Current Events > I'm in the midst of a depression spell. I need encouraging words.

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On Wednesday, my birthday, my cousin was confirmed killed in a helicopter crash in the Marines.

On Saturday, MorningRose suggested we break up due to long-term obstacles. Naturally, I blame this failure on my disability. I've been mostly deflated ever since.
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Transgender sex Robots are in mass demand
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Ben_Ruggiero posted...

Transgender sex Robots are in mass demand

It isn't that.

For the first time in my life, I liked myself. I saw past my disability and felt worth a nickle.
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MorningRose's no longer forever alone person is you?
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Conflict posted...

You guys broke up before you even went on a date? Wow

Point-blank: I'm too limited...

DragonGirlYuki posted...

MorningRose's no longer forever alone person is you?

Wrong.
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Im sorry, my friend. You deserve better, and I hope things do go better for you in the future. Is there anything good on your horizon a fun event, or maybe a new game youre excited about?
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what disability
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BloodyNate posted...

Im sorry, my friend. You deserve better, and I hope things do go better for you in the future. Is there anything good on your horizon a fun event, or maybe a new game youre excited about?

Version 1.0 of my BotW guide is live. I worked for five months on it. It's beautiful.

I'm horsing around in Kingdom Hearts 1.5 FM. I want to cover that, plus Skyward Sword.
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refmon posted...

what disability

I was born with a rare form of Muscular Dystrophy called "Myotubular Myopathy." They call it "MTM1." I can't eat, talk loudly, walk, or even be alone. There's a gene therapy being tested on infants now. Results are beyond expectation. Nobody knows when older patients will get their turn.

I'm 29. I have a Major in Communication and a Minor in Writing. Yet, all I can do is write video game walkthroughs. There's a limit on how much money I can make, so I can't support anyone on my own.
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SSBBSB posted...

BloodyNate posted...

Im sorry, my friend. You deserve better, and I hope things do go better for you in the future. Is there anything good on your horizon a fun event, or maybe a new game youre excited about?

Version 1.0 of my BotW guide is live. I worked for five months on it. It's beautiful.

I'm horsing around in Kingdom Hearts 1.5 FM. I want to cover that, plus Skyward Sword.

Gonna be honest, I dont really follow because gamings not my thing, but if its tickling your jimmies then more power to you!
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Guides are what I'm good at. They help people.
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Conflict posted...

Ah I hear you. Sorry to hear about all that

Thank you.
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sigh
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SSBBSB posted...

Guides are what I'm good at. They help people.

Oh, theyre guides! Thats super cool, man. Im not a great gamer so I use them all the time, lol
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SSBBSB posted...

On Saturday, MorningRose suggested we break up due to long-term obstacles. Naturally, I blame this failure on my disability. I've been mostly deflated ever since.

That was always a strong possibility tho. Long-distance relationships where you've only met on the internet don't have high success rates in the first place. Still, nothing wrong with thinking maybe you could have been part of the 1% where it worked so sorry it didn't work out all the same.
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BloodyNate posted...

Thats super cool, man.

Thanks.

I work hard on them. I'm proud of them.
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Ivynn posted...

SSBBSB posted...

On Saturday, MorningRose suggested we break up due to long-term obstacles. Naturally, I blame this failure on my disability. I've been mostly deflated ever since.

That was always a strong possibility tho. Long-distance relationships where you've only met on the internet don't have high success rates in the first place. Still, nothing wrong with thinking maybe you could have been part of the 1% where it worked so sorry it didn't work out all the same.

I'm FAR too limited to have a normal relationship.
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Ivynn posted...

That was always a strong possibility tho. Long-distance relationships where you've only met on the internet don't have high success rates in the first place. Still, nothing wrong with thinking maybe you could have been part of the 1% where it worked so sorry it didn't work out all the same.

I just don't think we had enough in common, :(
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*hugs TC*

Hang in there dude
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MorningRose posted...

I just don't think we had enough in common, :(

You could've said that much earlier.

