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SirChris 08/08/23 8:42:21 PM #151:	Speaking of @MZero the wavelength pm is open to weigh in on guess # 1 --- Acknowledge Me "Yeah Chris is right." - Eddv, no context required. <cite>SirChris posted [p:975338425] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>Speaking of @MZero the wavelength pm is open to weigh in on guess # 1 </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
IfGodCouldDie 08/08/23 8:48:48 PM #152:	SirChris posted... Lmao The topic I tagged you in explains it really well on fol I have nothing in my mentions, aside from a cat topic on CE. --- All posters and events depicted in this post are entirely fictitious. Any similarity to actual events or posters, living or dead, is purely coincidental. <cite>IfGodCouldDie posted [p:975338543] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>SirChris posted... </cite><quote>LmaoThe topic I tagged you in explains it really well on fol</quote>I have nothing in my mentions, aside from a cat topic on CE. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
SirChris 08/08/23 8:57:46 PM #153:	IfGodCouldDie posted... I have nothing in my mentions, aside from a cat topic on CE. sorry I meant on fol when you said you were busy! --- Acknowledge Me "Yeah Chris is right." - Eddv, no context required. <cite>SirChris posted [p:975338746] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>IfGodCouldDie posted... </cite><quote>I have nothing in my mentions, aside from a cat topic on CE.</quote>sorry I meant on fol when you said you were busy! </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
IfGodCouldDie 08/08/23 9:12:04 PM #154:	SirChris posted... sorry I meant on fol when you said you were busy! Oh, shit. I didn't realize it wasn't a game of mafia. Fuck I definitely could have played that. --- All posters and events depicted in this post are entirely fictitious. Any similarity to actual events or posters, living or dead, is purely coincidental. <cite>IfGodCouldDie posted [p:975339039] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>SirChris posted... </cite><quote>sorry I meant on fol when you said you were busy!</quote>Oh, shit. I didn't realize it wasn't a game of mafia. Fuck I definitely could have played that. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
SirChris 08/08/23 9:18:14 PM #155:	IfGodCouldDie posted... Oh, shit. I didn't realize it wasn't a game of mafia. Fuck I definitely could have played that. lmao reading is good for you my friend --- Acknowledge Me "Yeah Chris is right." - Eddv, no context required. <cite>SirChris posted [p:975339175] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>IfGodCouldDie posted... </cite><quote>Oh, shit. I didn't realize it wasn't a game of mafia. Fuck I definitely could have played that.</quote>lmaoreading is good for you my friend </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
IfGodCouldDie 08/08/23 10:33:21 PM #156:	SirChris posted... lmao reading is good for you my friend Yes it is. --- All posters and events depicted in this post are entirely fictitious. Any similarity to actual events or posters, living or dead, is purely coincidental. <cite>IfGodCouldDie posted [p:975340479] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>SirChris posted... </cite><quote>lmaoreading is good for you my friend</quote>Yes it is. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
SirChris 08/09/23 11:32:23 PM #157:	My evil mafia game of evil is progressing pretty well. Excited to try some of these roles out and writing flavor. It's still in the early processing part though, it'll be cooking for a bit yet. Cubs lost 2/3 to the mets, and that makes me sad but hopefully the weekend is kinder. My medicine is doing great tbh, it's nice being able to focus more and my eating habits have gotten a lot better this summer. Starting to slim down just a little, which is really nice and is helping my knees. --- Acknowledge Me "Yeah Chris is right." - Eddv, no context required. <cite>SirChris posted [p:975362231] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>My evil mafia game of evil is progressing pretty well. Excited to try some of these roles out and writing flavor. It's still in the early processing part though, it'll be cooking for a bit yet.Cubs lost 2/3 to the mets, and that makes me sad but hopefully the weekend is kinder.My medicine is doing great tbh, it's nice being able to focus more and my eating habits have gotten a lot better this summer. Starting to slim down just a little, which is really nice and is helping my knees. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Maniac64 08/10/23 9:21:36 AM #158:	SirChris posted... Cubs lost 2/3 to the mets, and that makes me sad but hopefully the weekend is kinder. It was their 16th straight day with a game. A day off will likely be a real help. --- "Hope is allowed to be stupid, unwise, and naive." ~Sir Chris <cite>Maniac64 posted [p:975367308] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>SirChris posted... </cite><quote>Cubs lost 2/3 to the mets, and that makes me sad but hopefully the weekend is kinder.</quote>It was their 16th straight day with a game. A day off will likely be a real help. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
