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JuanCarlos1 11/20/22 5:59:11 PM #51:	DarkRoast posted... I'm doing a really fucking bad job of holding it together right now. I could pass off as a male exactly nowhere. Joke or not ...we males can cry a lot. It's not something exclusive to females. Were just socially groomed to not show it --- Mas dicen, que en las dimensiones de nuestro ser... hay muchos detalles por conocer... <cite>JuanCarlos1 posted [p:969573455] in Sayoria, i... [t:80241476]...</cite> <quote>DarkRoast posted... </cite><quote>I'm doing a really fucking bad job of holding it together right now.I could pass off as a male exactly nowhere.</quote>Joke or not ...we males can cry a lot. It's not something exclusive to females. Were just socially groomed to not show it </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DarkRoast 11/20/22 6:00:34 PM #52:	JuanCarlos1 posted... Joke or not ...we males can cry a lot. It's not something exclusive to females. Were just socially groomed to not show it Man, not like this. Trust me on this. I lived 30 years as a guy and it has nothing on this. --- Lenovo Legion 7 - Ryzen 5900HX, RTX 3080 16 GB (165W), 32 GB DDR4-3200 By Grabthar's hammer............... What a laptop. <cite>DarkRoast posted [p:969573480] in Sayoria, i... [t:80241476]...</cite> <quote>JuanCarlos1 posted... </cite><quote>Joke or not ...we males can cry a lot. It's not something exclusive to females. Were just socially groomed to not show it</quote>Man, not like this. Trust me on this. I lived 30 years as a guy and it has nothing on this.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
GeraldDarko 11/20/22 6:01:22 PM #53:	I wouldn't say having a tough time dealing with the situation is insane at all-- it's pretty normal, actually. --- Carpe petat <cite>GeraldDarko posted [p:969573498] in Sayoria, i... [t:80241476]...</cite> <quote>I wouldn't say having a tough time dealing with the situation is insane at all-- it's pretty normal, actually. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Questionmarktarius 11/20/22 6:01:35 PM #54:	DarkRoast posted... Cleo following me around cleaning up my messes. Awww... Cleo's your Doom_Art. <cite>Questionmarktarius posted [p:969573503] in Sayoria, i... [t:80241476]...</cite> <quote>DarkRoast posted... </cite><quote>Cleo following me around cleaning up my messes.</quote>Awww... Cleo's your Doom_Art.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DarkRoast 11/20/22 6:02:47 PM #55:	I helped Doom_Art years ago when he had the lymphoma. That was actually the turning point for me in a lot of ways, especially politically. --- Lenovo Legion 7 - Ryzen 5900HX, RTX 3080 16 GB (165W), 32 GB DDR4-3200 By Grabthar's hammer............... What a laptop. <cite>DarkRoast posted [p:969573530] in Sayoria, i... [t:80241476]...</cite> <quote>I helped Doom_Art years ago when he had the lymphoma. That was actually the turning point for me in a lot of ways, especially politically.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Gwynevere 11/20/22 7:05:19 PM #56:	It's perfectly normal to feel like the whole world is falling apart around you, especially if you've been living the last 30 years as a dude to find out that's not what you really want. I didn't start my gender discovery journey in full until I was 28 and that's a scary ass step to take this deep into our lives. On top of that you're pregnant, so you've really got a mountain of shit to sort out. And there's no harm in venting here, it beats political troll topic # 345 of the day --- A hunter is a hunter...even in a dream [She/they] <cite>Gwynevere posted [p:969575093] in Sayoria, i... [t:80241476]...</cite> <quote>It's perfectly normal to feel like the whole world is falling apart around you, especially if you've been living the last 30 years as a dude to find out that's not what you really want. I didn't start my gender discovery journey in full until I was 28 and that's a scary ass step to take this deep into our lives. On top of that you're pregnant, so you've really got a mountain of shit to sort out. And there's no harm in venting here, it beats political troll topic # 345 of the day</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DarkRoast 11/20/22 7:07:40 PM #57:	Thanks, Gwynevere. Getting pregnant while also trying to pass as male was an apocalyptically terrible idea, but it also made me realize who I actually am. Not the facade I took on for so many years. And I'm embarrassed that I lied to myself for that long. Legitimately embarrassed. I was born female and I don't even know how to be female. How insanely ridiculous is that? I've LITERALLY had exactly zero friends who are girls (other than my wife). I'm starting from nowhere except the fact that I have a baby in my belly and I want to look pretty. I'm that ridiculous. I don't know how any bra other than the most basic kind works. I don't know how to do makeup. I don't know ANYthing. I deliberately, actively avoided this stuff for 30+ years! --- Lenovo Legion 7 - Ryzen 5900HX, RTX 3080 16 GB (165W), 32 GB DDR4-3200 By Grabthar's hammer............... What a laptop. <cite>DarkRoast posted [p:969575149] in Sayoria, i... [t:80241476]...