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DarkRoast 12/01/22 5:08:23 PM #101: |
well-excuse-me posted... this thread reads like a livechat on a myspace page They have been helping me through this because it's not good for my mental health to go through this by myself. I tried it on my own, didn't turn out well. --- Lenovo Legion 7 - Ryzen 5900HX, RTX 3080 16 GB (165W), 32 GB DDR4-3200 By Grabthar's hammer............... What a laptop. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DarkRoast 12/01/22 5:19:37 PM #102: |
Not seeing myself in the mirror is one of the strangest feelings I've ever had. I can't even describe it. --- Lenovo Legion 7 - Ryzen 5900HX, RTX 3080 16 GB (165W), 32 GB DDR4-3200 By Grabthar's hammer............... What a laptop. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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ElatedVenusaur 12/01/22 5:28:00 PM #103: |
DarkRoast posted... Not seeing myself in the mirror is one of the strangest feelings I've ever had. I can't even describe it.I didnt realize that was what I was feeling until I started transitioning and started seeing a woman in the mirror. Having an affirming girlfriend who readily praises my appearance has done wonders for my self-esteem. --- I'm Queen of Tomorrow baby! Remember: heat from fire, fire from heat! She/her ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DarkRoast 12/01/22 5:29:37 PM #104: |
ElatedVenusaur posted... I didnt realize that was what I was feeling until I started transitioning and started seeing a woman in the mirror. I didn't get the benefit of a slow transition though. Since my body was already female, all I had to do was stop binding, get a haircut and wear different clothes. But I did it instantly and it's fucking with my head lol. --- Lenovo Legion 7 - Ryzen 5900HX, RTX 3080 16 GB (165W), 32 GB DDR4-3200 By Grabthar's hammer............... What a laptop. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DarkRoast 12/01/22 5:48:01 PM #105: |
Sigh @Cleo_II I'm sorry for the drama --- Lenovo Legion 7 - Ryzen 5900HX, RTX 3080 16 GB (165W), 32 GB DDR4-3200 By Grabthar's hammer............... What a laptop. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DarkRoast 12/01/22 6:17:14 PM #108: |
I need these topics to hold myself together. I tried it on my own for 4 months and I had to go to inpatient psych. I would rather keep talking my thoughts here than keep them inside. Thanks @Ankha You don't have to spend all this time with me but I really appreciate it --- Lenovo Legion 7 - Ryzen 5900HX, RTX 3080 16 GB (165W), 32 GB DDR4-3200 By Grabthar's hammer............... What a laptop. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Kamen_Rider_Blade 12/01/22 6:27:03 PM #109: |
DarkRoast posted... I didn't get the benefit of a slow transition though. Since my body was already female, all I had to do was stop binding, get a haircut and wear different clothes. But I did it instantly and it's fucking with my head lol.No need to "Rush", take it easy. --- Are you a MexiCAN or a MexiCAN'T - Johnny Depp 'Once Upon A Time in Mexico' ... Copied to Clipboard!
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gunplagirl 12/01/22 6:35:38 PM #110: |
I missed the last 70 posts and am too lazy to read them. Staying warm? --- tfw no big tiddy goth vampire gf who lactates blood - viewmaster_pi ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DarkRoast 12/01/22 6:42:05 PM #111: |
gunplagirl posted... I missed the last 70 posts and am too lazy to read them. Staying warm? Yeah... I overdid it and got a makeover and I don't think I was ready for that much female in me. I shouldn't have pushed it. --- Lenovo Legion 7 - Ryzen 5900HX, RTX 3080 16 GB (165W), 32 GB DDR4-3200 By Grabthar's hammer............... What a laptop. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Foppe 12/01/22 6:47:45 PM #112: |
gunplagirl posted... I missed the last 70 posts and am too lazy to read them. Staying warm?She went to a salon, she looks great, her mind crashes because she cant understand how cute she is. --- GameFAQs isn't going to be merged in with GameSpot or any other site. We're not going to strip out the soul of the site. -CJayC ... Copied to Clipboard!
