/cyclo/Cyclopngegpngre.png

There is no help to be had. I know drinking is terrible. I know it could cause a lot of problems, but at the moment it is legit the only way for me to actually fall asleep.

It sucks. I'm obviously not proud of being an alcoholic. But I really just f***ing hate my life right now. I even tried to go to sleep without drinking a few nights ago. Didn't work. I've always had issues with insomnia. Now with everything that has occurred recently, the insomnia is worse. I legit can't get to sleep without alcohol.

And you can say "get help" but there is no help to get. I just have to work through this on my own. I can only hope that something works out for me soon, or at least before I die of liver cancer.

--
~Halo You're not the brightest.
http://img404.imageshack.us/img404/907/bandfinisher.jpg

Oh f*** I just had another "throwing up" session.

I'm worried that I have alcohol poisoning now.

--
~Halo There is no Crane, only Scarecrow!
http://img195.imageshack.us/img195/3739/scarecrowq.jpg

Board 8-san....suteki

--
http://img651.imageshack.us/img651/9016/otungaattorney.jpg
http://card.psnprofiles.com/1/CaptainRockman.png

****, I don't even drink every day any more.

--
caps

Drunk, eh?

--
Oh, I am one yet many.

"get help for your alcoholism and depression"

your rebuttal?

"but i NEED alcohol!!!"

wow

--
I'm "kind of a big deal".
http://img.imgcake.com/cyclo/Cyclopngegpngre.png

I'm all for board 8 love, but don't Hurt yourself :(. Why does life have you down?

--
I think I found a way home. And this last job, that's how I get there. Stripey
1978 9653 0281. Black/White Friend Code

This is getting rather pitiful tbqh.

--
http://img.imgcake.com/cosplaygifer.gif
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/TORtanic

It's getting physically painful to constantly read this.

Get a prescription for actual sleeping pills (horse tranquilizer?) instead of alcohol, and come write something for the Writing Academy topic of Sir Chris - you have writerly aspirations, do you not?

Yes, these topics are long past the point of beginning to make me feel uncomfortable. This has been sad for a while. Sorry if I'm being rude, just chiming in. Seek help.

--
Thanks Drak - http://img.imgcake.com/drakeryn/genesissagajpgat.jpg
You're such a kid! By fr0q. - http://img.imgcake.com/genirisjpgde.jpg

GenesisSaga you don't get to complain about feeling uncomfortable. You posted the hand in the shredder picture.

--
I'm "kind of a big deal".
http://img.imgcake.com/cyclo/Cyclopngegpngre.png

Topics like these are cries for help. But we can't do anything from where we are, so you need to reach out to those around you so they can help you get the help you need.

--
XBL: Mik Pick
PSN: Mik2Pick

ayuyu doesn't get to complain either because he's ayuyu


all kidding aside though you should really seek help dude. 'I got to go through this alone' is never a good excuse

--
http://i.imgur.com/xBFwK.gif

This has been going on for months, Cyclo. I know you got jokes man, but really you can't compare the two things.

--
Thanks Drak - http://img.imgcake.com/drakeryn/genesissagajpgat.jpg
You're such a kid! By fr0q. - http://img.imgcake.com/genirisjpgde.jpg

This has been going on for months, Cyclo. I know you got jokes man, but really you can't compare the two things.

I know, I am usually saying the same thing in all of his topics. I just hate that picture. It was gross. IT WAS GROSS.

--
I'm "kind of a big deal".
http://img.imgcake.com/cyclo/Cyclopngegpngre.png

Um this has been sad since it began. It's alcoholism, nothing to joke about. Nothing to shrug off. It's always been pathetic and pitiful. I'm weak. But until now it hasn't been, like... making me sick. I just got up and I feel pretty bad.

Sleeping pills, hmm... that sounds like a good idea.

But talking to people about it doesn't really help because I've already talked to people. A lot. I'm not even as depressed as I was before because of all the talking. But I still can not get to sleep at all without something helping me. Although yeah, sleeping pills didn't occur to me. I will look into that. And I am definitely not getting drunk tonight. Ugh. No. It's gotten to be too much now, I can't do it.

--
~Halo Live, fight, survive, as a family.
http://img267.imageshack.us/img267/7469/batfamily.jpg

You guys are going to get ShadowHalo killed. Recommending sleeping pills? Really? Best case scenario, he switches from being an alcoholic to being a sleeping pill addict. Worst case scenario (and this is far more likely), he stays an alcoholic AND becomes a pill addict, which has killed a bunch of people

--
"One of these days, I'm gonna find a loophole my friend." - Man in Black

A roommate of mine had a medial marijuana prescription to help her sleep. Could be an option?