</cite> <quote>Thanks, Gwynevere. Getting pregnant while also trying to pass as male was an apocalyptically terrible idea, but it also made me realize who I actually am. Not the facade I took on for so many years. And I'm embarrassed that I lied to myself for that long. Legitimately embarrassed. I was born female and I don't even know how to be female. How insanely ridiculous is that?I've LITERALLY had exactly zero friends who are girls (other than my wife). I'm starting from nowhere except the fact that I have a baby in my belly and I want to look pretty. I'm that ridiculous.I don't know how any bra other than the most basic kind works. I don't know how to do makeup. I don't know ANYthing. I deliberately, actively avoided this stuff for 30+ years!</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Funkydog 11/20/22 7:17:46 PM #58:	DarkRoast posted... I don't know how any bra other than the most basic kind works. I don't know how to do makeup. I don't know ANYthing. I deliberately, actively avoided this stuff for 30+ years! Time to fall down the youtube makeup rabbit hole! Are loads of great ones, or were, I managed to escape awhile ago so no idea what it's like these days tbh. As for bra's etc, if you have the time/a store nearby, often are ones who will give you a proper fitting as you would be shocked by how many of us wear the wrong size. Heck, I'm sure your wife could help too probably. Also, nothing ridiculous about this or what you're going through. Just think of it as a time to experiment with what makeup you do or don't like. Go wild! --- Let's make biscuits! <cite>Funkydog posted [p:969575366] in Sayoria, i... [t:80241476]...</cite> <quote>DarkRoast posted... </cite><quote>I don't know how any bra other than the most basic kind works. I don't know how to do makeup. I don't know ANYthing. I deliberately, actively avoided this stuff for 30+ years!</quote>Time to fall down the youtube makeup rabbit hole!Are loads of great ones, or were, I managed to escape awhile ago so no idea what it's like these days tbh. As for bra's etc, if you have the time/a store nearby, often are ones who will give you a proper fitting as you would be shocked by how many of us wear the wrong size. Heck, I'm sure your wife could help too probably.Also, nothing ridiculous about this or what you're going through. Just think of it as a time to experiment with what makeup you do or don't like. Go wild! </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
RenescoStCewl 11/20/22 7:18:24 PM #59:	DarkRoast posted... Man, not like this. Trust me on this. I lived 30 years as a guy and it has nothing on this. Are you gatekeeping crying? It's great you're finding who you really are but this is just kind of toxic. --- He/him <cite>RenescoStCewl posted [p:969575391] in Sayoria, i... [t:80241476]...</cite> <quote>DarkRoast posted... </cite><quote>Man, not like this. Trust me on this. I lived 30 years as a guy and it has nothing on this.</quote>Are you gatekeeping crying? It's great you're finding who you really are but this is just kind of toxic.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DarkRoast 11/20/22 7:20:14 PM #60:	RenescoStCewl posted... Are you gatekeeping crying? It's great you're finding who you really are but this is just kind of toxic. No I just hate myself for being a fucking idiot for so long. I wasn't prepared for what I just did to myself with pregnancy. --- Lenovo Legion 7 - Ryzen 5900HX, RTX 3080 16 GB (165W), 32 GB DDR4-3200 By Grabthar's hammer............... What a laptop. <cite>DarkRoast posted [p:969575446] in Sayoria, i... [t:80241476]...</cite> <quote>RenescoStCewl posted... </cite><quote>Are you gatekeeping crying? It's great you're finding who you really are but this is just kind of toxic.</quote>No I just hate myself for being a fucking idiot for so long. I wasn't prepared for what I just did to myself with pregnancy. