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Lost_All_Senses
06/15/18 2:00:55 PM
#52:


SSBBSB posted...
Lost_All_Senses posted...

Ruuude

In his/her defense, I am...different.

I meant more so how he worded it like an accusation that you were making it up. We're all different. Being the same is an overated goal that us oddballs aim for cause we're so unhappy with where we are. No one wants to be an average person
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SSBBSB
06/15/18 2:01:24 PM
#53:


LordRazziel posted...

Doesn't have to be for your condition, specifically. Could just be one where you can talk with people that understand the limitations and affects on your life.

Explain...
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SSBBSB
06/15/18 2:02:33 PM
#54:


Lost_All_Senses posted...
No one wants to be an average person

I do.
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DragonGirlYuki
06/15/18 2:05:47 PM
#55:


Make alts for multiple personalities or gimmicks?
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SSBBSB
06/15/18 2:07:17 PM
#56:


DragonGirlYuki posted...
Make alts for multiple personalities or gimmicks?

I did...a decade ago.

It was stupid.
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Lost_All_Senses
06/15/18 2:08:37 PM
#57:


SSBBSB posted...
Lost_All_Senses posted...
No one wants to be an average person

I do.


You sure? You sure you don't just want the luxaries the average person has?
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LordRazziel
06/15/18 2:09:24 PM
#58:


SSBBSB posted...
LordRazziel posted...

Doesn't have to be for your condition, specifically. Could just be one where you can talk with people that understand the limitations and affects on your life.

Explain...

Just a group where people with profound physical disabilities meet. I don't know your condition, but I assume there are people with different conditions thst can relate to what you're going through.

The only reason I assumed it may be something that was in his head, is that it is a common thing on CE. It wasn't anything personal.
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DragonGirlYuki
06/15/18 2:12:33 PM
#59:


I am sure a lot of Brawl posters had plenty of alts a decade ago although most probably didn't survive.
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SSBBSB
06/15/18 2:13:52 PM
#60:


Lost_All_Senses posted...

You sure? You sure you don't just want the luxaries the average person has?

Like a normal body?

I've wanted normalcy ever since I was four.

LordRazziel posted...
Just a group where people with profound physical disabilities meet. I don't know your condition, but I assume there are people with different conditions thst can relate to what you're going through.

The only reason I assumed it may be something that was in his head, is that it is a common thing on CE. It wasn't anything personal.

Except mine has a working treatment being tested on human infants.

Other forms of Muscular Dystrophy have no hope.
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SSBBSB
06/15/18 2:14:30 PM
#61:


DragonGirlYuki posted...
I am sure a lot of Brawl posters had plenty of alts a decade ago although most probably didn't survive.

Your point?
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Lost_All_Senses
06/15/18 2:17:15 PM
#62:


SSBBSB posted...
Like a normal body?

I've wanted normalcy ever since I was four.


I feel like I came at this wrong. But you are focusing on just the good. In your situation you might not mind giving up a more unique mind and perspective which is reasonable but average people are usually at a constant struggle to prove they aren't average....eh, maybe it isn't as bad...neh fuck those people.
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Conception616
06/15/18 2:17:39 PM
#63:


Im reading TCs posts in Eric The Actors voice
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LordRazziel
06/15/18 2:17:45 PM
#64:


At least they could understand the limitations you have. Isn't that the thing getting you down?
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SSBBSB
06/15/18 2:20:08 PM
#65:


LordRazziel posted...
At least they could understand the limitations you have. Isn't that the thing getting you down?

At the core, I don't like myself.

I equate liking myself to being happy being disabled.
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DragonGirlYuki
06/15/18 2:20:36 PM
#66:


The alts were probably all banned.
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SSBBSB
06/15/18 2:20:41 PM
#67:


Conception616 posted...
Im reading TCs posts in Eric The Actors voice

Fascinating...
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Lost_All_Senses
06/15/18 2:22:40 PM
#68:


SSBBSB posted...
LordRazziel posted...
At least they could understand the limitations you have. Isn't that the thing getting you down?