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spikethedevil 12/01/22 6:47:51 PM #113: |
Take it as slow as you need to. --- A garbage pod!? It's a smegging garbage pod! ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DarkRoast 12/01/22 6:59:35 PM #116: |
[LFAQs-redacted-quote] I keep it in only one topic so I wont annoy others --- Lenovo Legion 7 - Ryzen 5900HX, RTX 3080 16 GB (165W), 32 GB DDR4-3200 By Grabthar's hammer............... What a laptop. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DarkRoast 12/01/22 7:05:42 PM #118: |
Debated whether I would wear my sleep T shirt and boxers (male me) or my pink sleep gown / nightie. I put on the nightie. I have to get through this. This struggle wont beat me. At some point I need to let go of using boxer briefs and just wear panties. --- Lenovo Legion 7 - Ryzen 5900HX, RTX 3080 16 GB (165W), 32 GB DDR4-3200 By Grabthar's hammer............... What a laptop. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Mormaurd 12/01/22 7:11:35 PM #119: |
Could try a middleground to help the switch like boyshorts. --- http://i.imgur.com/ydU4CFf.jpg ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DarkRoast 12/01/22 7:12:44 PM #120: |
Mormaurd posted... Could try a middleground to help the switch like boyshorts. Yeah I bought a few pairs. Might use those next. --- Lenovo Legion 7 - Ryzen 5900HX, RTX 3080 16 GB (165W), 32 GB DDR4-3200 By Grabthar's hammer............... What a laptop. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DarkRoast 12/01/22 7:43:27 PM #121: |
Lina just got home and we took a shower together. Washed off the light makeup. Lina thinks I look better without it. She apologized for pushing me too far with girly clothing. I told her Im trying, but Im insecure. She did my hair into little pigtails which I think are really cute. Were watching Spirited Away, and Im resting in her arms. Im ok if shes with me --- Lenovo Legion 7 - Ryzen 5900HX, RTX 3080 16 GB (165W), 32 GB DDR4-3200 By Grabthar's hammer............... What a laptop. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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spikethedevil 12/01/22 7:52:15 PM #122: |
DarkRoast posted... Lina just got home and we took a shower together. Washed off the light makeup. Lina thinks I look better without it. She apologized for pushing me too far with girly clothing. I told her Im trying, but Im insecure. She did my hair into little pigtails which I think are really cute. She sounds amazing and also couple goals the post. --- A garbage pod!? It's a smegging garbage pod! ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DarkRoast 12/01/22 7:56:55 PM #123: |
She's wonderful. Seriously. I can't even begin to describe how lucky I am that I got to marry her. But in general she's a lot more mature than me - more confident in herself. I second guess everything I do. I wish I was as attractive as her though. --- Lenovo Legion 7 - Ryzen 5900HX, RTX 3080 16 GB (165W), 32 GB DDR4-3200 By Grabthar's hammer............... What a laptop. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DarkRoast 12/01/22 8:03:43 PM #124: |
Honestly, I don't deserve Lina --- Lenovo Legion 7 - Ryzen 5900HX, RTX 3080 16 GB (165W), 32 GB DDR4-3200 By Grabthar's hammer............... What a laptop. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DarkRoast 12/01/22 9:05:24 PM #125: |
I need to be out of that other topic, it has me crying --- Lenovo Legion 7 - Ryzen 5900HX, RTX 3080 16 GB (165W), 32 GB DDR4-3200 By Grabthar's hammer............... What a laptop. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DarkRoast 12/01/22 9:12:23 PM #127: |
[LFAQs-redacted-quote] Lina is the most beautiful girl I've ever met, and that's not even hyperbole. She literally is. She's lovely inside and out. I don't know how she's willing to tolerate me right now. --- Lenovo Legion 7 - Ryzen 5900HX, RTX 3080 16 GB (165W), 32 GB DDR4-3200 By Grabthar's hammer............... What a laptop. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DarkRoast 12/01/22 9:19:54 PM #129: |
Thank you, Gladius. I'm a wreck lol --- Lenovo Legion 7 - Ryzen 5900HX, RTX 3080 16 GB (165W), 32 GB DDR4-3200 By Grabthar's hammer............... What a laptop. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Tyranthraxus 12/01/22 9:29:20 PM #131: |
https://gamefaqs.gamespot.com/a/user_image/5/5/4/AARLwzAAD8VS.jpg --- It says right here in Matthew 16:4 "Jesus doth not need a giant Mecha." https://i.imgur.com/dQgC4kv.jpg ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DarkRoast 12/01/22 9:33:13 PM #132: |
I'm ok. Calmed myself down. Fuck these hormones, man --- Lenovo Legion 7 - Ryzen 5900HX, RTX 3080 16 GB (165W), 32 GB DDR4-3200 By Grabthar's hammer............... What a laptop. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Questionmarktarius 12/01/22 9:37:48 PM #134: |
gunplagirl posted... Oh, I see how it is. "Genetically". Yikes.i'm "genetically" human, but still awful at being one. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Tyranthraxus 12/01/22 9:37:58 PM #135: |
That tag you got there is major >_> --- It says right here in Matthew 16:4 "Jesus doth not need a giant Mecha." https://i.imgur.com/dQgC4kv.jpg ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Malcrasternus 12/01/22 9:38:12 PM #136: |
DarkRoast posted... I'm ok. Calmed myself down. It happens. Thankfully you got some peeps with good heads on their shoulders here. --- 4/15/1951 - 3/18/2014 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DarkRoast 12/01/22 9:38:39 PM #137: |
How else am I supposed to say born female in a respectful way to all the trans women out there? They're born female too, but the genes were not right. As far as I'm concerned, you and Sayoria are more female than I am. I'm just a fucking poser. --- Lenovo Legion 7 - Ryzen 5900HX, RTX 3080 16 GB (165W), 32 GB DDR4-3200 By Grabthar's hammer............... What a laptop. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Tyranthraxus 12/01/22 9:39:50 PM #138: |
DarkRoast posted... How else am I supposed to say born female in a respectful way to all the trans women out there? They're born female too, but the genes were not right. I'm not trans but I think the preferred way is "AFAB" --- It says right here in Matthew 16:4 "Jesus doth not need a giant Mecha." https://i.imgur.com/dQgC4kv.jpg ... Copied to Clipboard!