SirChris 08/10/23 9:25:40 AM #159:	Maniac64 posted... It was their 16th straight day with a game. A day off will likely be a real help. Oh shit. I didn't realize it had been over two weeks. --- Acknowledge Me "Yeah Chris is right." - Eddv, no context required. <cite>SirChris posted [p:975367380] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>Maniac64 posted... </cite><quote>It was their 16th straight day with a game. A day off will likely be a real help.</quote>Oh shit. I didn't realize it had been over two weeks. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Maniac64 08/10/23 10:37:20 AM #160:	Neither did I until I saw a game recap that mentioned it being their first day off today after a 16 day run of games. That seems like crazy scheduling --- "Hope is allowed to be stupid, unwise, and naive." ~Sir Chris <cite>Maniac64 posted [p:975368513] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>Neither did I until I saw a game recap that mentioned it being their first day off today after a 16 day run of games.That seems like crazy scheduling </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
SirChris 08/11/23 12:21:26 AM #161:	Yeah, hopefully toronto proves soft lol Took my sleepy pill, almost forgot to post a night cap. WAVELENGTH ON FOL IS GOING WELL! My team is in the lead after one round that's pretty cool imo. Mafia has been fun as well, more to tell about that front soon! Um... Doing my best mentally. Losing a little weight. Been really comfortable just being honest with people. --- Acknowledge Me "Yeah Chris is right." - Eddv, no context required. <cite>SirChris posted [p:975382825] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>Yeah, hopefully toronto proves soft lolTook my sleepy pill, almost forgot to post a night cap. WAVELENGTH ON FOL IS GOING WELL! My team is in the lead after one round that's pretty cool imo. Mafia has been fun as well, more to tell about that front soon!Um...Doing my best mentally. Losing a little weight. Been really comfortable just being honest with people. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
BlueCrystalTear 08/11/23 12:39:41 AM #162:	Maniac64 posted... It was their 16th straight day with a game. A day off will likely be a real help. Baseball has a stupid number of games. Teams should get a day off every week imo SirChris posted... Doing my best mentally. Losing a little weight. Been really comfortable just being honest with people. This is great news! Happy to hear it. I'm trying to get out of my own rut. It's going okay so far. Walking even more has helped. Hope you keep up the good work too! --- Come check out my movie watchthrough topic: https://gamefaqs.gamespot.com/boards/8-gamefaqs-contests/80167031 <cite>BlueCrystalTear posted [p:975383039] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>Maniac64 posted... </cite><quote>It was their 16th straight day with a game.A day off will likely be a real help.</quote>Baseball has a stupid number of games. Teams should get a day off every week imoSirChris posted... </cite><quote>Doing my best mentally. Losing a little weight. Been really comfortable just being honest with people.</quote>This is great news! Happy to hear it. I'm trying to get out of my own rut. It's going okay so far. Walking even more has helped. Hope you keep up the good work too! </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Maniac64 08/11/23 8:23:01 AM #163:	Baseball should just change to 150 games imo Shorten the season a few weeks and make it a nice clean number that still divides well into thirty 3 game series. On the other topic. I'm still struggling to get into any kind of workout routine but making my diet a little healthier has helped get a little weight loss --- "Hope is allowed to be stupid, unwise, and naive." ~Sir Chris <cite>Maniac64 posted [p:975386528] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>Baseball should just change to 150 games imoShorten the season a few weeks and make it a nice clean number that still divides well into thirty 3 game series.On the other topic. I'm still struggling to get into any kind of workout routine but making my diet a little healthier has helped get a little weight loss </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Leafeon13N 08/11/23 8:57:21 AM #164:	Maniac64 posted... Baseball should just change to 150 games imo Shorten the season a few weeks and make it a nice clean number that still divides well into thirty 3 game series. Going to stop to hate on this. MLB owners would love this and thats bad. It would depress player salaries which are still based heavily on regular season counting stats. It would significantly lower operating costs and hurt a lot of people. We've had 4 major public labor disputes among the lowest level of Stadium employees(Pit, LAD x2, KC still ongoing) and likely more around the corner. Putting more money in owners pockets is unequivocally a bad thing. They are all already billionaires. season tickets/single game tickets would rise proportionally, so no benefit to consumers either. Anyway this is my standard reminder to be careful of things you support because there is often a lot of underlying hurt. <cite>Leafeon13N posted [p:975386914] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>Maniac64 posted... </cite><quote>Baseball should just change to 150 games imoShorten the season a few weeks and make it a nice clean number that still divides well into thirty 3 game series.</quote>Going to stop to hate on this. MLB owners would love this and thats bad.It would depress player salaries which are still based heavily on regular season counting stats. It would significantly lower operating costs and hurt a lot of people. We've had 4 major public labor disputes among the lowest level of Stadium employees(Pit, LAD x2, KC still ongoing) and likely more around the corner.Putting more money in owners pockets is unequivocally a bad thing. They are all already billionaires. season tickets/single game tickets would rise proportionally, so no benefit to consumers either.Anyway this is my standard reminder to be careful of things you support because there is often a lot of underlying hurt.