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SSBBSB 06/15/18 12:34:35 PM #1: |
I'm in no condition to work on my videos. Besides, nobody watches them anyway...
The inner demons are creeping over me. I'm tired of being in love with only my work. At the end of the day, I just want to feel worth a nickel. I want to be able to end the day in a truly comforting manner. Overworking myself, then lurking CE is all I have. I bury my emptiness under hours-per-day of work. --- All humans are creepy in their own way. - ggghhh3 3DS FC: 2294-4506-7568 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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PiOverlord 06/15/18 12:38:46 PM #2: |
Do you post your videos here?
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ImTheMacheteGuy 06/15/18 12:41:03 PM #4: |
Nickle
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SSBBSB 06/15/18 12:41:03 PM #5: |
PiOverlord posted...
Do you post your videos here? YouTube KingDogbertXIV --- All humans are creepy in their own way. - ggghhh3 3DS FC: 2294-4506-7568 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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SSBBSB 06/15/18 12:41:32 PM #6: |
ImTheMacheteGuy posted...
Nickle Whatever --- All humans are creepy in their own way. - ggghhh3 3DS FC: 2294-4506-7568 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DragonGirlYuki 06/15/18 12:42:29 PM #7: |
Post in political topics more then?
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SSBBSB 06/15/18 12:43:24 PM #8: |
DragonGirlYuki posted...
Post in political topics more then? I know little of politics. --- All humans are creepy in their own way. - ggghhh3 3DS FC: 2294-4506-7568 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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teepan95 06/15/18 12:43:58 PM #9: |
Invest in a hobby
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SSBBSB 06/15/18 12:45:15 PM #10: |
teepan95 posted...
Invest in a hobby Videos are my hobby. --- All humans are creepy in their own way. - ggghhh3 3DS FC: 2294-4506-7568 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DragonGirlYuki 06/15/18 12:46:42 PM #11: |
You don't lurk in the political topics?
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WhatHappened 06/15/18 12:47:27 PM #12: |
Get a Boyfriend.
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Lost_All_Senses 06/15/18 12:47:47 PM #13: |
SSBBSB posted...
I want to be able to end the day in a truly comforting manner. I personally use reefers for that --- There will always be exceptions. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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SSBBSB 06/15/18 12:48:06 PM #14: |
DragonGirlYuki posted...
You don't lurk in the political topics? It's just mud-flinging. --- All humans are creepy in their own way. - ggghhh3 3DS FC: 2294-4506-7568 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Lost_All_Senses 06/15/18 12:48:24 PM #15: |
WhatHappened posted...
Get a Boyfriend. He's not gay yo --- There will always be exceptions. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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SSBBSB 06/15/18 12:50:44 PM #16: |
WhatHappened posted...
Get a Boyfriend. 1. I'm straight. 2. I'm profoundly disabled. 3. I'm too limited. --- All humans are creepy in their own way. - ggghhh3 3DS FC: 2294-4506-7568 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DragonGirlYuki 06/15/18 12:51:25 PM #17: |
How about the drama topics?
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teepan95 06/15/18 12:53:01 PM #18: |
You need something to do for when you're burnt out, man
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SSBBSB 06/15/18 12:54:23 PM #19: |
DragonGirlYuki posted...
How about the drama topics? Cartridge88 is the only reason I haven't closed this account. He doesn't do Skype or Discord. --- All humans are creepy in their own way. - ggghhh3 3DS FC: 2294-4506-7568 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Malcrasternus 06/15/18 12:54:41 PM #20: |
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DragonGirlYuki 06/15/18 12:54:51 PM #21: |
I don't know that person. You have many alts?
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CharlesBronson 06/15/18 12:55:30 PM #22: |
maybe people would watch your videos if they had commentary
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SSBBSB 06/15/18 12:55:46 PM #23: |
teepan95 posted...
You need something to do for when you're burnt out, man Even "for-fun" games become work. --- All humans are creepy in their own way. - ggghhh3 3DS FC: 2294-4506-7568 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Ghirahim 06/15/18 12:56:42 PM #24: |
SSBBSB posted...
It's just mud-flinging. but mud-flinging it fun --- I do prefer Lord Ghirahim. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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SSBBSB 06/15/18 12:57:36 PM #25: |
Malcrasternus posted...