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CyricZ 12/01/22 9:40:10 PM #139: |
DarkRoast posted... I'm just a fucking power.You're a dominion. --- CyricZ He/him ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Tyranthraxus 12/01/22 9:40:45 PM #140: |
CyricZ posted... You're a dominion. I want to be the Seraphim. Be not afraid. --- It says right here in Matthew 16:4 "Jesus doth not need a giant Mecha." https://i.imgur.com/dQgC4kv.jpg ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DarkRoast 12/01/22 9:41:19 PM #141: |
Great and now gunplagirl hates me too --- Lenovo Legion 7 - Ryzen 5900HX, RTX 3080 16 GB (165W), 32 GB DDR4-3200 By Grabthar's hammer............... What a laptop. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Tyranthraxus 12/01/22 9:41:57 PM #142: |
DarkRoast posted... Great and now gunplagirl hates me tooThat's just how she is I don't think she hates you. --- It says right here in Matthew 16:4 "Jesus doth not need a giant Mecha." https://i.imgur.com/dQgC4kv.jpg ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DarkRoast 12/01/22 9:42:58 PM #143: |
Tyranthraxus posted... That's just how she is I don't think she hates you. She wrote "c***" next to my name :( I looked up to her and Sayoria :( --- Lenovo Legion 7 - Ryzen 5900HX, RTX 3080 16 GB (165W), 32 GB DDR4-3200 By Grabthar's hammer............... What a laptop. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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gunplagirl 12/01/22 9:44:46 PM #144: |
DarkRoast posted... Great and now gunplagirl hates me tooI don't hate you I just got more upset than I should have. I know you didn't mean it it a bad way and I should have used it as a chance to ask you to change your language for the future. I'm just a little on edge myself due to stuff that happened today and that wasn't fair of me. I didn't even think about the tag showing up in the screenshot. :( I'm sorry. Tyranthraxus posted... That's just how she is I don't think she hates you.I don't. I'm just... Sometimes I overreact without considering any consequences for anyone, not even myself. --- tfw no big tiddy goth vampire gf who lactates blood - viewmaster_pi ... Copied to Clipboard!
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SuccubusLilith 12/01/22 9:45:01 PM #145: |
DarkRoast posted... Great and now gunplagirl hates me toothat's ok he hates everybody and everybody hates him --- Razorblade Romance ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Tyranthraxus 12/01/22 9:45:52 PM #146: |
See? happy ending for everyone. Except Oedipus. --- It says right here in Matthew 16:4 "Jesus doth not need a giant Mecha." https://i.imgur.com/dQgC4kv.jpg ... Copied to Clipboard!
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gunplagirl 12/01/22 9:45:58 PM #147: |
DarkRoast posted... How else am I supposed to say born female in a respectful way to all the trans women out there? They're born female too, but the genes were not right.Cisgender or cis. Also could describe yourself as an AFAB woman in certain contexts. Again, I'm sorry about that. :( --- tfw no big tiddy goth vampire gf who lactates blood - viewmaster_pi ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DarkRoast 12/01/22 9:46:09 PM #148: |
Fuck I'm sorry gunplagirl I didn't mean to I promise I was trying to be respectful I'm so messed up right now I'm sorry --- Lenovo Legion 7 - Ryzen 5900HX, RTX 3080 16 GB (165W), 32 GB DDR4-3200 By Grabthar's hammer............... What a laptop. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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gunplagirl 12/01/22 9:47:27 PM #149: |
DarkRoast posted... Fuck I'm sorry gunplagirl I didn't mean to I promise I was trying to be respectfulI think we're both just emotional messes so I accept your apology and I'm sorry as well. I'll reply properly tomorrow I think I need to just try taking a nap to see if that helps things any. --- tfw no big tiddy goth vampire gf who lactates blood - viewmaster_pi ... Copied to Clipboard!
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tripleh213 12/01/22 9:49:06 PM #150: |
What kind of coffee do you like? --- Bucks World Champions 2021 PS4 looks great ... Copied to Clipboard!
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gunplagirl 12/01/22 9:50:10 PM #151: |
https://gamefaqs.gamespot.com/a/user_image/5/8/3/AAc53qAAD8Vv.jpg There, I fixed that at least --- tfw no big tiddy goth vampire gf who lactates blood - viewmaster_pi ... Copied to Clipboard!
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