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Forceful_Dragon 08/11/23 11:40:32 AM #165:	Giants had some labor thing too with concessions workers a couple years ago, but I believe it was via a 3rd party "food service contractor" that they go through for staffing? Really don't remember all the details but I believe the workers ended up getting an acceptable deal. --- ~C~ FD http://i.imgur.com/dGDfxaw.png <cite>Forceful_Dragon posted [p:975389572] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>Giants had some labor thing too with concessions workers a couple years ago, but I believe it was via a 3rd party "food service contractor" that they go through for staffing? Really don't remember all the details but I believe the workers ended up getting an acceptable deal. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Maniac64 08/11/23 11:53:15 AM #166:	That's true red, I did not think of it that way. Would need to come with a major change in how profits are divided up, and that just wouldn't happen. --- "Hope is allowed to be stupid, unwise, and naive." ~Sir Chris <cite>Maniac64 posted [p:975389805] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>That's true red, I did not think of it that way.Would need to come with a major change in how profits are divided up, and that just wouldn't happen. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
MZero 08/11/23 11:59:59 AM #167:	https://www.fortnite.com/news/fortnite-battle-royale-v25-30-update-break-the-curse-with-jujutsu-kaisen?lang=en-US you play Fortnite, Chris? --- MZero, to the extreme https://www.twitch.tv/kabazame <cite>MZero posted [p:975389909] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>https://www.fortnite.com/news/fortnite-battle-royale-v25-30-update-break-the-curse-with-jujutsu-kaisen?lang=en-USyou play Fortnite, Chris? </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
SirChris 08/11/23 12:37:01 PM #168:	Leafeon13N posted... Going to stop to hate on this. MLB owners would love this and thats bad. It would depress player salaries which are still based heavily on regular season counting stats. It would significantly lower operating costs and hurt a lot of people. We've had 4 major public labor disputes among the lowest level of Stadium employees(Pit, LAD x2, KC still ongoing) and likely more around the corner. Putting more money in owners pockets is unequivocally a bad thing. They are all already billionaires. season tickets/single game tickets would rise proportionally, so no benefit to consumers either. Anyway this is my standard reminder to be careful of things you support because there is often a lot of underlying hurt. This is true. Mlb has so many issues because the commissioner and the owners suck a lot and baseball players generally just don't take their shit. As people get more progressive/aware there are a lot more labor disputes being won because people are starting to properly shit on billionaires and not millionaires who play or those down in the trenches working. Also no sports league has a nice even number. --- Acknowledge Me "Yeah Chris is right." - Eddv, no context required. <cite>SirChris posted [p:975390661] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>Leafeon13N posted... </cite><quote>Going to stop to hate on this. MLB owners would love this and thats bad.It would depress player salaries which are still based heavily on regular season counting stats. It would significantly lower operating costs and hurt a lot of people. We've had 4 major public labor disputes among the lowest level of Stadium employees(Pit, LAD x2, KC still ongoing) and likely more around the corner.Putting more money in owners pockets is unequivocally a bad thing. They are all already billionaires. season tickets/single game tickets would rise proportionally, so no benefit to consumers either.Anyway this is my standard reminder to be careful of things you support because there is often a lot of underlying hurt.</quote>This is true. Mlb has so many issues because the commissioner and the owners suck a lot and baseball players generally just don't take their shit. As people get more progressive/aware there are a lot more labor disputes being won because people are starting to properly shit on billionaires and not millionaires who play or those down in the trenches working.Also no sports league has a nice even number. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
SirChris 08/11/23 12:39:39 PM #169:	MZero posted... https://www.fortnite.com/news/fortnite-battle-royale-v25-30-update-break-the-curse-with-jujutsu-kaisen?lang=en-US you play Fortnite, Chris? I do not but that's still really cool to see heh. I have seen some videos on it. Gojo is probably one of my favorite characters ever at this point and I have been watching a lot of lore videos about it. But speaking of diet above yeah wow I did not even realize how much I depressed ate before. I can still gobble down some food don't get me wrong but I just eat so much less than I did before. Been eating popcorn instead of chips for snacks as well as apples. Has really helped. Still got some ways to go choices wise but I feel a lot better looking in the mirror too. Brain is scary when it is off --- Acknowledge Me "Yeah Chris is right." - Eddv, no context required. <cite>SirChris posted [p:975390712] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>MZero posted... </cite><quote>https://www.fortnite.com/news/fortnite-battle-royale-v25-30-update-break-the-curse-with-jujutsu-kaisen?lang=en-USyou play Fortnite, Chris?</quote>I do not but that's still really cool to see heh. I have seen some videos on it. Gojo is probably one of my favorite characters ever at this point and I have been watching a lot of lore videos about it. But speaking of diet above yeah wow I did not even realize how much I depressed ate before. I can still gobble down some food don't get me wrong but I just eat so much less than I did before. Been eating popcorn instead of chips for snacks as well as apples. Has really helped. Still got some ways to go choices wise but I feel a lot better looking in the mirror too. Brain is scary when it is off </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
