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Lost_All_Senses 03/08/21 4:39:47 PM #51: |
Have you guys ever tried to live for others? When I wasn't feeling myself, it was my effort I'd put fourth in helping my family and what not that got me through it. However, my family is very vocal about appreciation and that was part of it. It's a lot harder if people feel entitled to your help. That makes you feel like you're not suppose to feel good about it, I imagine. You gotta create your own standards and realize you should feel like you did goid despite how others feel. That's the hard part.
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DDirtyDastard 03/08/21 4:39:53 PM #52: |
I realized I hated myself once I knew it was evil to be a cis-gendered heterosexual white male.
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Chewtarch 03/08/21 4:40:44 PM #53: |
DDirtyDastard posted...
I realized I hated myself once I knew it was evil to be a cis-gendered heterosexual white male.TC can you take solace in the fact that you're not a baby whiner like some people? ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DarthAragorn 03/08/21 4:49:36 PM #54: |
Lost_All_Senses posted...
Have you guys ever tried to live for others? When I wasn't feeling myself, it was my effort I'd put fourth in helping my family and what not that got me through it. However, my family is very vocal about appreciation and that was part of it. It's a lot harder if people feel entitled to your help. That makes you feel like you're not suppose to feel good about it, I imagine. You gotta create your own standards and realize you should feel like you did goid despite how others feel. That's the hard part.I would but all I have is my family and theyve all turned into alt right fucksticks so I dont really give a fuck about them ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DDirtyDastard 03/08/21 4:51:13 PM #55: |
Chewtarch posted...
TC can you take solace in the fact that you're not a baby whiner like some people?You're a racist. Fuck you. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DarthAragorn 03/08/21 5:04:12 PM #56: |
Shut the fuck up
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Kami_no_Kami 03/08/21 5:06:11 PM #57: |
JBaLLEN66 posted...
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Lost_All_Senses 03/08/21 5:08:00 PM #58: |
DarthAragorn posted...
I would but all I have is my family and theyve all turned into alt right fucksticks so I dont really give a fuck about them That's what I feared :(. I'm coming from a place of privilege in this area. It's much harder when you have to outsource for those who will appreciate your involvement. But there are groups/families out there who would take others into their circle if they show want to be a decent person. I hope you find the right community for you at some point and they show you your better qualities and help you make them flourish. --- Name checks out "Try to talk and they ain't listening, but they'll point it out when you get ignorant" - Dreezy ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DarthAragorn 03/08/21 5:27:37 PM #59: |
Lost_All_Senses posted...
That's what I feared :(. I'm coming from a place of privilege in this area. It's much harder when you have to outsource for those who will appreciate your involvement. But there are groups/families out there who would take others into their circle if they show want to be a decent person. I hope you find the right community for you at some point and they show you your better qualities and help you make them flourish.I havent had any luck finding that in the last 8 years ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DarthAragorn 03/08/21 6:34:51 PM #60: |
I dont think Ive felt this low in years
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ROOTFayth 03/08/21 6:36:13 PM #61: |
look at the bright side, you now have a purpose to improve yourself, lots of people dont have a purpose, when youre at the bottom you can only go up
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DarthAragorn 03/08/21 6:37:18 PM #62: |
ROOTFayth posted...
look at the bright side, you now have a purpose to improve yourself, lots of people dont have a purpose, when youre at the bottom you can only go updo I really though my personality will still be trash and I will still have the severe social anxiety and shit whats the point ... Copied to Clipboard!
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ROOTFayth 03/08/21 6:40:51 PM #63: |
the point is to no longer have a trash personality and improve social anxiety obviously, this way you can have more fun experiencing life mate, let's fucking goooooooooooo
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DarthAragorn 03/08/21 10:36:43 PM #64: |
I almost cried at work today so theres that
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ROOTFayth 03/08/21 10:42:42 PM #65: |
have you tried therapy?
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DarthAragorn 03/08/21 10:45:20 PM #66: |
ROOTFayth posted...
have you tried therapy?Years ago, it didnt really help ... Copied to Clipboard!
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ROOTFayth 03/08/21 10:46:09 PM #67: |
DarthAragorn posted...
Years ago, it didnt really helpget another therapist, find one thatll help ... Copied to Clipboard!
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MrMallard 03/08/21 10:51:20 PM #69: |
I think I found the words for depression and self-hate around 10 years old. It was before I left primary school, that's for sure.
I think I'm as chill as I am today because I don't want other people to go through what I went through. I want people to feel secure and loved, and I want to hopefully feel secure and loved back as well. --- I know that you think you're not good for anything, the world makes you feel so small Now Playing: Hyrule Warriors, Old-School Runescape ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DarthAragorn 03/09/21 3:52:27 PM #70: |
ROOTFayth posted...
get another therapist, find one thatll helpI don't know how I can find the time to do that working Monday through Friday ... Copied to Clipboard!
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JBaLLEN66 03/09/21 3:53:42 PM #71: |
Pretty much every morning I'm reminded about it
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Eyeratosthenes 03/09/21 3:54:42 PM #72: |
DarthAragorn posted...
I don't know how I can find the time to do that working Monday through Fridayplenty of therapists can accommodate weekends. my weekly slots have changed from friday evenings, to saturday afternoons, to thursday afternoons, and now to wednesday nights. a lot will also charge on a sliding scale --- Aiways / Hairistotle ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DarthAragorn 03/09/21 5:46:15 PM #73: |
Eyeratosthenes posted...
plenty of therapists can accommodate weekends. my weekly slots have changed from friday evenings, to saturday afternoons, to thursday afternoons, and now to wednesday nights. a lot will also charge on a sliding scaleI might need to find one that offers it for almost free, Im fucking broke ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Southernfatman 03/09/21 5:49:05 PM #74: |
I always had depression and self esteem issues, but by my mid 20s it really set in. I realized my life won't get any better and I'm the biggest reason why.