At the core, I don't like myself.

I equate liking myself to being happy being disabled.


This is really dumb to me. Id never hate myself for having cystic fibrosis. That seems absurdly stupid to me. Id hate myself if I treated others like shit because I was born with it tho
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ImTheMacheteGuy
06/15/18 2:25:37 PM
#69:


SSBBSB posted...
ImTheMacheteGuy posted...
Are your videos game videos? Like playthroughs? I like to watch those and and actually prefer no commentary tbh

Yup.

I use captions.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-qHUNiXG0Mk" data-time="


I don't really watch videos on phone but I'll check it out some time when I'm home.
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LordRazziel
06/15/18 2:28:30 PM
#70:


SSBBSB posted...
LordRazziel posted...
At least they could understand the limitations you have. Isn't that the thing getting you down?

At the core, I don't like myself.

I equate liking myself to being happy being disabled.

Talking with people that experience the limitations, and likely, the mental and emotional affects, could help you come to terms with your disability.
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SSBBSB
06/15/18 2:31:19 PM
#71:


DragonGirlYuki posted...
The alts were probably all banned.

And that is relevant to my self-loathing how?

In fact, I'm betting this site has done much more harm than good for me.

If it weren't for my friends in the MLP topics, this account would be closed. Me? I stopped caring about the show years ago.

Every time I go out in public, I see a world that I can't interact with. I can only watch the able-bodied people talk and laugh and smile. I can't do that. All I can do is make videos and guides on old games that nobody plays anymore.

..I'll return later.
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DragonGirlYuki
06/15/18 2:34:55 PM
#72:


Why don't you just sit back and enjoy the show on the boards?
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SSBBSB
06/15/18 4:47:57 PM
#73:


DragonGirlYuki posted...
Why don't you just sit back and enjoy the show on the boards?

They disgust me.
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SSBBSB
06/15/18 5:04:46 PM
#74:


bump
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SSBBSB
06/15/18 5:45:35 PM
#75:


sigh
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Malcrasternus
06/15/18 6:14:23 PM
#76:


Might be worth looking into things or activities that don't feel like a job.
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SSBBSB
06/15/18 6:29:54 PM
#77:


Malcrasternus posted...
Might be worth looking into things or activities that don't feel like a job.

80+% of the time, I enjoy it.

Today, I feel only weariness.
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thronedfire2
06/15/18 6:51:15 PM
#78:


SSBBSB posted...
DragonGirlYuki posted...
Post in political topics more then?

I know little of politics.


Thats more than most people who participate in the political debates here
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SSBBSB
06/15/18 6:51:56 PM
#79:


thronedfire2 posted...

Thats more than most people who participate in the political debates here

Okay
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PiOverlord
06/15/18 9:18:22 PM
#80:


I will say, it is obvious you put a lot of work into your walkthroughs, so kudos to you for that. TTYD might be a little old of a game, where it will be hard to get attention to your videos nowadays, but the dedication is definitely there!
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SSBBSB
06/15/18 9:45:01 PM
#81:


PiOverlord posted...
I will say, it is obvious you put a lot of work into your walkthroughs, so kudos to you for that. TTYD might be a little old of a game, where it will be hard to get attention to your videos nowadays, but the dedication is definitely there!

Pokemon AlphaSapphire is my next "subject."

Fallout 4 MIGHT be a possible subject, too.
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DragonGirlYuki
06/15/18 11:11:26 PM
#82:


SSBBSB posted...
DragonGirlYuki posted...
Why don't you just sit back and enjoy the show on the boards?

They disgust me.

Didn't you do that when the Brawl board was still active?
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SSBBSB
06/16/18 6:54:56 AM
#83:


DragonGirlYuki posted...

Didn't you do that when the Brawl board was still active?

Yes
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DragonGirlYuki
06/16/18 2:21:08 PM
#84:


So why not now?
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LordRazziel
06/16/18 4:22:07 PM
#85:


Any thoughts on finding a support group?
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