SirChris 08/13/23 9:36:36 AM #170:	Lost in a final 3 as town when someone voted me to end the game. Had the solve since f7 though so feel good about it. F3s are hard and people playing with me for the first time suspect me a lot. Died n1 in a cop 13er (only role is a cop) as VT. Aww yeah --- Acknowledge Me "Yeah Chris is right." - Eddv, no context required. <cite>SirChris posted [p:975424949] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>Lost in a final 3 as town when someone voted me to end the game. Had the solve since f7 though so feel good about it. F3s are hard and people playing with me for the first time suspect me a lot.Died n1 in a cop 13er (only role is a cop) as VT. Aww yeah </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
MZero 08/13/23 9:38:04 AM #171:	I don't know how you keep up with playing so many games at once I can't even keep up with one half the time --- MZero, to the extreme https://www.twitch.tv/kabazame <cite>MZero posted [p:975424972] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>I don't know how you keep up with playing so many games at onceI can't even keep up with one half the time </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
SirChris 08/13/23 9:43:07 AM #172:	MZero posted... I don't know how you keep up with playing so many games at once I can't even keep up with one half the time Well I am in a phase of testing my limits with new medicine. I just died in another game yesterday as well. I am down to 1 game now. I think. --- Acknowledge Me "Yeah Chris is right." - Eddv, no context required. <cite>SirChris posted [p:975425034] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>MZero posted... </cite><quote>I don't know how you keep up with playing so many games at onceI can't even keep up with one half the time</quote>Well I am in a phase of testing my limits with new medicine. I just died in another game yesterday as well. I am down to 1 game now. I think. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
SirChris 08/15/23 12:09:12 AM #173:	The cubs were off yesterday after taking 2/3 from the blue jays, hopefully the white sox make for good fodder. Been feeling really good lately although I kind of drained myself doing so much mentally, but that was kind of the plan and now I am going to rest a lot this coming week. Popcorn has been my latest friend tbh, I can still snack but like at half the calories of what I did before with worse things. Progress! --- Acknowledge Me "Yeah Chris is right." - Eddv, no context required. <cite>SirChris posted [p:975457814] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>The cubs were off yesterday after taking 2/3 from the blue jays, hopefully the white sox make for good fodder.Been feeling really good lately although I kind of drained myself doing so much mentally, but that was kind of the plan and now I am going to rest a lot this coming week.Popcorn has been my latest friend tbh, I can still snack but like at half the calories of what I did before with worse things. Progress! </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
SirChris 08/17/23 8:46:20 PM #174:	Oops missed some time here, will try to do better. Been feeling a bit tired lately, which is a step back but mentally and emotionally I am doing very well and I am in a lot less pain than I was previously, which is nice. I am learning to play a warrior in wow, which is weird because I have played a shaman for so long. Sultan's semi final is starting tonight I am FUCKING PUMPED! I hope he makes it through to the finals how cool would that be. I am cheering for him so hard in spec chat. Also I have discovered that I love egg rolls and with the right stuff they are surprisingly very low calorie lol --- Acknowledge Me "Yeah Chris is right." - Eddv, no context required. <cite>SirChris posted [p:975512945] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>Oops missed some time here, will try to do better.Been feeling a bit tired lately, which is a step back but mentally and emotionally I am doing very well and I am in a lot less pain than I was previously, which is nice.I am learning to play a warrior in wow, which is weird because I have played a shaman for so long.Sultan's semi final is starting tonight I am FUCKING PUMPED! I hope he makes it through to the finals how cool would that be. I am cheering for him so hard in spec chat.Also I have discovered that I love egg rolls and with the right stuff they are surprisingly very low calorie lol </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
SirChris 08/22/23 11:52:10 PM #175:	Oh man, I've been so involved in other stuff I completely forgot about this. Sleepy rn, but I'll try to do better so you guys know I am not a sad boy. --- Acknowledge Me "Yeah Chris is right." - Eddv, no context required. <cite>SirChris posted [p:975604827] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>Oh man, I've been so involved in other stuff I completely forgot about this. Sleepy rn, but I'll try to do better so you guys know I am not a sad boy. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
SirChris 08/24/23 1:07:59 AM #176:	Update. Horrible night. Sitting on the floor crying wishing I wasn't here anymore. Listening to music just making sure I don't leave the floor so I am safe. At least I am honest. If nothing else. Love ya guys. Sorry for being a prick. I was doing my best --- Acknowledge Me "Yeah Chris is right." - Eddv, no context required. <cite>SirChris posted [p:975628263] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>Update. Horrible night. Sitting on the floor crying wishing I wasn't here anymore. Listening to music just making sure I don't leave the floor so I am safe. At least I am honest. If nothing else. Love ya guys. Sorry for being a prick. I was doing my best </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