Aw. You semi-have Skype. Sort of. CharlesBronson posted... maybe people would watch your videos if they had commentary My voice is very weak. --- All humans are creepy in their own way. - ggghhh3 3DS FC: 2294-4506-7568 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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SSBBSB 06/15/18 12:58:21 PM #26: |
DragonGirlYuki posted...
You have many alts? Too many. --- All humans are creepy in their own way. - ggghhh3 3DS FC: 2294-4506-7568 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Lost_All_Senses 06/15/18 12:59:07 PM #27: |
SSBBSB posted...
teepan95 posted...You need something to do for when you're burnt out, man Im there too. Im disabled but not to your extent. I know how big losing interest in games is when you're home bound a lot. I haven't found the healthy remedy yet either man. I found some very unhealthy ones that just lead to a deeper hole. Somehow still manage to avoid deep depression tho. My depression is pretty contained. I tucked that shit down deep after facing it. --- There will always be exceptions. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DragonGirlYuki 06/15/18 12:59:08 PM #28: |
Hi Hoth.
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Malcrasternus 06/15/18 12:59:57 PM #29: |
SSBBSB posted...
You semi-have Skype. I'm on skype the moment my computer at home is turned on. --- https://imgur.com/yNe3tUF 4/15/1951 - 3/18/2014 "But not forgotten." ... Copied to Clipboard!
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SSBBSB 06/15/18 1:02:58 PM #30: |
DragonGirlYuki posted...
Hi Hoth. He ain't here. Lost_All_Senses posted... Im there too. Im disabled but not to your extent. I know how big losing interest in games is when you're home bound a lot. I haven't found the healthy remedy yet either man. I found some very unhealthy ones that just lead to a deeper hole. Somehow still manage to avoid deep depression tho. My depression is pretty contained. I tucked that s*** down deep after facing it. Right now, I feel only emptiness. How do you cope? --- All humans are creepy in their own way. - ggghhh3 3DS FC: 2294-4506-7568 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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SSBBSB 06/15/18 1:03:45 PM #31: |
Malcrasternus posted...
Oh... --- All humans are creepy in their own way. - ggghhh3 3DS FC: 2294-4506-7568 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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SSBBSB 06/15/18 1:05:49 PM #32: |
I only check the actual Skype thing rarely.
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frozenshock 06/15/18 1:06:40 PM #33: |
Hang in there dude.
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PiOverlord 06/15/18 1:09:24 PM #34: |
SSBBSB posted...
Malcrasternus posted...Aw. Everyone hates their own voice, myself included. I have heard all sorts of ranges on youtube though, even those slightly like mine, and I am able to adapt to them all. If the person is not annoying, or a jerk, or whatever, people will look past their flaws as a whole because it is easy to see when someone is passionate about what they do. Send us a voice clip. Say a good-length paragraph. I guarantee your voice isn't that weak. --- Number of legendary 500 post topics: 26, 500th posts: 19; PiO ATTN: 2 RotM wins 1, https://imgur.com/a/JTCCy JUST MONIKA JUST MONIKA JUST MONIKA JUST MONIKA ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Unknown5uspect 06/15/18 1:10:28 PM #35: |
Does it really help? Cause I've tried nothing and I'm all out of ideas.
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DragonGirlYuki 06/15/18 1:10:43 PM #36: |
You said you have a lot of alts though.
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Lost_All_Senses 06/15/18 1:11:06 PM #37: |
SSBBSB posted...
Right now, I feel only emptiness. How do you cope? Honestly I think I just started to think of life as not so serious and I just focus on making everyone around me happier through humor. I also feel good about myself by trying to motivate others to not fall into the holes I have. I mean everyone has to find what works for them. Every mind is unique and what works for me might not mean shit to the next man. I think the big thing for me was not beating myself up anymore for not being good at everything...or anything for that matter lol. I just decided Im happy with the person I am. Im nice, I try to help when Im able (its also ok to be selfish sometimes) andIm good at making people laugh. It took a huge weight off me when I realized I don't have to try so hard. The person I am is good enough. And tbh when I don't try Im way better at all those things cause Im not stressed out. Edit: Id be lying to say I don't have an empty feeling tho. That emptiness is a lack of hobbies and a significant other. --- There will always be exceptions. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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SSBBSB 06/15/18 1:31:57 PM #38: |
frozenshock posted...
