Current Events > This will be my last topic for a while. I'm SSBBSB.

(+) Yeah! (+)

MR isn't to be blamed for anything. She tried to help me. I was too deep in my depression to change. I now realize I need real help. I feel empty because of my own doing. Even now, I wonder what horrors tomorrow will bring.

Between the family tragedies, the disability, the loneliness, and the computer issues...I broke. I need time to heal and grow.

I wish you the best of luck in figuring your life out. We all go through bad times, but keep fighting through. As they say, it's not over until you're six feet underground.

We'll miss you, buddy.
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Calwings posted...

I wish you the best of luck in figuring your life out. We all go through bad times, but keep fighting through. As they say, it's not over until you're six feet underground.

We'll miss you, buddy.

Thing is... I'm tired of just accepting and enduring. I need an inner reason to live. I need to value myself.

I'll miss you, Cal. You're good people.

Just quit the site cold turkey for good if you find it that detrimental.

gafemaqs posted...

Just quit the site cold turkey for good if you find it that detrimental.

Tomorrow, I will.

That's good. It's not like there's much here unless you like shitposting like moi

Best of luck
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gafemaqs posted...

That's good. It's not like there's much here unless you like shitposting like moi

I used to.

JMPzero posted...

Best of luck

Thanks.

I don't know any more of your situation than what you've said here, but I think you're doing the right thing
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Get better TC.
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I don't think I've ever interacted with you but I hope in your time away you are able to get the help you need

catboy0_0 posted...

I don't know any more of your situation than what you've said here, but I think you're doing the right thing

I am.

I need to move on.

Reis posted...

I don't think I've ever interacted with you but I hope in your time away you are able to get the help you need

My doctor is trying to find me a good therapist. I needed one ages ago.

MetaMajik posted...

Get better TC.

I'll try

don't forget to advocate for yourself if you think the treatment isn't working, but be open to what others have to say as well
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See you next week
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glitteringfairy posted...

See you next week

No.

Asking for help is a great first step. I hope you find your happy again soon.
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Mistere Man posted...

Asking for help is a great first step. I hope you find your happy again soon.

Thanks

even if you slip up and "fail", don't stop trying
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catboy0_0 posted...

even if you slip up and "fail", don't stop trying

I won't.

I'm...resilient.

Get well soon, maybe start watching MLP and joining the fandom. There's a reason why we're all very friendly.
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SweetieBelle462 posted...

MLP and joining the fandom

I grew bored of it.

PurpleCurple posted...

SweetieBelle462 posted...

MLP and joining the fandom

I grew bored of it.

That's too bad.

I still like it well enough but the upcoming reboot has me a bit worried.
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The end is near. I'm going to bed soon.

@MorningRose

Thank you for trying to help. In a way, you did help. I now know I need to find myself. Take care, Cici.

@ArchNemo

I want to return to see you and Cici truly enjoying life. I want you to truly save her.

@MegamanXfan21xx

@Cartridge88

Thanks for the support. You're good people.

PurpleCurple posted...

The end is near. I'm going to bed soon.

@MorningRose

Thank you for trying to help. In a way, you did help. I now know I need to find myself. Take care, Cici.

@ArchNemo

I want to return to see you and Cici truly enjoying life. I want you to truly save her.

Thank you, John. I hope you get better... it would make me happy.
*gives a big, warm and loving hug*
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MorningRose posted...

Thank you, John. I hope you get better... it would make me happy.
*gives a big, warm and loving hug*

*hugs*

Thanks. You once said I was "lost." I'm going to find myself.

Take care man. Don't be a stranger.
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Malcrasternus posted...

Take care man. Don't be a stranger.

You.

Skype me on Tuesday or whenever.

And...thank you.

nb4noUMA

This old fart is rooting for you!
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Mistere Man posted...

This old fart is rooting for you!

Thanks.

Tadg30 posted...

Best of luck.

Thanks.

Thanks to all.

I'm off.

PurpleCurple posted...

@MegamanXfan21xx

@Cartridge88

Thanks for the support. You're good people.

It's been good having you around all these years. We'll be waiting here when you return, provided the Socials are still around.
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MegamanXfan21xx posted...

It's been good having you around all these years. We'll be waiting here when you return, provided the Socials are still around.

Aye.

Noogie Twi for me.

I dont know what the story is here, but for what its worth, I was once in a rough spot and had a few massive melties on GFAQs. Came to the same realization that it was kinda holding me back from growing. Took a break and eventually came back, all good now.

Take care of yourself
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You do need help. There's no shame in it.

Good luck.
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Mr_Biscuit posted...

I dont know what the story is here, but for what its worth, I was once in a rough spot and had a few massive melties on GFAQs. Came to the same realization that it was kinda holding me back from growing. Took a break and eventually came back, all good now.

Take care of yourself

Yup.

I need to leave and find myself.

frozenshock posted...

You do need help.

I needed it in 2007.

You're not a machine.

At some point a human being can only endure so much before breaking.
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frozenshock posted...

You're not a machine.

At some point a human being can only endure so much before breaking.

I broke.

This is me recovering.

Night.

Good night for now in hopes of a new and better tomorrow.
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Don't know you but good luck man

*salutes*
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