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DarkRoast 11/20/22 7:21:49 PM #61:	Funkydog posted... Time to fall down the youtube makeup rabbit hole! Are loads of great ones, or were, I managed to escape awhile ago so no idea what it's like these days tbh. As for bra's etc, if you have the time/a store nearby, often are ones who will give you a proper fitting as you would be shocked by how many of us wear the wrong size. Heck, I'm sure your wife could help too probably. Also, nothing ridiculous about this or what you're going through. Just think of it as a time to experiment with what makeup you do or don't like. Go wild! Would you believe me if I told you that I literally haven't worn a bra since 1999? I'm so messed up. --- Lenovo Legion 7 - Ryzen 5900HX, RTX 3080 16 GB (165W), 32 GB DDR4-3200 By Grabthar's hammer............... What a laptop. <cite>DarkRoast posted [p:969575487] in Sayoria, i... [t:80241476]...</cite> <quote>Funkydog posted... </cite><quote>Time to fall down the youtube makeup rabbit hole!Are loads of great ones, or were, I managed to escape awhile ago so no idea what it's like these days tbh. As for bra's etc, if you have the time/a store nearby, often are ones who will give you a proper fitting as you would be shocked by how many of us wear the wrong size. Heck, I'm sure your wife could help too probably.Also, nothing ridiculous about this or what you're going through. Just think of it as a time to experiment with what makeup you do or don't like. Go wild!</quote>Would you believe me if I told you that I literally haven't worn a bra since 1999? I'm so messed up.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Funkydog 11/20/22 7:28:03 PM #62:	DarkRoast posted... Would you believe me if I told you that I literally haven't worn a bra since 1999? I'm so messed up Doesn't make you messed up at all. It's simply taken you some time to discover yourself, so now you can relish in picking out sexy, cute and comfy underwear for all different occasions. --- Let's make biscuits! <cite>Funkydog posted [p:969575603] in Sayoria, i... [t:80241476]...</cite> <quote>DarkRoast posted... </cite><quote>Would you believe me if I told you that I literally haven't worn a bra since 1999? I'm so messed up</quote>Doesn't make you messed up at all. It's simply taken you some time to discover yourself, so now you can relish in picking out sexy, cute and comfy underwear for all different occasions.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Irony 11/20/22 7:33:27 PM #63:	https://gamefaqs.gamespot.com/a/user_image/6/9/8/AAJHVqAAD57S.jpg --- I am Mogar, God of Irony and The Devourer of Topics. <cite>Irony posted [p:969575719] in Sayoria, i... [t:80241476]...</cite> <quote>https://gamefaqs.gamespot.com/a/user_image/6/9/8/AAJHVqAAD57S.jpg </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
-BrokenSpiral- 11/20/22 7:34:32 PM #64:	TheGoldenEel posted... I get that pregnancy hormones can be intense but dont you have like, moral support outside of ce I'd be surprised if many CE members do. It's CE. <cite>-BrokenSpiral- posted [p:969575747] in Sayoria, i... [t:80241476]...</cite> <quote>TheGoldenEel posted... </cite><quote>I get that pregnancy hormones can be intense but dont you have like, moral support outside of ce</quote>I'd be surprised if many CE members do.It's CE.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
mybbqrules 11/20/22 9:02:06 PM #65:	ThePrinceFish posted... CE is not your diary, you are not a current event. Find a Discord. And yet you drug your anti vax chud ass in here all the same. How about you find the exit door and fuck off? --- Twice impeached, one-term President Donald J. Trump: Officially the worst president in American history after his seditious, traitorous acts on Jan 6, 2021. <cite>mybbqrules posted [p:969577645] in Sayoria, i... [t:80241476]...</cite> <quote>ThePrinceFish posted... </cite><quote>CE is not your diary, you are not a current event. Find a Discord.</quote>And yet you drug your anti vax chud ass in here all the same.How about you find the exit door and fuck off?</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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ThePrinceFish 11/20/22 9:12:10 PM #67:	mybbqrules posted... And yet you drug your anti vax chud ass in here all the same. How about you find the exit door and fuck off? lmao --- Then shall the righteous shine forth as the sun in the kingdom of their Father. Who hath ears to hear, let him hear. <cite>ThePrinceFish posted [p:969577844] in Sayoria, i... [t:80241476]...</cite> <quote>mybbqrules posted... </cite><quote>And yet you drug your anti vax chud ass in here all the same.How about you find the exit door and fuck off?</quote>lmao</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