Hang in there dude. I have no alternatives. PiOverlord posted...
I'm disabled. I can barely whisper. Unknown5uspect posted... Does it really help? Cause I've tried nothing and I'm all out of ideas. No. I want to teach. I settle for making videos. DragonGirlYuki posted... You said you have a lot of alts though. Is my usermap relevant to my core issue of not liking myself? --- All humans are creepy in their own way. - ggghhh3 3DS FC: 2294-4506-7568 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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ImTheMacheteGuy 06/15/18 1:35:56 PM #39: |
Are your videos game videos? Like playthroughs? I like to watch those and and actually prefer no commentary tbh
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SSBBSB 06/15/18 1:38:43 PM #40: |
ImTheMacheteGuy posted...
Are your videos game videos? Like playthroughs? I like to watch those and and actually prefer no commentary tbh Yup. I use captions. --- All humans are creepy in their own way. - ggghhh3 3DS FC: 2294-4506-7568 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Lost_All_Senses 06/15/18 1:40:55 PM #41: |
SSBBSB posted...
ImTheMacheteGuy posted...Are your videos game videos? Like playthroughs? I like to watch those and and actually prefer no commentary tbh The use of captions actually adds a uniqueness imo. --- There will always be exceptions. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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LordRazziel 06/15/18 1:41:37 PM #42: |
How are you profoundly disabled?
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SSBBSB 06/15/18 1:42:30 PM #43: |
Lost_All_Senses posted...
Thanks. I learned Adobe Premiere on the fly. --- All humans are creepy in their own way. - ggghhh3 3DS FC: 2294-4506-7568 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Unknown5uspect 06/15/18 1:43:45 PM #44: |
SSBBSB posted...
No. I meant the talking part. I've just been coping with drugs and alcohol for years until the depression goes away for a while. Only for it to keep coming back and punching me in the gut. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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SSBBSB 06/15/18 1:44:18 PM #45: |
LordRazziel posted...
How are you profoundly disabled? I have VERY weak voluntary muscles. I can't even lift my elbows. --- All humans are creepy in their own way. - ggghhh3 3DS FC: 2294-4506-7568 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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SSBBSB 06/15/18 1:48:33 PM #46: |
Unknown5uspect posted...
the talking part. Is beyond me until the folks at that big pharmaceutical company or the FDA deems the "treatment" safe enough for market --- All humans are creepy in their own way. - ggghhh3 3DS FC: 2294-4506-7568 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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LordRazziel 06/15/18 1:51:20 PM #47: |
SSBBSB posted...
LordRazziel posted...How are you profoundly disabled? Gotcha. Part of me thought you were going for the social anxiety/autism angle. I was gonna say your ability to communicate shows you are not, in fact, profoundly disabled. Edit: in that way Are there support groups in your area? Maybe ask your doctor if he knows of any. Sounds like that could be highly beneficial. --- https://imgur.com/8pzUM https://imgur.com/Oh1iujg The only bad part about flying is having to come back down to the f***in' world ~Rat ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Lost_All_Senses 06/15/18 1:53:19 PM #48: |
LordRazziel posted...
Gotcha. Ruuude --- There will always be exceptions. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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SSBBSB 06/15/18 1:54:45 PM #49: |
LordRazziel posted...
I'm the second-oldest person alive with my condition. Most are dead infants. --- All humans are creepy in their own way. - ggghhh3 3DS FC: 2294-4506-7568 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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SSBBSB 06/15/18 1:56:59 PM #50: |
Lost_All_Senses posted...
In his/her defense, I am...different. --- All humans are creepy in their own way. - ggghhh3 3DS FC: 2294-4506-7568 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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LordRazziel 06/15/18 1:59:21 PM #51: |
SSBBSB posted...
LordRazziel posted... Doesn't have to be for your condition, specifically. Could just be one where you can talk with people that understand the limitations and affects on your life. --- https://imgur.com/8pzUM https://imgur.com/Oh1iujg The only bad part about flying is having to come back down to the f***in' world ~Rat ... Copied to Clipboard!
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