--
http://img.imgcake.com/crimjpgpe.jpg Mo' buildings mo' problems
ocean kinda grew on me like a flesh eating ...fungus. -BIGPUN9999

Please don't mix substances.

--
XBL: Mik Pick
PSN: Mik2Pick

Ugh. Good point. Maybe I won't do that then. Not like I'd mind dying, buuuuut... meh.

Any other suggestions to help me go to sleep?

--
~Halo You're not the brightest.
http://img404.imageshack.us/img404/907/bandfinisher.jpg

Tylenol PM.

--
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v712/ExTha/10and14.jpg
'You wear your sin like it's some kind of prize.'

ShadowHalo17 posted...
Not like I'd mind dying, buuuuut...

Okay, see what I mean Cyclo? Surely one moment of gruesome discomfort that you can easily will away at the click of a mouse button doesn't compare to months of depressing comments like these. And even if you don't click on the comment you know it's there. A mod might be able to put the image of a human hand shredded into what closely resembles ground beef out of sight, and you might be able to put it out of mind, but this... this is here and has been here for months, and will probably go on for months to come unless Shaza suddenly gets his life together within the next week.

You decide: one cringeworthy moment that can easily be masked or ignored, or an extended duration of BlogFAQs topics, each amazingly somehow more depressing than the last. I mean this is like some Edgar Allan Poe s***! GOG!

--
Thanks Drak - http://img.imgcake.com/drakeryn/genesissagajpgat.jpg
You're such a kid! By fr0q. - http://img.imgcake.com/genirisjpgde.jpg

As someone who is currently drunk but really happy with life, this is a really funny topic

--
_foolmo_
'I love you so much' - SineNomine

Try going to AA man. I used to be in the same boat and I've been sober now for almost 14 months.

--
Well played, SuperNiceDog. Well played.
http://gif.mocksession.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/TEBOW-ENRAPTURED.gif

Melatonin for sleeping.

--
snowpork
http://i51.tinypic.com/2r7txtx.jpg

From: ZaziGuado | #029
Melatonin for sleeping.

God dammit I was beaten to the punch. I've been on melatonin for the past month or so and it's the ****. I have no trouble sleeping, but it makes my lucid dreams more vivid so I'm really digging the stuff. It's basically like living out the day which is average to awesome (I'll say more on this later) and then getting to be in a movie when I sleep. I wake up feeling super refreshed, yet excited as well because I basically just went through some crazy story while I slept. It's damn cheap too.

But as others have said, this drinking has got to stop. I'm all for mindless self indulgence (it's my philosophy, really) but if you aren't enjoying it, you know it's bad for you, and you feel that you need to do it, then just ****ing stop. You don't need anything to make you happy, or numb you to your feelings. If this is actually clinical depression, get help. If you're just feeling down for whatever reason, help yourself.

It's late and I can't get too much into this without it sounding like some hippy bull****, but you're in control of how you feel. You don't ever have to feel terrible about your situation, whatever it is. If this is going to "work itself out" you're going to have to think about what it is that is making you feel this way, and why it has you so depressed. Alcohol will not solve anything. If you're going to turn to drugs to improve your mood, use the right supplements. Start taking 5-HTP, start waking up early, go outside, enjoy summer.

Augh. I hate talking to people in this way, but dependence on anything just ****ing disgusts me. You don't ****ing need it. You don't need anything. Have some goddamn faith in yourself.

Good night. I love you. :P

--
http://soundcloud.com/thundersheep/lunatic-asylum
http://soundcloud.com/thundersheep/summer-rain

So I laid in bed for ~8 hours and never got any sleep. But it's okay, I accepted that I just wouldn't get any sleep and decided to use the time to just rest and think of as many pleasant things as I could. Overall I'd say I succeeded. It wasn't too bad of a night, all things considered.

--
~Halo Everybody run!
http://img9.imageshack.us/img9/6195/furriese.jpg

From: ShadowHalo17 | #031
So I laid in bed for ~8 hours and never got any sleep. But it's okay, I accepted that I just wouldn't get any sleep and decided to use the time to just rest and think of as many pleasant things as I could. Overall I'd say I succeeded. It wasn't too bad of a night, all things considered.

That's what I like to hear. I'm proud of you duder, keep it up and things will change for the better.

--
http://soundcloud.com/thundersheep/lunatic-asylum
http://soundcloud.com/thundersheep/summer-rain

Rightbackatcha.

--
"Later..." <Toonami> <4/1/2012> <Never Forget> ~SCP~
http://img.imgcake.com/Jeffzeropngus.png