ElatedVenusaur 11/20/22 9:25:18 PM #68:	DarkRoast posted... No I just hate myself for being a fucking idiot for so long. I wasn't prepared for what I just did to myself with pregnancy. Yo, I know its tempting to hate on yourself (I know I have and do, lol) but its ultimately unproductive. Its better to save that energy for making up for lost time. Also I dont think it was a bad idea to let Sayoria know what she means to you, even though she owes you an apology. --- I'm Queen of Tomorrow baby! Remember: heat from fire, fire from heat! She/her <cite>ElatedVenusaur posted [p:969578069] in Sayoria, i... [t:80241476]...</cite> <quote>DarkRoast posted... </cite><quote>No I just hate myself for being a fucking idiot for so long. I wasn't prepared for what I just did to myself with pregnancy.</quote>Yo, I know its tempting to hate on yourself (I know I have and do, lol) but its ultimately unproductive. Its better to save that energy for making up for lost time.Also I dont think it was a bad idea to let Sayoria know what she means to you, even though she owes you an apology.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Dessan 11/20/22 11:44:49 PM #70:	https://gamefaqs.gamespot.com/a/user_image/9/1/4/AAbrfZAAD5-q.jpg <cite>Dessan posted [p:969580677] in Sayoria, i... [t:80241476]...</cite> <quote>https://gamefaqs.gamespot.com/a/user_image/9/1/4/AAbrfZAAD5-q.jpg </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
jumi 11/20/22 11:54:05 PM #71:	I don't know your backstory and am having trouble understanding what's going on. You were born a girl, lived as a boy for many years, and you're trans? But not a boy? And you're pregnant? --- XBL Gamertag: Rob Thorsman Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/robertvsilvers <cite>jumi posted [p:969580835] in Sayoria, i... [t:80241476]...</cite> <quote>I don't know your backstory and am having trouble understanding what's going on.You were born a girl, lived as a boy for many years, and you're trans? But not a boy? And you're pregnant?</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Dat_Cracka_Jax 11/21/22 1:03:29 AM #72:	TC, after seeing your topics over the last few days, it could be helpful to take a couple days off from CE. Do you have a discord with some people that you find supportive? --- http://img826.imageshack.us/img826/8131/flame201010170949481638.jpg http://img705.imageshack.us/img705/5517/cateyes.gif Rams: 7-9 <cite>Dat_Cracka_Jax posted [p:969581815] in Sayoria, i... [t:80241476]...</cite> <quote>TC, after seeing your topics over the last few days, it could be helpful to take a couple days off from CE. Do you have a discord with some people that you find supportive? </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Akagami_Shanks 11/21/22 7:51:13 AM #73:	jumi posted... I don't know your backstory and am having trouble understanding what's going on. You were born a girl, lived as a boy for many years, and you're trans? But not a boy? And you're pregnant? They were born a girl, thought they were a boy so they started living as one I guess for 30 years(?) and got pregnant and had a realization that they are a girl and have been lying to themselves, and this upset Sayoria. that's what I gathered from this topic --- yes <cite>Akagami_Shanks posted [p:969585323] in Sayoria, i... [t:80241476]...</cite> <quote>jumi posted... </cite><quote>I don't know your backstory and am having trouble understanding what's going on.You were born a girl, lived as a boy for many years, and you're trans? But not a boy? And you're pregnant?</quote>They were born a girl, thought they were a boy so they started living as one I guess for 30 years(?) and got pregnant and had a realization that they are a girl and have been lying to themselves, and this upset Sayoria. that's what I gathered from this topic </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DB_Insider 11/21/22 7:54:13 AM #74:	Ivynn posted... https://gamefaqs.gamespot.com/a/user_image/7/2/5/AATz36AADSYd.jpg Inside thanos butt, then expand with glee --- https://gamefaqs.gamespot.com/boards/179741-omega-labyrinth/79814320 <cite>DB_Insider posted [p:969585357] in Sayoria, i... [t:80241476]...</cite> <quote>Ivynn posted... </cite><quote>https://gamefaqs.gamespot.com/a/user_image/7/2/5/AATz36AADSYd.jpg</quote>Inside thanos butt, then expand with glee</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
UnfairRepresent 11/21/22 7:59:27 AM #75:	I have no idea what's going on... --- ^ Hey now that's completely unfair! http://i.imgur.com/yPw05Ob.png <cite>UnfairRepresent posted [p:969585428] in Sayoria, i... [t:80241476]...</cite> <quote>I have no idea what's going on...</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DarkRoast 11/21/22 8:02:44 AM #76:	Just letting you guys know I'm ok. I called the on-call psychiatrist and spent the night under observation on the labor and delivery floor. They let me go this morning. --- Lenovo Legion 7 - Ryzen 5900HX, RTX 3080 16 GB (165W), 32 GB DDR4-3200 By Grabthar's hammer............... What a laptop. <cite>DarkRoast posted [p:969585453] in Sayoria, i... [t:80241476]...</cite> <quote>Just letting you guys know I'm ok. I called the on-call psychiatrist and spent the night under observation on the labor and delivery floor. They let me go this morning.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