SirChris 08/24/23 3:41:34 AM #177:	Update: off the floor and in bed feeling better. Hooray medicine. --- Acknowledge Me "Yeah Chris is right." - Eddv, no context required. <cite>SirChris posted [p:975629720] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>Update: off the floor and in bed feeling better. Hooray medicine. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
TheSultanOfSlam 08/24/23 9:27:22 AM #178:	SirChris posted... Update. Horrible night. Sitting on the floor crying wishing I wasn't here anymore. Listening to music just making sure I don't leave the floor so I am safe. At least I am honest. If nothing else. Love ya guys. Sorry for being a prick. I was doing my best Bro if you ever need a friend hmu --- YOU WILL BOW DOWN TO THE SULTAN Hello Here is a pineapple <cite>TheSultanOfSlam posted [p:975632451] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>SirChris posted... </cite><quote>Update. Horrible night. Sitting on the floor crying wishing I wasn't here anymore. Listening to music just making sure I don't leave the floor so I am safe. At least I am honest. If nothing else. Love ya guys. Sorry for being a prick. I was doing my best</quote>Bro if you ever need a friend hmu </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
BlueCrystalTear 08/24/23 10:46:59 AM #179:	I texted you a check-in (that was right after I saw this) but wanted to let you know that I'm here if you need me. Stay strong! --- Come check out my movie watchthrough topic: https://gamefaqs.gamespot.com/boards/8-gamefaqs-contests/80167031 <cite>BlueCrystalTear posted [p:975633736] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>I texted you a check-in (that was right after I saw this) but wanted to let you know that I'm here if you need me. Stay strong! </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
SirChris 08/24/23 11:03:12 AM #180:	Sorry I am bad at checking things like that sometimes. Okay so I am going to spoil this. This is some really actually heavy shit. If you don't like hearing about trauma don't click this. Sincerely. This is my open and honest topic with the world but if you don't want to hear about my problems then that's cool but yeah just putting things into this place because I am committed to getting healthier and I think part of that is being open with the world even if no one clicks the spoiler. so basically a major issue with my life rn is my partner's mental health effecting my own at times. I have ptsd that was brought on from severe emotional neglect for a majority of my life. My mom tried her best but she wasn't perfect and she was the only family I had. When my mom got sick the rest of my family ghosted us and I spent years being very isolated and alone. Lost. Adrift at sea emotionally. The problem occurs that I know really well how to set boundaries with people these days. Therapy has helped me a lot. I am clear on the things that trigger me and send me spiraling. One of these is being interrupted. And I don't mean once or twice or three times. But talked over constantly because it makes me flashback to times and also prior relationships where I was made to feel as if I didn't have a voice. That what I had to say didn't matter. It's really emotional for me after a certain amount and I am really clear how this can make me feel. last night we were talking about things and she kept interrupting me and when I asked her to please stop she just didn't care at all. Her face was void of all emotions and she just said to get over it and then it just got worse from there until I was crying for a solid two hours. This would be easier if this was just someone being cruel but she is good most of the time. I don't mean that in the classic abuse victim sense I mean sometimes her empathy just leaves her and we are both trying to schedule her with therapists and psychiatrists to see if medication can help. It's helped me a lot. sometimes her empathy just... leaves her for stretches. She becomes like a void. And it just makes her say the most cruel and uncaring things and because I love her so much and I have experienced s lot of emotional abuse and gaslighting in my life it just sends me to impossibly dark places. The worst part is with all of my medical concerns until I am a bit more healthy and able to start really supporting myself meaningfully even if I wanted to leave I couldn't. I have gotten a lot better but I still stumble sometimes (literally) . I sm going to need months of physical therapy and probably a little increase in my medications before I am really on the right track. I don't want to leave because I do understand that this isn't intentional. She had a rough childhood too. She's taking steps to try to improve and has. But there's just no preparing my mind for this and I wish I at least had the health and freedom to walk away if I chose to but I don't. So I cried a lot. I felt better after. We talked. She's sorry. She is always sorry after. She has made s lot of improvements and is willing to get help but I also am self aware enough to know that I just sound like every abuse victim ever so yeah. Idk. --- Acknowledge Me "Yeah Chris is right." - Eddv, no context required. <cite>SirChris posted [p:975634019] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>Sorry I am bad at checking things like that sometimes. Okay so I am going to spoil this. This is some really actually heavy shit. If you don't like hearing about trauma don't click this. Sincerely. This is my open and honest topic with the world but if you don't want to hear about my problems then that's cool but yeah just putting things into this place because I am committed to getting healthier and I