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One_Day_Remains 03/09/21 5:51:49 PM #75: |
I think you just need encouragement and reassurance
But you also have to be open to receiving it as well --- Ten sounds sound like bloated constipated arena rock - GhettoFlip ... Copied to Clipboard!
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RedJackson 03/09/21 5:55:25 PM #76: |
Never. I don't hate myself as much as I am over myself and my opinions - the external world has far better and more interesting things to say and show me
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pure_temper 03/09/21 5:55:47 PM #77: |
Depressing and misanthropic views are from the devil
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RedJackson 03/09/21 5:56:46 PM #78: |
One_Day_Remains posted...
I think you just need encouragement and reassurance This. It's helpful to have friends that'll work you out of daily funks and if not - I can be your friend! :D pure_temper posted... Depressing and misanthropic views are from the devil Ey man, we both know the devils work is garbage --- ... Copied to Clipboard!
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pure_temper 03/09/21 6:01:46 PM #79: |
RedJackson posted...
Ey man, we both know the devils work is garbage indeed. Evil is so stupid. --- proudclad LAYIN DOWN THE SMACK - Error1355 Christian Marxism actually makes sense. (Islamic, Buddhist, Hindu, etc too!) ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Dragon239 03/09/21 6:06:00 PM #80: |
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RedJackson 03/09/21 6:14:16 PM #81: |
pure_temper posted...
indeed. Evil is so stupid. Youre a great dude with a great perspective on spirituality that I immensely respect man - conquer that mofo with the tools ya got, dont let those things win --- ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DarthAragorn 03/09/21 6:27:42 PM #82: |
One_Day_Remains posted...
I think you just need encouragement and reassuranceTheres nothing good to encourage or reassure ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Background_Guy 03/09/21 6:28:32 PM #83: |
Middle school
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pure_temper 03/09/21 6:35:47 PM #84: |
RedJackson posted...
Youre a great dude with a great perspective on spirituality that I immensely respect man - conquer that mofo with the tools ya got, dont let those things win i did not realize anyone was paying attention but i appreciate your very kind words and 100% believe them for you too my friend!!!! --- proudclad LAYIN DOWN THE SMACK - Error1355 Christian Marxism actually makes sense. (Islamic, Buddhist, Hindu, etc too!) ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DarthAragorn 03/09/21 8:30:56 PM #85: |
Well at least I got hair growth shit today. So in 6 months to a year maybe I wont be bald as fuck at least, just still fat and ugly and no social skills
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DarthAragorn 03/09/21 10:41:31 PM #86: |
Can I live off just one meal a day
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harley2280 03/09/21 10:45:48 PM #87: |
When I was like 9 and realized my parents just thought of me as a burden and had no interest in being parents so my siblings and grandparents had to do it.
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Chewtarch 03/09/21 10:47:56 PM #88: |
DarthAragorn posted...
Can I live off just one meal a dayyou absolutely can. it's how i lost 140 lbs my dude. even to this day i still tend to eat one meal a day. i have since learned it's an actual strat called intermittent fasting. i was just doing it out of piggishness lol. wanted to save all my calories for one meal so i could fool myself that i'm eating a lot --- Aiways / Hairistotle ... Copied to Clipboard!
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ZeroX91 03/09/21 10:50:43 PM #89: |
When my left hand didnt cutit anymore
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evil_cricket 03/09/21 10:54:48 PM #90: |
Never hated myself. Had a bit of teen angst back in high school, but I figured some things out and eventually settled into who I am.
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Frizzurd 03/09/21 11:32:50 PM #91: |
since childhood, but lost all hope after college debt ruined me
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yutterh 03/09/21 11:33:25 PM #92: |
Since birth
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DarthAragorn 03/10/21 7:37:06 PM #93: |
Frizzurd posted...
since childhood, but lost all hope after college debt ruined mefuck i fucking forgot about debt welp ... Copied to Clipboard!
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ROOTFayth 03/10/21 7:42:19 PM #94: |
you're lucky though, inflation is rising so quickly that your debt will now be greatly devalued, rejoice!
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electricbugs2 03/10/21 7:45:43 PM #95: |
Yall are depressing as fuck.
Even with the pandemic life isnt that bad. Go out and smell the flowers, and if that doesnt work theres a pill to make your misery go away. --- Balenciaga hoodies and Gucci shoes #FreeMelly ... Copied to Clipboard!
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The_Creep_2020 03/10/21 7:46:47 PM #96: |
Well, my first depressive episode was at about 15-16, so then.
These days Im content within myself, which is nice. --- Have I carved enough, my Lord? Child, you are a bone ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Yadoken 03/10/21 7:48:46 PM #97: |
Since around 9 I guess is when I first had thoughts of not wanting to be "around".
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DarthAragorn 03/10/21 7:59:16 PM #98: |
electricbugs2 posted...
Yall are depressing as fuck.It is tho ... Copied to Clipboard!
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electricbugs2 03/10/21 8:00:51 PM #99: |
DarthAragorn posted...
It is thoNo not at all. --- Balenciaga hoodies and Gucci shoes #FreeMelly ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Eyeratosthenes 03/10/21 8:03:43 PM #100: |
electricbugs2 posted...
Yall are depressing as fuck.The tone of this post seems snakelike. There's no need to handwave away serious issues like depression, self image, despair You could have not said anything instead of taking a potshot at a dude down and out. Pretty low of you, man. And no one buys you were intending to give him advice, if that was going to be your rebuke. --- Aiways / Hairistotle ... Copied to Clipboard!
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