CARRRNE_ASADA 11/21/22 8:05:00 AM #77:	Take it easy...dont overwhelm yourself with so many stressful thoughts and people. Focus on your pregnancy and family. --- SEXY SEXY! <cite>CARRRNE_ASADA posted [p:969585475] in Sayoria, i... [t:80241476]...</cite> <quote>Take it easy...dont overwhelm yourself with so many stressful thoughts and people. Focus on your pregnancy and family. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DarkRoast 11/21/22 8:06:01 AM #78:	CARRRNE_ASADA posted... Take it easy...dont overwhelm yourself with so many stressful thoughts and people. Focus on your pregnancy and family. I know. They've giving me today off and having someone fill in for me. Thanks. --- Lenovo Legion 7 - Ryzen 5900HX, RTX 3080 16 GB (165W), 32 GB DDR4-3200 By Grabthar's hammer............... What a laptop. <cite>DarkRoast posted [p:969585483] in Sayoria, i... [t:80241476]...</cite> <quote>CARRRNE_ASADA posted... </cite><quote>Take it easy...dont overwhelm yourself with so many stressful thoughts and people. Focus on your pregnancy and family.</quote>I know. They've giving me today off and having someone fill in for me. Thanks.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DarkRoast 11/21/22 8:22:28 AM #79:	Just want to say that this can happen to anyone with enough stress. If you start thinking unsafe thoughts, always get help. I'm in bed now, wife is keeping tabs on me. Going to sleep some more. --- Lenovo Legion 7 - Ryzen 5900HX, RTX 3080 16 GB (165W), 32 GB DDR4-3200 By Grabthar's hammer............... What a laptop. <cite>DarkRoast posted [p:969585696] in Sayoria, i... [t:80241476]...</cite> <quote>Just want to say that this can happen to anyone with enough stress. If you start thinking unsafe thoughts, always get help. I'm in bed now, wife is keeping tabs on me. Going to sleep some more.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Dat_Cracka_Jax 11/21/22 8:26:40 AM #80:	DarkRoast posted... Just letting you guys know I'm ok. I called the on-call psychiatrist and spent the night under observation on the labor and delivery floor. They let me go this morning. Glad to hear it. It's a great resource to have at work so it's great that you utilized it. Get some rest and limit time online for a while --- http://img826.imageshack.us/img826/8131/flame201010170949481638.jpg http://img705.imageshack.us/img705/5517/cateyes.gif Rams: 7-9 <cite>Dat_Cracka_Jax posted [p:969585756] in Sayoria, i... [t:80241476]...</cite> <quote>DarkRoast posted... </cite><quote>Just letting you guys know I'm ok. I called the on-call psychiatrist and spent the night under observation on the labor and delivery floor. They let me go this morning.</quote>Glad to hear it. It's a great resource to have at work so it's great that you utilized it. Get some rest and limit time online for a while</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Akagami_Shanks 11/21/22 8:35:57 AM #81:	you dont have to answer this TC but i am kinda curious, how did this pregnancy come about --- yes <cite>Akagami_Shanks posted [p:969585866] in Sayoria, i... [t:80241476]...</cite> <quote>you dont have to answer this TC but i am kinda curious, how did this pregnancy come about </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DarkRoast 11/21/22 9:06:49 AM #82:	Just want to add that if I can have this kind of breakdown, anyone can. Always call for help if you think something isn't right or you have dangerous thoughts. --- Lenovo Legion 7 - Ryzen 5900HX, RTX 3080 16 GB (165W), 32 GB DDR4-3200 By Grabthar's hammer............... What a laptop. <cite>DarkRoast posted [p:969586351] in Sayoria, i... [t:80241476]...</cite> <quote>Just want to add that if I can have this kind of breakdown, anyone can. Always call for help if you think something isn't right or you have dangerous thoughts.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Mistere_Man 11/21/22 5:08:26 PM #83:	I hope you are feeling better today. --- Water+Fall=Radiation. <cite>Mistere_Man posted [p:969596436] in Sayoria, i... [t:80241476]...</cite> <quote>I hope you are feeling better today. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DarkRoast 11/21/22 5:51:01 PM #84:	Yeah I'm ok --- Lenovo Legion 7 - Ryzen 5900HX, RTX 3080 16 GB (165W), 32 GB DDR4-3200 By Grabthar's hammer............... What a laptop. <cite>DarkRoast posted [p:969597430] in Sayoria, i... [t:80241476]...</cite> <quote>Yeah I'm ok </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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