think part of that is being open with the world even if no one clicks the spoiler. so basically a major issue with my life rn is my partner's mental health effecting my own at times. I have ptsd that was brought on from severe emotional neglect for a majority of my life. My mom tried her best but she wasn't perfect and she was the only family I had. When my mom got sick the rest of my family ghosted us and I spent years being very isolated and alone. Lost. Adrift at sea emotionally. The problem occurs that I know really well how to set boundaries with people these days. Therapy has helped me a lot. I am clear on the things that trigger me and send me spiraling. One of these is being interrupted. And I don't mean once or twice or three times. But talked over constantly because it makes me flashback to times and also prior relationships where I was made to feel as if I didn't have a voice. That what I had to say didn't matter. It's really emotional for me after a certain amount and I am really clear how this can make me feel. last night we were talking about things and she kept interrupting me and when I asked her to please stop she just didn't care at all. Her face was void of all emotions and she just said to get over it and then it just got worse from there until I was crying for a solid two hours. This would be easier if this was just someone being cruel but she is good most of the time. I don't mean that in the classic abuse victim sense I mean sometimes her empathy just leaves her and we are both trying to schedule her with therapists and psychiatrists to see if medication can help. It's helped me a lot. sometimes her empathy just... leaves her for stretches. She becomes like a void. And it just makes her say the most cruel and uncaring things and because I love her so much and I have experienced s lot of emotional abuse and gaslighting in my life it just sends me to impossibly dark places. The worst part is with all of my medical concerns until I am a bit more healthy and able to start really supporting myself meaningfully even if I wanted to leave I couldn't. I have gotten a lot better but I still stumble sometimes (literally) . I sm going to need months of physical therapy and probably a little increase in my medications before I am really on the right track. I don't want to leave because I do understand that this isn't intentional. She had a rough childhood too. She's taking steps to try to improve and has. But there's just no preparing my mind for this and I wish I at least had the health and freedom to walk away if I chose to but I don't. So I cried a lot. I felt better after. We talked. She's sorry. She is always sorry after. She has made s lot of improvements and is willing to get help but I also am self aware enough to know that I just sound like every abuse victim ever so yeah. Idk. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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SirChris 08/24/23 11:14:50 AM #182:	UltimaterializerX posted... Jeez man. I feel like youve made the I need better meds post 10 times now. I cant imagine how hard that is. terrible. Ptsd + thyroid problems is just like. A double whammy on your mental and physical health that completely torches you at times. It's just like. The worst. Even now when I am 200% better than I was 3 months ago I still have to rest so much. I ache so much. I still have troubles emotionally. I Am over all getting so much better. And most days are overall positive. But the lows still crush me and I am still figuring so much shit out. Not having insurance sucks a lot in this country. I am struggling hard because of it. --- Acknowledge Me "Yeah Chris is right." - Eddv, no context required. <cite>SirChris posted [p:975634212] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>UltimaterializerX posted... </cite><quote>Jeez man. I feel like youve made the I need better meds post 10 times now. I cant imagine how hard that is.</quote>terrible. Ptsd + thyroid problems is just like. A double whammy on your mental and physical health that completely torches you at times. It's just like. The worst. Even now when I am 200% better than I was 3 months ago I still have to rest so much. I ache so much. I still have troubles emotionally. I Am over all getting so much better. And most days are overall positive. But the lows still crush me and I am still figuring so much shit out. Not having insurance sucks a lot in this country. I am struggling hard because of it. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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SirChris 08/27/23 6:05:55 AM #184:	hype: after the really bad day i had a breakthrough in my relationship in terms of understanding so I am no longer triggered by a lot of every day things she does, whoooo ptsd being helped by emotional understanding this is an extremely good turn around --- Acknowledge Me "Yeah Chris is right." - Eddv, no context required. <cite>SirChris posted [p:975689452] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>hype: after the really bad day i had a breakthrough in my relationship in terms of understanding so I am no longer triggered by a lot of every day things she does, whoooo ptsd being helped by emotional understandingthis is an extremely good turn around </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
BlueCrystalTear 08/27/23 12:20:40 PM #185:	Glad to hear that, Chris. I'm still a wreck. The car thing... the loneliness... --- Help control the pet population. Have your pets spayed or neutered! RIP Bob Barker (1923 - 2023) - and thanks for all the memories. <cite>BlueCrystalTear posted [p:975693145] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>Glad to hear that, Chris. I'm still a wreck. The car thing... the loneliness... </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