Just... Look me in the eye and tell me my disability had NO impact on this.

frozenshock posted...

Hang in there dude

I always do.
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SSBBSB posted...

You could've said that much earlier.

Just... Look me in the eye and tell me my disability had NO impact on this.

It became more apparent as time went on.
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MorningRose posted...

It became more apparent as time went on.

Hm.

Alright...
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MorningRose posted...

SSBBSB posted...

You could've said that much earlier.

Just... Look me in the eye and tell me my disability had NO impact on this.

It became more apparent as time went on.

what an answer
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Aeriis posted...

I hope your Kingdom Hearts and Skyward Sword guides go excellently for you.

I started SS, but wandered back to BotW.
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What disability?
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Aeriis posted...

So you really like Zelda? Is BotW your favorite?

Yup.

SS is 2nd.
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Viola posted...

MorningRose posted...

SSBBSB posted...

You could've said that much earlier.

Just... Look me in the eye and tell me my disability had NO impact on this.

It became more apparent as time went on.

what an answer

Yep
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Aeriis posted...

Are you excited for Kingdom Hearts 3?

I've only beaten KH1. I tried Re:CoM, but...it befuddled me.
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Sorry to hear that buddy
Keep on truckin
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MorningRose posted...

Yep

*slow clap*

You just revered my depression by confirming that my disability, which I can't control, was the thing you saw.

These other CE folks are right. I DO deserve better.
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Greenfox111 posted...

Keep on truckin

I will.
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SSBBSB posted...

*slow clap*

You just revered my depression by confirming that my disability, which I can't control, was the thing you saw.

These other CE folks are right. I DO deserve better.

What I said was no lie. The reason I broke up with you is because of our lack of shared interests.

If you really want to bring up your disability, though. It never mattered to me, though the reason I did give our relationship a chance is because I wanted you to be happy. I feared what would happen if I rejected you, so I gave it a chance. Here recently it became apparent to me that we wouldn't last in the long term if I kept the relationship up, so I wanted to break up before it became even harder to do so; the longer we were together, the more it would have hurt you if I broke up.
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MorningRose posted...

It never mattered to me, though the reason I did give our relationship a chance is because I wanted you to be happy. I feared what would happen if I rejected you, so I gave it a chance.

so you did it out of pity

poor guy
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I'm not exactly good with words but

https://www.reddit.com/r/wholesomememes/
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Alright.

Here's tonight's big question: What sort of partner would fit me and how am I to find her?
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Viola posted...

MorningRose posted...

It never mattered to me, though the reason I did give our relationship a chance is because I wanted you to be happy. I feared what would happen if I rejected you, so I gave it a chance.

so you did it out of pity

poor guy

Not exactly. He's a sweet guy, and that's definitely what his charm was.
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MorningRose posted...

Viola posted...

MorningRose posted...

It never mattered to me, though the reason I did give our relationship a chance is because I wanted you to be happy. I feared what would happen if I rejected you, so I gave it a chance.

so you did it out of pity

poor guy

Not exactly. He's a sweet guy, and that's definitely what his charm was.

it was nice of you to give him a chance at least but i do feel it probably only hurt him more
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Viola posted...

i do feel it probably only hurt him more

Correct.
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Idea 1 (language warning): http://inspirobot.me/ - this is really entertaining and has been a great distraction for me on occasion. I've sat for hours letting it generate content for me to laugh at.

Idea 2: Put on Fresh Prince while playing Civilization V.

Idea 3: Call up ya boys and pound some brewskies!

Idea 4: Eat a peanut butter sandwich paired with a glass of chocolate milk then find somebody to hang out with until you're basically asleep.
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Here's a Bonus Question: Is there any girl alive that would like me for the correct reasons?
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Daeum. How can two people into games not have shared interests?

Ranzoh posted...

Daeum. How can two people into games not have shared interests?

He's a Nintendo fanatic and I am not, to name one thing, >.<
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