SirChris 08/27/23 12:34:49 PM #186:	BlueCrystalTear posted... Glad to hear that, Chris. I'm still a wreck. The car thing... the loneliness... hey feel free to reach out on discord if you've got it still, I suck at reaching out but if you want to chit chat I usually see that well --- Acknowledge Me "Yeah Chris is right." - Eddv, no context required. <cite>SirChris posted [p:975693406] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>BlueCrystalTear posted... </cite><quote>Glad to hear that, Chris. I'm still a wreck. The car thing... the loneliness...</quote>hey feel free to reach out on discord if you've got it still, I suck at reaching out but if you want to chit chat I usually see that well </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
TheSultanOfSlam 08/27/23 3:11:24 PM #187:	SirChris posted... hype: after the really bad day i had a breakthrough in my relationship in terms of understanding so I am no longer triggered by a lot of every day things she does, whoooo ptsd being helped by emotional understanding this is an extremely good turn around Hey that's how relationships strive. Communication is key! But glad to hear all is turning around for you --- YOU WILL BOW DOWN TO THE SULTAN Hello Here is a pineapple <cite>TheSultanOfSlam posted [p:975696324] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>SirChris posted... </cite><quote>hype: after the really bad day i had a breakthrough in my relationship in terms of understanding so I am no longer triggered by a lot of every day things she does, whoooo ptsd being helped by emotional understandingthis is an extremely good turn around</quote>Hey that's how relationships strive. Communication is key! But glad to hear all is turning around for you </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
SirChris 08/28/23 2:29:51 PM #188:	Life is getting better rapidly. I will explain it all someday but it's complicated and dark but yeah. I actually think I have reached a major shift --- Acknowledge Me "Yeah Chris is right." - Eddv, no context required. <cite>SirChris posted [p:975714318] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>Life is getting better rapidly. I will explain it all someday but it's complicated and dark but yeah. I actually think I have reached a major shift </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
UnderUrMattress 08/28/23 8:51:37 PM #189:	Glad to hear life is getting better. Good game on MU! --- ~masterofmarth~ I have no idea why I'm on this site still. <cite>UnderUrMattress posted [p:975721535] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>Glad to hear life is getting better. Good game on MU! </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
SirChris 08/30/23 9:21:33 PM #190:	Today marks 4 days since my PTSD was last triggered in some way. Fucking hype. Been years since I could say that unless I was direly ill. --- Acknowledge Me "Yeah Chris is right." - Eddv, no context required. <cite>SirChris posted [p:975762197] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>Today marks 4 days since my PTSD was last triggered in some way.Fucking hype. Been years since I could say that unless I was direly ill. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Maniac64 08/30/23 10:39:42 PM #191:	That's great! --- "Hope is allowed to be stupid, unwise, and naive." ~Sir Chris <cite>Maniac64 posted [p:975763524] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>That's great! </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
SirChris 08/31/23 10:54:13 AM #192:	More hype. I wrote 2000 words yesterday in 90 minutes not even hyper focusing. I had a convo with my partner and was doing ai generated art. And it was pretty good. I should share its flavor for a mafia game. Hype hype hype. I love writing. Now that my ptsd isn't taking so much energy to not let loose I can focus super well. Hype. --- Acknowledge Me "Yeah Chris is right." - Eddv, no context required. <cite>SirChris posted [p:975770971] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>More hype. I wrote 2000 words yesterday in 90 minutes not even hyper focusing. I had a convo with my partner and was doing ai generated art. And it was pretty good. I should share its flavor for a mafia game. Hype hype hype. I love writing. Now that my ptsd isn't taking so much energy to not let loose I can focus super well. Hype. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
SirChris 09/04/23 11:23:03 AM #193:	Okay so, my life is getting rapidly better due to my medicine really kicking in now in multiple ways. I have prepared a loose budget for the next year of my life. Going to be working on paying down debts, rebuilding my savings, and I am working hard on getting more writing done which is coming a lot easier to me than it used to. Really exciting stuff tbh --- Acknowledge Me "Yeah Chris is right." - Eddv, no context required. <cite>SirChris posted [p:975853332] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>Okay so, my life is getting rapidly better due to my medicine really kicking in now in multiple ways.I have prepared a loose budget for the next year of my life. Going to be working on paying down debts, rebuilding my savings, and I am working hard on getting more writing done which is coming a lot easier to me than it used to. Really exciting stuff tbh </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Maniac64 09/04/23 11:24:02 AM #194:	That's awesome! I hope it all continues to go in the right direction --- "Hope is allowed to be stupid, unwise, and naive." ~Sir Chris <cite>Maniac64 posted [p:975853347] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>That's awesome! I hope it all continues to go in the right direction </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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SirChris 09/04/23 11:28:35 AM #196:	UltimaterializerX posted... You can do it! And thanks for sticking up for me in the other topic. I dont really consider it sticking up tbh, just giving my view. Others are owed their right to treat you how they want based on your actions, but I just also know you aren't a comic book villain --- Acknowledge Me "Yeah Chris is right." - Eddv, no context required. <cite>SirChris posted [p:975853436] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>UltimaterializerX posted... </cite><quote>You can do it! And thanks for sticking up for me in the other topic.</quote>I dont really consider it sticking up tbh, just giving my view. Others are owed their right to treat you how they want based on your actions, but I just also know you aren't a comic book villain </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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SirChris 09/04/23 1:13:12 PM #198:	UltimaterializerX posted... Fair but one thing is bugging me. People are free to dislike the accurate parts of my character, but if anyone thinks Im a transphobe they are provably incorrect. Criticisms should be facts-only. The only misgender Ive done in any recent times is GMUN and its because I was not aware she transitioned due to not being able to read her posts. It was a genuine accident and Ive made sure to use the right pronouns since. Also I think a very very very small group of people (like less than 5 at most and its more like one or two) are genuinely bad people on B8 anymore. Unfortunately, one of them runs the Discord and took it upon himself to go harass people on Facebook this morning. If that gets around to the people that run this site, hes done. GameFAQs takes things like doxxing and off-site harassment very seriously. He also got banned on Discord (the actual site, not the B8 discord) for telling someone he regrets them not offing themselves. By no standard is that acceptable behavior. Maybe my memory is off but isnt that the type of garbage people accuse me of without proof? Ive said dumb things but nothing compares to the last bit of the previous paragraph. If someone like that not liking me makes me toxic, then by all means drown me in radioactive waste. That isnt someone Id ever want in my life and I welcome their anger because jesus christ that is horrible. You've said some vile things about me personally in the past, Ulti. The axe forgets what the tree remembers forever. You've said it to a lot of people. Your memory is imperfect because that's how memories work, but the collective remembers. It's perhaps the missing piece for things being understood for you. --- Acknowledge Me "Yeah Chris is right." - Eddv, no context required. <cite>SirChris posted [p:975855195] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>UltimaterializerX posted... </cite><quote>Fair but one thing is bugging me. People are free to dislike the accurate parts of my character, but if anyone thinks Im a transphobe they are provably incorrect. Criticisms should be facts-only. The only misgender Ive done in any recent times is GMUN and its because I was not aware she transitioned due to not being able to read her posts. It was a genuine accident and Ive made sure to use the right pronouns since. Also I think a very very very small group of people (like less than 5 at most and its more like one or two) are genuinely bad people on B8 anymore. Unfortunately, one of them runs the Discord and took it upon himself to go harass people on Facebook this morning. If that gets around to the people that run this site, hes done. GameFAQs takes things like doxxing and off-site harassment very seriously. He also got banned on Discord (the actual site, not the B8 discord) for telling someone he regrets them not offing themselves. By no standard is that acceptable behavior. Maybe my memory is off but isnt that the type of garbage people accuse me of without proof? Ive said dumb things but nothing compares to the last bit of the previous paragraph. If someone like that not liking me makes me toxic, then by all means drown me in radioactive waste. That isnt someone Id ever want in my life and I welcome their anger because jesus christ that is horrible.</quote>You've said some vile things about me personally in the past, Ulti. The axe forgets what the tree remembers forever. You've said it to a lot of people. Your memory is imperfect because that's how memories work, but the collective remembers. It's perhaps the missing piece for things being understood for you. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
SirChris 09/04/23 2:08:16 PM #199:	In lighter news, the Cubs begin a super important series against the Giants today in Chicago! If we can win 2/3 we'll add some nice breathing room for the second wild card spot in the NL. --- Acknowledge Me "Yeah Chris is right." - Eddv, no context required. <cite>SirChris posted [p:975856129] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>In lighter news, the Cubs begin a super important series against the Giants today in Chicago! If we can win 2/3 we'll add some nice breathing room for the second wild card spot in the NL. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Maniac64 09/04/23 2:11:12 PM #200:	We also have, I think, 6 games against the Diamondbacks coming ip who are also in the 4 way WC tie. Really need to come out of those series with a winning record. --- "Hope is allowed to be stupid, unwise, and naive." ~Sir Chris <cite>Maniac64 posted [p:975856174] in Sir Chris ... [t:80518932]...</cite> <quote>We also have, I think, 6 games against the Diamondbacks coming ip who are also in the 4 way WC tie.Really need to come out of those series with a winning record. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Board 8 > Sir Chris Topic of Accountability but also fun, games, anime, and Mafia.